{"id":7759,"date":"2016-03-01T22:18:48","date_gmt":"2016-03-01T20:18:48","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7759"},"modified":"2016-03-01T22:18:48","modified_gmt":"2016-03-01T20:18:48","slug":"seb-i-yelda","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7759","title":{"rendered":"\u015eeb-i Yelda"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Ve Seni anar\u0131m and\u0131k\u00e7a kurumu\u015f toprak gibi g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131nda yeninden do\u011far\u0131m<br \/>\nKardelenler seranat tad\u0131na ruhuma s\u00f6ylerken ninnisini ufkunday\u0131m ey \u015fehir<br \/>\nSen gelince akl\u0131ma fikrimin zikri de\u011fi\u015fiyor<br \/>\nRuhumun kanatlar\u0131 yol buluyor Sana<\/p>\n<p>Sen \u0131slatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yast\u0131\u011f\u0131mdaki g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131 sebebim<br \/>\nA\u015fk\u0131 dilan\u0131m s\u00f6yle Sana \u00e7ok mu uza\u011f\u0131m.<br \/>\nBa\u015f\u0131m ellerinin seccadesi ok\u015fasan tel tel belki ruhumu<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm ate\u015fine su istemem d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm damlana umman istemem<\/p>\n<p>Bak kald\u0131m diyar\u0131 gurbette benim as\u0131l gurbetim seni g\u00f6rmemekte<br \/>\nSaymad\u0131m g\u00f6rmeyeli ne kadar oldu akrepsiz saat g\u00f6reli bilmem ne kadar oldu<br \/>\nTel \u00f6rg\u00fcler kaplam\u0131\u015f bedenimi, bat\u0131yor deminde Sensizli\u011fin uyku bilmez saatlerine<br \/>\nSensiz ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m bu beden ne kadar a\u011f\u0131r, manan\u0131n \u00f6z\u00fcnde Sen yoksan \u00f6z ne kadar sa\u011f\u0131r<\/p>\n<p>Sensiz \u00e7izdi\u011fim t\u00fcm resimler renksiz, ba\u015froller siyah beyaz<br \/>\nBenim rengim Sensin t\u00fcm renklerin anas\u0131, beyaza d\u00fc\u015fen nurumsun<br \/>\nSeni sevenler, i\u00e7inde senin oldu\u011fun y\u00fcre\u011fe nas\u0131l dokuyor bir bilsen<br \/>\nKald\u0131m yine \u00f6ks\u00fcz yetim Senden ba\u015fkas\u0131 dokunmas\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131ma<\/p>\n<p>El olan eller ac\u0131t\u0131r bilmez ki kast\u0131 can\u0131ma<br \/>\nYazd\u0131r yazamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 anlat yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131mda anlatamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131<br \/>\nKezzapm\u0131\u015f ad\u0131 h\u00fckm\u00fc sensizlik, konu\u015fuyorum h\u00fckm\u00fc sessizlik<br \/>\nKurdu\u011fum d\u00fc\u015fse i\u00e7inde ancak Sen, ger\u00e7e\u011fin h\u00fckm\u00fc yaln\u0131z ve yaln\u0131z Sen<\/p>\n<p>Ah gizli yaram kolum kanad\u0131m can\u0131m herkesten \u00f6te her \u015feyden ziyade a\u015fk\u0131m<br \/>\nVe i\u015fte \u00f6zge\u00e7mi\u015fim adresim Sen, Sen \u015fehrinde do\u011fdum b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fcm \u015fimdilerde gen\u00e7lik<br \/>\nTa\u015f\u0131nmad\u0131m o sokaktan ve Sen nolu apartmandan<br \/>\nSal\u00e2vat faturalar\u0131m da hala ayn\u0131 adrese, borcu vadesi mah\u015fere<\/p>\n<p>Posta kutum bo\u015f, t\u00fcm mektuplar yabanc\u0131 ve dahi adresler<br \/>\nG\u00f6nderen Sensen t\u00fcm mektuplar tac\u0131m\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131<br \/>\nNurundur \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131m ba\u015fka istemez ab\u0131 hayat\u0131m derya istemez<br \/>\nK\u0131\u015f gelmi\u015f