\u0130\u015fte tam da buraday\u0131m, \u00fcmidin bitti\u011fi yerde,
\nSaat vurdu on ikiyi, g\u00f6zlerimse bekliyor sabah\u0131n seherini.
\nNe tela\u015f var ortal\u0131kta, ne ko\u015fu\u015fturma, ne de bir endi\u015fe,
\nS\u0131k\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f\u0131m bir hastane k\u00f6\u015fesine, yaz\u0131yorum s\u00f6zc\u00fckler d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fck\u00e7e.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum, \u00e7ok\u00e7a d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum \u201cNiye?\u201d diye,
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e bat\u0131yorum, boyluyorum \u00e7ukurun dibini.
\nAkl\u0131m k\u00f6r karanl\u0131klarda kayboluyor, kalbim alev al\u0131yor kor ate\u015flerde,
\nBir ben var diyorum ama benden eser yok bu hastane k\u00f6\u015fesinde.<\/p>\n
Neredeydik, ne hale geldik diye sorguluyorum t\u00fcm gece,
\nBulutlar bile g\u00fcrl\u00fcyor, hava durmadan p\u00fcsk\u00fcr\u00fcyor koyu sisini.
\nDurmadan \u00e7al\u0131yor zihnimde, o keskin sesli kemen\u00e7e,
\nAhh, ah\u2026 Ne umutlar s\u00f6nd\u00fc bu hastane k\u00f6\u015fesinde.<\/p>\n
Ne uyuyabiliyorum ne de uyanabiliyorum bu yerde,
\nBir an \u00f6nce diyorum, yerine getirebilsem bu \u00fcst\u00fcme d\u00fc\u015feni.
\nSaatler ge\u00e7miyor, akreple yelkovan k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f bana bu gece,
\nZaman\u0131 biraz ileriye alabilsem ke\u015fke, bu hastane k\u00f6\u015fesinde.<\/p>\n
Uzaklardan bir ayak sesi geliyor, giderek yakla\u015f\u0131yor sessizce,
\nDoktor yorgun sesiyle s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor gitme vaktinin geldi\u011fini.
\nA\u011f\u0131r aksak kalk\u0131p, derin bir nefes al\u0131yorum olan g\u00fcc\u00fcmle,
\nAc\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 al\u0131yorum ama t\u00fcm an\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131yorum bu hastane k\u00f6\u015fesinde.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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