Bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun babas\u0131na ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildiren mesaj atmas\u0131yla ba\u015flayaca\u011f\u0131m sat\u0131rlar\u0131ma, ne \u00e7ok ac\u0131 var. Ne \u00e7ok \u00e7aresizlik ne \u00e7ok g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 var.<\/p>\n
Ben 18 ya\u015f\u0131nday\u0131m. Say\u0131s\u0131z hayallerim, umutlar\u0131m, sevgilerim var. Yapmak istedi\u011fim onlarca \u015fey var. Mutlu olaca\u011f\u0131m, \u00fcz\u00fclece\u011fim g\u00fcnlerim var. Ben daha mezun olaca\u011f\u0131m ya hu, \u00f6n\u00fcmde y\u0131llar\u0131m var. Herkes gibi ben de d\u00fcnyay\u0131 gezece\u011fim, hi\u00e7 bilmedi\u011fim tatlar\u0131 tadaca\u011f\u0131m. En sevdi\u011fim yazarlar, \u015fairler, oyuncular, m\u00fczisyenlerle tan\u0131\u015faca\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Ben gencim, \u00f6n\u00fcmde y\u0131llar\u0131m var.<\/p>\n
Benim gibi binlerce gen\u00e7 var. \u0130zmir\u2019de, Antalya\u2019da, Bursa\u2019da\u2026<\/p>\n
Ama gen\u00e7ler eksik, Ankara\u2019da. Hayaller eksik, sevdalar, umutlar eksik.<\/p>\n
Mezar ta\u015f\u0131 do\u011fum tarihi dinlemiyor Ankara\u2019da. \u00d6l\u00fcm evde bekleyenin var m\u0131 sormuyor.<\/p>\n
H\u00fcz\u00fcn kokuyor sokaklar\u0131n Ankara. \u00d6l\u00fcm kokuyor parklar\u0131, korkuyla bak\u0131yor analar camlardan. Aman diyor ge\u00e7 kalma yavrum, ipsizi var saps\u0131z\u0131 var. Kim patlad\u0131ya gitme\u2026<\/p>\n
Ya\u015fanacak g\u00fcnlerin var yavrum, okuyacak adam olacaks\u0131n daha. \u00d6\u011fretmen, doktor, avukat olacaks\u0131n. Kendine dikkat et. Aman \u00f6lme yavrum, ge\u00e7me kalabal\u0131k yerlerden. Y\u00fcr\u00fcme g\u00fczelim parklarda. Binme otob\u00fcslere. Senden k\u0131ymetli mi?<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f \u015fiirler, \u00f6devler, dostluklar, e\u011flenceler, a\u015fklar var \u015fimdi. Yar\u0131m kalan gen\u00e7likler var.<\/p>\n
Karde\u015flerim, \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fcler. Nas\u0131l mahzun a\u00e7mas\u0131n \u00e7i\u00e7ekler? Nas\u0131l duraksamadan at\u0131ls\u0131n kahkahalar?<\/p>\n
Nas\u0131l cevap verilir onca \u00e7ocu\u011fa? Babam, abim, ablam, annem dedi\u011finde. Kim cevaplayacak \u015fimdi? Neye yarar t\u00fcm bu sat\u0131rlar?<\/p>\n
E\u011fer sokakta sek sek oynayan, okulda ders dinleyen \u00e7ocuk yitip gidecekse hi\u00e7 u\u011fruna neye yarar ki benim sat\u0131rlar\u0131m?<\/p>\n
E\u011fer yar\u0131m kalacaksa hayatlar nedendir ya\u015famam\u0131n anlam\u0131?<\/p>\n
Son d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc nedir acaba hi\u00e7 u\u011frunda yitip gidenin? Ya annesine k\u0131zd\u0131ysa, ya ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131ysa babas\u0131na. \u00a0Kavga ettiyse arkada\u015f\u0131yla, \u00f6z\u00fcr dileme iste\u011fiyle ta\u015f\u0131yorduysa y\u00fcre\u011fi\u2026<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m kald\u0131 \u00f6z\u00fcrler, yar\u0131m kald\u0131 bar\u0131\u015fmalar. Dileyemeyecek \u00f6zr\u00fcn\u00fc. \u00c7oktan affetse de sevdikleri onu, dileyemedi \u00f6zr\u00fcn\u00fc. Sar\u0131lamad\u0131 son bir kez doyas\u0131ya.<\/p>\n
Mezun olamad\u0131 o gen\u00e7ler, hayata at\u0131lamad\u0131. Anne olmad\u0131lar, baba olamad\u0131lar. Sevemediler doyas\u0131ya. Ya\u015fayamad\u0131lar hayat\u0131.<\/p>\n
Yar\u0131m kald\u0131 bu \u00e7ocuklar.<\/p>\n
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