diyorlar bilmem ki nereye, Sen yoksan yaz var m\u0131yd\u0131 hani nerede<\/p>\n<p>Heyecanlan\u0131yor deli y\u00fcre\u011fim, perde perde g\u00f6zlerime de\u011fiyor g\u00f6zlerinin ziyas\u0131<br \/>\nCan\u0131m can\u0131na, ba\u015f\u0131m aya\u011f\u0131n\u0131n yoluna kurband\u0131r<br \/>\nSen hazinesinin ke\u015ffi ile \u015fereflense y\u00fcre\u011fim anahtar\u0131n ad\u0131 Sen<br \/>\nVe susayan g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn en g\u00fczel serab\u0131 Sen<\/p>\n<p>A\u015fk neydi kelimenin dilimi, dilimin en g\u00fczel kelimesi mi<br \/>\nTitanikler bat\u0131r\u0131yorum Sensiz ge\u00e7en g\u00fcnlerin sarp kayalar\u0131na<br \/>\nEy sebeb-i halimin \u00e7er\u00e7evesiz resmi, yakamozlu gecede mehtab\u0131m\u0131n ate\u015fi ve Sevgili<br \/>\nSevdam\u0131n zinciri halka halka ba\u011flanm\u0131\u015f\u0131m vars\u0131n sans\u0131nlar deli<\/p>\n<p>Ne yana baksam hangi saz\u0131 alsam s\u00f6zler hep ayn\u0131 a\u015fk\u0131n sermayesi<br \/>\nDilimden g\u00f6nl\u00fcme akan nehir, co\u015fmay\u0131 bekler \u00f6yle ki \u015fuan sessiz<br \/>\nA\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n merkezi Sensin, merkeze a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 koyan da Sensin<br \/>\nKo\u015fuyorum hesaps\u0131zca sana, \u00f6d\u00fcl Sen olunca ne fark eder nefes nerede sonlana<\/p>\n<p>Y\u00fcre\u011fim y\u00fcre\u011finin denizinde kaybolsa y\u00fcre\u011fim mavinin koyusunda yolunu bulsa<br \/>\nN\u00f6beti bitmez bir yastay\u0131m sensizli\u011fin deminde ruhum ile hatay\u0131m<br \/>\nKu\u015f olsam e\u015fi\u011fine konsam yeminle sulansam<br \/>\nAd\u0131n\u0131 koymad\u0131m bu yang\u0131n\u0131n Sen ki ismi yar<\/p>\n<p>Menek\u015fesi kurumu\u015f topraklar\u0131m\u0131n ve pas tutmu\u015f r\u00fczgar\u0131 yapraklar\u0131m\u0131n<br \/>\nSebebi ziyadesi bekli ziyade sebebi<br \/>\nK\u0131r \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri gibi da\u011f ba\u015flar\u0131nda a\u00e7t\u0131 benim hik\u00e2yem ovalar \u00e7ad\u0131r kuramaz sensizli\u011fin resmine<\/p>\n<p>\u00c2lem bilse ancak k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131md\u0131r bildi\u011fi Sen en de\u011ferli hazinede \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmez s\u0131rs\u0131n a\u015fik\u00e2r Sevgili<br \/>\nBak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n ok olsa saplansa can\u0131ma can\u0131m can\u0131nda can bulsa<br \/>\nK\u00fcsk\u00fcn\u00fcm aynalara, bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda g\u00f6stermez seni, k\u00fcsk\u00fcn\u00fcm aynada g\u00f6r\u00fcrsem kendimi<br \/>\nN\u00e2r\u0131m sensin ate\u015fine kurban nar\u0131m sensin danene kurban<\/p>\n<p>Prangas\u0131 suskunlu\u011fum, suskunlu\u011fu prangas\u0131 ruhumun<br \/>\nYok abas\u0131 yok belki hi\u00e7 d\u00fc\u011fmesi giyerse olacak a\u015fk ilk ve son d\u00fc\u011fmesi<br \/>\nYoklu\u011fun varl\u0131ktaki h\u00fckm\u00fc ile geldim kap\u0131na kapanmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim tek kap\u0131ya<br \/>\n365 g\u00fcn h\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fcs\u00fcy\u00fcm, m\u00fcebbetine talibim bu a\u015fk\u0131n<\/p>\n<p>Ke\u015ffine \u0130stanbul b\u0131rakt\u0131m t\u00fcm resimlerin<br \/>\nAd\u0131 sen ol ruhu \u0130stanbul koksun diye<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Ve Seni anar\u0131m and\u0131k\u00e7a kurumu\u015f 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