Bu g\u00fcn kendimi yorgun hissediyorum. G\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar\u0131n en zay\u0131f\u0131n\u0131n y\u0131lg\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131 var \u00fczerimde. Hayattan, ya\u015famaktan, yalanlardan yoruldum. Sonunu bile bile \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bu yolculukta, nereye varaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 merak etmedi\u011fim bir macera ya\u015f\u0131yorum sanki. Ne demi\u015f \u015fair:<\/p>\n
Nihayetsiz ufukta gezen bir mart\u0131 gibi
\nYahut \u00e7ok uzaklarda duran karart\u0131 gibi
\nBir var bir yokuz i\u015fte, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var de\u011fil
\nY\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fck te ne bulduk, vard\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z var de\u011fil…<\/p>\n
– Sherlock, kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc okumay\u0131 b\u0131rak da polisin haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 dosyaya bir g\u00f6z gezdir. Sen bu vakay\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmek mi istiyorsun yoksa edebiyat sevgini tatmin etmek mi istiyorsun?<\/p>\n
– Sevgi, tatmin edilen bir \u015fey de\u011fildir Watson. Tatminsizli\u011fin zirve noktas\u0131d\u0131r. Ben g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc okuyay\u0131m, sen de polis raporunu oku. Belki tatmin edici bir sonuca ula\u015f\u0131r\u0131z.<\/p>\n
– Kad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 Serra Halis. \u00dcnl\u00fc bir edebiyat\u00e7\u0131ym\u0131\u015f. Yay\u0131nlanm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ok say\u0131da kitab\u0131 bulunmakta. \u00c7o\u011fu kitab\u0131 da en \u00e7ok okunanlar listesinde. 13 Ekim g\u00fcn\u00fc, ak\u015fam saat 21:00 sular\u0131nda, kendi evinde, kalbinden b\u0131\u00e7aklanarak \u00f6ld\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f. Cinayet silah\u0131n\u0131n \u00fczerinde yaln\u0131zca Serra Han\u0131m\u0131n parmak izleri tespit edilmi\u015f. Ancak sen, b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n v\u00fccuda girerken uygulad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bas\u0131n\u00e7tan ve kan\u0131n v\u00fccuttan \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f \u015feklinden dolay\u0131 olay\u0131n intihar de\u011fil, cinayet oldu\u011fu kan\u0131s\u0131na vard\u0131n. Yani katil, olaya intihar s\u00fcs\u00fc vermeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f. Kap\u0131da bir zorlama izi tespit edilemedi\u011finden katilin, maktul\u00fcn tan\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131 biri olma olas\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 olduk\u00e7a y\u00fcksek. Bina sakinleri, sosyal bir etkinlik yapma ad\u0131na \u00c7anakkale turuna \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f. Uyumsuz ve melankolik bir ki\u015fili\u011fe sahip olan maktul\u00fcm\u00fcz ise geziye kat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f. Binan\u0131n giri\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131nda bulunan g\u00fcvenlik kameras\u0131n\u0131n kablosu ak\u015fam saat tam 20:32’de kesilmi\u015f. Yani binaya yakla\u015f\u0131k yar\u0131m saat boyunca kimin girip \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmiyoruz. Serra Han\u0131m, \u00fc\u00e7 kez evlenip bo\u015fanm\u0131\u015f. Eski e\u015flerinin hepsi \u015f\u00fcpheli listesinde. Bo\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015filerle ili\u015fkisini hi\u00e7 kesmemi\u015f. Her biri ifadesinde, Serra Han\u0131m\u0131 h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00e7ok sevdiklerini, evliliklerini Serra Han\u0131m\u0131n sonland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve yeniden bir araya gelmeyi deliler gibi istediklerini beyan etmi\u015fler. Maktul\u00fcn, kalbinden b\u0131\u00e7aklanmas\u0131, olay\u0131n bir a\u015fk cinayeti oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f polislere. Olay an\u0131nda, kom\u015fular\u0131n hi\u00e7 bir ses duymamas\u0131, olay yerinde bir bo\u011fu\u015fma ya\u015fand\u0131\u011f\u0131na dair herhangi bir i\u015faretin tespit edilememesi, cinayetin planl\u0131 ve kararl\u0131 bir eylem oldu\u011fu izlenimini vermekte. Yani k\u0131saca, hi\u00e7 bir ipucu veya delil, ortalarda yok. Bir dakika, Sherlock, sen kad\u0131n\u0131n g\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc bilgisayardan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131 m\u0131 ald\u0131n?<\/p>\n
