{"id":7702,"date":"2018-01-05T16:55:30","date_gmt":"2018-01-05T14:55:30","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7702"},"modified":"2018-01-05T16:55:30","modified_gmt":"2018-01-05T14:55:30","slug":"intihar-mektuplari-i","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7702","title":{"rendered":"\u0130ntihar Mektuplar\u0131 \/ I"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I.) &#8211; Gerek\u00e7e &#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Hangi s\u0131rra nail olsa g\u00f6zlerim bir an ile<br \/>\nBakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m her g\u00f6lge ger\u00e7ek, duydu\u011fum ink\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\nHangi \u00f6mre s\u00fcrg\u00fcn olsa dizlerim bin can ile<br \/>\nGirdi\u011fim yer lo\u015f bir bah\u00e7e, karanl\u0131k h\u00fcnk\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\nT\u00f6vbesine secde eder simsiyah hay\u00e2llerim<br \/>\nS\u00fbretinden var edilmi\u015f h\u00fclyam a\u015fik\u00e2r olur.<\/p>\n<p>Yok say\u0131l\u0131r fecri an\u0131n, sabah uzak k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r<br \/>\nKirpi\u011fimden miras kalan yaln\u0131zca efk\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\n\u00c7ok say\u0131l\u0131r hicri an\u0131n, ah\u0131 tuzak k\u0131l\u0131n\u0131r<br \/>\nKerbel\u00e2\u2019ya d\u00f6nen g\u00f6nl\u00fcn h\u00fczn\u00fc z\u00fclfik\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\nAh benim k\u00fcsk\u00fcn umudum, ah \u00e7aresiz h\u00e2llerim<br \/>\nAvc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 seyreyleyen yorgun bir \u015fik\u00e2r olur.<\/p>\n<p>Bahar\u0131n \u0131l\u0131k nefesi zapt eder can bah\u00e7emi<br \/>\nTarumara meyleden bir serseri r\u00fczg\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\nZaman\u0131n terk-i diy\u00e2r\u0131 l\u00e2l ederken leh\u00e7emi<br \/>\nKirletilmi\u015f yelkovanlar \u00f6mre yadig\u00e2r olur.<br \/>\nEllerimde solup gider g\u00fcne k\u0131rg\u0131n g\u00fcllerim<br \/>\nEtti\u011fim her bedduan\u0131n son s\u00f6z\u00fc nig\u00e2r olur.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I.) &#8211; Gerek\u00e7e &#8211; Hangi s\u0131rra&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":14,"featured_media":7703,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7702"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/14"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7702"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7702\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7702"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7702"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7702"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}