G\u00fcne\u015fin i\u00e7imizi \u0131s\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131, tenimizde s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissettirdi\u011fi bir sabah \u201cd\u00fcnyadan habersiz d\u00fcnyay\u0131\u201d izliyordum pencereden. Trafi\u011fe tak\u0131lan ara\u00e7lar\/insanlar ili\u015fti g\u00f6z\u00fcme bir an.. Kimi ye\u015fil \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n verdi\u011fi \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn tad\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131yor, kimi k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131da mahk\u00fbm.. Ve ikisinin de bir anlam\u0131 var de\u011fil mi? \u201cBaz\u0131 \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckler ancak mahk\u00fbmiyetler neticesinde elde edilir\u201d diyordu sanki bu d\u00f6ng\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Evet hayat\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131yoruz i\u015fte. Bazen \u00f6zg\u00fcrce, bazen mahk\u00fbm.\u00a0 Peki, sormaya de\u011fmez mi \u201cBen nelerin mahk\u00fbmuyum veya neler ad\u0131na \u00f6zg\u00fcr\u00fcm?\u201d diye. Cevab\u0131 herkeste gizli, anlaml\u0131 bir cevap bulmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu sorular \u015f\u00f6yle dursun.. Bahar\u2019\u0131n m\u00fcjdecisi, ya\u011fmuru dillerde \u015fiir, g\u00fcnlerinde hep umudun solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131 Nisan\u2019\u0131 konu\u015fal\u0131m. Reng\u00e2renk bah\u00e7eleri, \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7an erik a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131, beyaz papatyalar\u0131, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 karanfilleri,\u00a0 mor menek\u015feleri, mavi g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, denizi ve nicesini\u2026<\/p>\n
Mavi derken akl\u0131ma \u201cMavisini Yitirmi\u015f Ya\u015famak\u201d diyen yazar gelir hep. Ya\u015fam\u0131 bir renge benzetmi\u015fti sanki. Ya da \u00f6yle bakm\u0131\u015f, \u00f6yle hissetmek istemi\u015ftim. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc anlams\u0131z, hissiz veya ya\u015fam sevincinin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir hayat, mavinin eksik oldu\u011fu bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc gibi geliyordu bana. Umudun olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131, g\u00fczel g\u00fcnlerin d\u00fc\u015flenmedi\u011fi, bazen ellerini cebine at\u0131p bir \u015fark\u0131n\u0131n nakarat\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131r\u0131ldanarak sokakta y\u00fcr\u00fcmeyi beceremeyen birinin hayat\u0131, tablosunda denizi \u00e7izip mavisine yer vermeyen ressam gibi geliyordu sanki.<\/p>\n
Hem insan ba\u015fka nas\u0131l hayata sar\u0131l\u0131r ki, bu kadar kararm\u0131\u015fken kalpler, bulanm\u0131\u015fken g\u00f6zler?<\/p>\n
Ama her \u015feye ra\u011fmen ya\u015f\u0131yoruz, okuyoruz, yaz\u0131yoruz ya \u00a0bu kadar\u0131 bile kara kara d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi b\u0131rak\u0131p biraz mavi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye, d\u00fc\u015flemeye de\u011fmez mi? Sonra beklemek gayretle, \u00fcmitle.<\/p>\n
Ve birka\u00e7 k\u0131r\u0131k c\u00fcmleyle;<\/p>\n
\u201cArt\u0131k ne ge\u00e7mi\u015fe gitmeye mec\u00e2lim var,<\/p>\n
ne gelecekten beklentiye hakk\u0131m..<\/p>\n
Tam ortas\u0131nday\u0131m zaman\u0131n,<\/p>\n
yorgun ama \u00fcmitvar.<\/p>\n
Bir l\u00fct\u00fbf bekler hakka a\u00e7 g\u00f6nl\u00fcm,<\/p>\n
bir yolculuk hay\u00e2llere,<\/p>\n
huzurun solukland\u0131\u011f\u0131 mavi g\u00fcnlere..\u201d<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
Ve imkan\u0131m olsa ak\u0131l edebilen, hatta yeni do\u011fan her \u00e7ocu\u011fun kula\u011f\u0131na f\u0131s\u0131ldamak isterdim; \u201cMavisini yitirmedi\u011fin bir hayat ya\u015fa dostum!\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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