Sessizlik, kelimesizli\u011fe mahkumluk gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcnse bile, onun kadar asil bir mahkumiyet ya\u015fanamaz belki de. Seslerden ve s\u00f6zlerden ayr\u0131 olmak onlara uzak olmak de\u011fil, bilakis daha \u00e7ok yak\u0131nla\u015fmak olabilir g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne. Buna misal kimi tebess\u00fcmlerdir ki, m\u0131sralar\u0131 han\u0131meli kokan \u015fiirler biriktirir i\u00e7inde. Fakat hal b\u00f6yleyken hayat hep z\u0131tl\u0131klarla ya\u015fan\u0131r ya, insan g\u00f6lgesi gibi bir an olsun yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lmayan h\u00fczn\u00fcn\u00fc payla\u015fmak ister, ama hangi dille ve nas\u0131l bir tarif ile?<\/p>\n
S\u00f6zc\u00fckler anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi\u011finde, bir de s\u00f6zl\u00fcklere bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc yerle\u015ftirilemeyen bir duygu s\u00f6z konusu oldu\u011funda sessizlik, kalbe a\u00e7\u0131lan en g\u00fczel pencere belki de. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc zaman\u0131n ak\u0131\u015f\u0131na kap\u0131l\u0131p giden \u00e7oktur da, as\u0131l zor olan o s\u00fcratin i\u00e7inde olmas\u0131na ra\u011fmen onu durdurmak isteyerek g\u00f6zlerini kapay\u0131p nefes almas\u0131d\u0131r insan\u0131n, ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 hissederek nefes almas\u0131. En \u00f6nemlisi \u2018kalbini hissederek\u2019 nefes almas\u0131\u2026 kalp demi\u015fken; hat\u0131rlamak i\u00e7in bir vakit cebe ili\u015ftirilen ve ard\u0131ndan unutulan, \u00e7ok sonralar\u0131 hat\u0131rland\u0131\u011f\u0131nda ise her yan\u0131 buru\u015fmu\u015f haldeki bir ka\u011f\u0131t kadar hor kullan\u0131lamaz ve hafife al\u0131namaz bir kalp.<\/p>\n
Zarifo\u011flu\u2019 nun dedi\u011fi gibi \u201ckalbi hat\u0131rlamak\u201d sa marifet ve onu hat\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 kadar insan oldu\u011funu hat\u0131rlayabiliyorsa bir kimse, tabii olarak bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 her \u015feyde hep kalbini hat\u0131rlatacak bir iz g\u00f6rmek ister, ve isteyen g\u00f6zler g\u00f6rebilir de. \u201cAramakla bulunmaz ancak bulanlar arayanlard\u0131r\u201d d\u00fcsturunca, ruhun aray\u0131\u015fta olmas\u0131 gerekir, g\u00f6nl\u00fcn teskin olabilmesi i\u00e7in. Bu ger\u00e7e\u011fin \u00f6nemi silindik\u00e7e ya\u015fant\u0131lardan, insanlar g\u00fcn gelir bir yolda y\u00fcr\u00fcr de a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n fark\u0131na varamaz. A\u011fa\u00e7lar bir yana g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn bile fark\u0131nda olamaz\u2026 g\u00fcnden g\u00fcne g\u00f6nl\u00fc \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyen ve sanki ruhu \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zlerle etrafa bakan bu insanlar, duman\u0131 g\u00f6\u011fe y\u00fckselen alevler misali birer imdat \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil de nedir?
\nHerkes ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 hayata dair farkl\u0131 bir de\u011fer bi\u00e7ti\u011finden kimileri i\u00e7in kalbi dinleyebilmek anlams\u0131zken, kimileri i\u00e7inse ya\u015fam\u0131 ya\u015fan\u0131l\u0131r k\u0131lan en \u00f6nemli nedenlerden. Nice hassas terazilere konulup tart\u0131lan ve \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcl\u00fcp bi\u00e7ilen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler olduktan sonra, do\u011frulu\u011funu en ba\u015fta vicdan kabul ettikten sonra, kalbini dinlemeyenlerin say\u0131s\u0131 etraf\u0131n\u0131zda \u00e7o\u011falm\u0131\u015f \u00e7o\u011falmam\u0131\u015f ne fark eder? Siz \u2018onu\u2019 dinledikten sonra\u2026<\/p>\n
Sessizlikler birikti\u011finde, dile gelen her s\u00f6z k\u0131ymetlidir. De\u011fil mi ki s\u00f6zlerin y\u00fcrekte k\u0131vam\u0131n\u0131 bulmas\u0131 i\u00e7in de \u201czaman de\u011firmeni\u201d gerekir. Bu de\u011firmende \u00f6\u011f\u00fct\u00fclen her \u00e2n\u0131n\u0131za geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda, y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fczde tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7abilmesi i\u00e7in ve pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinin \u00fczerlerinde bulunmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in, kalbinizi dinleyin.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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