– Kad\u0131n \u00e7ok g\u00fczel yaz\u0131yor Watson. Bir r\u00f6portaj\u0131nda bu g\u00fcnl\u00fckten bahsetmi\u015fti. Bitirdi\u011finde kitap olarak yay\u0131nlayaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilan etmi\u015fti. Bak ne yazm\u0131\u015f;<\/p>\n
Ben her \u015feye ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m hayatta. Sevmeye ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m, sevilmeye ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m. Halley’i bile bir g\u00fcnle ka\u00e7\u0131rm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Aynalar, ihtiras\u0131 anlat\u0131yor bana. Ge\u00e7 kalmay\u0131 g\u00f6rev bilen sarsak bir surat\u0131n ihtiras\u0131n\u0131. Aynalar anlam\u0131yor beni be g\u00fcnl\u00fck! R\u0131za bile kan kusan ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131mdan biri sadece. Oysa o \u00fcrkek bir g\u00fcvercin gibiydi. Bol yalanc\u0131, bol alayc\u0131, i\u00e7inin bir yan\u0131nda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir vah\u015fet gizleyen, \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131n bir adam. Ama o da g\u00f6remedi aynada benim g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm \u015feyi. Ben ona ge\u00e7 kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m zaten, o ise bana hi\u00e7 yeti\u015femedi. Zavall\u0131!..
\nNe demi\u015f \u015fair;<\/p>\n
Aynalara bak\u0131nca g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz biz miyiz?
\nNas\u0131l s\u0131\u011fd\u0131k bu cama, b\u00f6yle bi\u00e7imsiz miyiz?<\/p>\n
– R\u0131za kim Watson?<\/p>\n
– R\u0131za Seymen, maktul\u00fcn ilk e\u015fi. Meskun mahalde ate\u015fli silah kullanmaktan kayd\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Binan\u0131n kap\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 ifadesinde, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz saat 2 civar\u0131nda R\u0131za Beyin geldi\u011fini, yakla\u015f\u0131k bir saat Serra Han\u0131mla tart\u0131\u015ft\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 i\u015fitti\u011fini, \u00e7\u0131karken de \u015f\u00fcphelinin merdiven bo\u015flu\u011fundan ” bunu sana \u00f6detece\u011fim” diye ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Kamera kay\u0131tlar\u0131 ve \u015f\u00fcphelinin beyan\u0131, bu ifadeyi do\u011frulamakta. R\u0131za Bey ise ifadesinde \u015funlar\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f;
\nSerra Han\u0131m beni yan\u0131na \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Ald\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6nemli bir karar varm\u0131\u015f. B\u00fct\u00fcn i\u015fimi b\u0131rak\u0131p yan\u0131na geldim. Bana, art\u0131k benimle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemedi\u011fini, hayat\u0131nda ba\u015fka birinin oldu\u011funu, benim y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcn aynalarda g\u00f6r\u00fcnmedi\u011fini s\u00f6yledi. Benden ayr\u0131lmas\u0131na nas\u0131l dayand\u0131m bilmiyorum ama benimle bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeyecek olmas\u0131na dayanamazd\u0131m. \u0130lk ba\u015fta olamaz, bu sen olamazs\u0131n, bunlar do\u011fru olamaz dedim. O ise susuyordu. Sonra k\u0131zd\u0131m, ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m, k\u00fcfrettim. O ise susuyordu. Sonra m\u00fchlet istedim, bir daha d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmesini istedim, duygusal davranmamas\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yledim. O ise susuyordu. Sonra a\u011flad\u0131m. Dizlerine kapand\u0131m, yalvard\u0131m. O ise susuyordu. Tamam dedim, evden ayr\u0131ld\u0131m. B\u00fct\u00fcn g\u00fcn bir parkta oturdum. Yapt\u0131klar\u0131mdan \u00e7ok pi\u015fman\u0131m.
