Ufak tefek \u015feylerin hesab\u0131n\u0131 yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m, uzak g\u00f6n\u00fcllerin siteminden i\u00e7erledi\u011fim iki m\u0131srama g\u00f6n\u00fcl koydum \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n
Hangi a\u011fa\u00e7 meyvesine k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcl\u00fcr m\u00fc bu D\u00fcnya\u2019da b\u00f6yle \u015fey?<\/p>\n
Hangi \u015fair k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f m\u0131sralara?<\/p>\n
Hangi kalem yazmaz olmu\u015f t\u00fcm duygular\u0131?<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi de en uzak oldu\u011fum duyguyu bir iki sat\u0131r aras\u0131na karalamaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yorum. Vefay\u0131\u00a0 ka\u00e7 sat\u0131ra s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r ki bu y\u00fcrek?<\/p>\n
Peki hangi m\u0131sralara d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131, hangi iki m\u0131sra y\u00fcrek dolusunca ac\u0131y\u0131 tatt\u0131rd\u0131? Vefa, vefa diye tekrarlatan l\u00fcgat\u0131m, bu iki heceye k\u00fcs asl\u0131nda. Her ad\u0131m\u0131m, her saniyem hatta her zerrem vefa u\u011fruna diyor vefa u\u011fruna yap\u0131l\u0131r asl\u0131nda. \u0130nsan iki heceye mahkum olur muymu\u015f? Oluyormu\u015f. En b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131 vefay\u0131 sorgulat\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6\u011frendik, ya\u015fad\u0131k da asl\u0131nda bir nebze. En sevilene vefa dedik. \u00a0Cennet\u2019in hangi k\u00f6\u015fesinden telaffuz edemedi\u011fim. Can desen hi\u00e7 kal\u0131r, A\u015fk desen yar\u0131m kal\u0131r. Bir manaya k\u0131s\u0131tlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m , y\u00fczcan\u0131m olsa hepsine feda olsun dedi\u011fim kad\u0131na \u201c Anne\u2019ye\u201d vefa dedik. Sonra vefay\u0131 bir kenara b\u0131rak\u0131p yine k\u0131rd\u0131k y\u00fcrek par\u00e7am\u0131z\u0131. \u201cNe de olsa affeder.\u201d Dedik. Sonra da AF-FET-MEK hecelerine emanet ettik vefam\u0131z\u0131. Yeri geldi, ilim \u00f6\u011freten, hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n en kritik noktalar\u0131nda yol g\u00f6sterenlere bazen muallimlere bazen de dosta vefa dedik.Onda da bo\u015f \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 s\u00f6zlerimiz. \u00c7ok\u00e7a s\u00f6z de verdik zaman\u0131nda. \u0130ki laf\u0131n aras\u0131ndan biri, sana g\u00fcveniyorumdu. Hala m\u0131? Bilemiyorum. Pek hat\u0131rlam\u0131yorum da asl\u0131nda. Vefal\u0131 m\u0131y\u0131z? S\u00f6z dediklerimizin hala yan\u0131nda m\u0131y\u0131z? Vefa sadece bayramdan bayrama aramaya m\u0131 kald\u0131 yoksa? T\u00fcm vefa dedi\u011fimiz o hissiyat\u0131 iki telefon konu\u015fmas\u0131na m\u0131 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131k? Baba dedik, en \u00e7ok g\u00fcvendi\u011fimiz dedik, Beni g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc k\u0131lan insan dedik sonra dost dedik, her an yan\u0131mda olan dedik ama l\u00fcgat\u0131m\u0131zdan da ilk \u201cvefay\u0131\u201d sildik. Kusura bakmayla ba\u015flayan, binbir \u00e7e\u015fit mazerete b\u0131rakt\u0131k o t\u00fcm benli\u011fin yetti\u011fi iki hece yerine. Sonra birer birer topra\u011fa emanet edince anlad\u0131k. Akl\u0131m\u0131z anca yerine gelmi\u015fti, i\u015fte \u015fimdi de s\u0131ra \u201cKe\u015fke..\u201d lere kald\u0131. H\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc k\u00fcller gibi m\u0131sralara savurduk. An\u2019\u0131n de\u011ferini ge\u00e7 fark ettik. Vefay\u0131 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ramad\u0131k kocaman \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcze. Oysaki bir tebess\u00fcme bile s\u0131\u011farken vefa\u2026\u00a0 D\u00fcnya hayat\u0131na da , as\u0131l geli\u015f sebebindeki nedene de vefay\u0131 unutur olduk. Yoldan ge\u00e7en birisine tebess\u00fcm\u00fc de ,karde\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fini incitmemeyi de , bar\u0131\u015f\u0131 da , \u015e\u00fck\u00fcr duymay\u0131, te\u015fekk\u00fcr etmeyi de unutur olduk. Herkes birer birer k\u00f6\u015felerine \u00e7ekildi, herkes \u201cBen\u201d dedi. Koca hayat\u0131n\u0131 sadece kendi omuzlar\u0131na y\u00fckledi. Birlikteli\u011fi sat\u0131r aralar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131k. \u015eu iki heceyi \u201c VE-FA \u2018y\u0131\u201d \u015fimdi tam da ya\u015fama zaman\u0131. Ne zaman de\u011fi\u015fecek bu D\u00fcnya ? Y\u0131k\u0131lmal\u0131 art\u0131k t\u00fcm \u00f6nyarg\u0131yla ba\u015flayan benlikler ve b\u0131rakmal\u0131 art\u0131k insanl\u0131k ke\u015fkeleri, o affeder zatenleri.. G\u00f6n\u00fcl k\u0131rg\u0131nl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 bir mektuba, bir \u015fiire hapsetmeyi b\u0131rakmal\u0131. \u015eimdi t\u00fcm bu h\u00fczn\u00fc yazan kalemler her \u015feyi silip en b\u00fcy\u00fck harflerle \u201cVE-FA\u201d diye hayk\u0131rmal\u0131. Vefay\u0131 sadece topra\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fen ya\u011fmur tanelerine b\u0131rakmamal\u0131. T\u00fcm sevgiyle bezenmeli en b\u00fcy\u00fck A\u015fk\u2019 a Vefa\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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