\nDaha sonra \u015f\u00fcpheli susmu\u015f. Bir daha konu\u015fmam\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n
– Tipik…<\/p>\n
– Nedir o tipik olan Sherlock?<\/p>\n
– Duygusal b\u00fcy\u00fck travmalarda hareket tarz\u0131 belirgindir dostum. \u0130nk\u00e2r, \u00f6fke, pazarl\u0131k, depresyon ve kabullenme. T\u00fcm bu a\u015famalar\u0131 s\u0131ras\u0131yla ya\u015fam\u0131\u015f adam. B\u00f6yle bir travman\u0131n sonucunda, insan her \u015feyi yapabilir Watson.
\nBak, g\u00fczel bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm daha buldum g\u00fcnl\u00fckte;<\/p>\n
– Zaman benim lanetim. G\u00fcya, Berlin Duvar\u0131’n\u0131n y\u0131k\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm ben. Irak’ta kitle imha silah\u0131 bulamayan da ben, Hiro\u015fima’da atomlar\u0131na ayr\u0131lan da ben, gamal\u0131 ha\u00e7\u0131n alt\u0131nda sabuna \u00e7evrilen de benim. Sanki yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015ftan k\u0131yamete kadar olan t\u00fcm hadiseler bir nokta gibi s\u0131\u011fm\u0131\u015f i\u00e7ime. K\u00e2inat ben de\u011filim ama bende bir k\u00e2inat var ki t\u00fcm evren yan\u0131nda zerreden ufak. Daha d\u00fcn Metin’le sahil boyunda kol kolayd\u0131k, bir ka\u00e7 saniye sonra ise \u0130stinye karakolundayd\u0131k. Zaman bana yabanc\u0131, zaman bana i\u015fkence, zaman s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131n\u0131n s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131. Deliriyorum…
\nNe demi\u015f \u015fair;<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn yar\u0131n i\u00e7in d\u00fcn, d\u00fcn i\u00e7in bu g\u00fcn yar\u0131n
\nBu g\u00fcn bile yok ise, nerde var sayd\u0131klar\u0131n?<\/p>\n
– Bu Metin, maktul\u00fcn ikinci e\u015fi mi?<\/p>\n
– Evet. \u015eiddetli ge\u00e7imsizlik y\u00fcz\u00fcnden ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015flar. Olay g\u00fcn\u00fc, g\u00fcnd\u00fcz 15:30 gibi binaya gelmi\u015f. G\u00f6revli, maktul\u00fcn dairesinde sadece 5 dakika kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve h\u0131\u015f\u0131mla binadan ayr\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belirtmi\u015f. \u00c7\u0131karken ” sen bunu hakettin ” diye s\u00f6yleniyormu\u015f. San\u0131k ifadesinde, Serra Han\u0131m\u0131n kendisine, bir daha g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmek istemedi\u011fini s\u00f6yleyince k\u0131zd\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, konu\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, maktule bir tokat att\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131, g\u00fcn boyu sahilde gezdi\u011fini belirtmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
– Tipik…<\/p>\n
– Ya bana sordurmaktan zevk mi al\u0131yorsun. A\u00e7\u0131klay\u0131versen ne olur sanki? Nedir o tipik olan?<\/p>\n
– Benim senle u\u011fra\u015fmamaktan zevk almad\u0131\u011f\u0131m do\u011frudur sevgili dostum. Duygusal zek\u00e2s\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fck insanlar, travma kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda daha \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fim tepkilerden yaln\u0131zca birini g\u00f6sterirler. O da \u00f6fkedir. Ve \u00f6fkenin akl\u0131 yoktur Watson…
\nBak, g\u00fczel bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm daha buldum;<\/p>\n
– G\u00f6zlerim bana ihanet etmekte, g\u00f6rd\u00fcklerim yalan. Kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nlayan bu musiki, yalanc\u0131lar\u0131n tamtamlar\u0131 sadece. Her yerde g\u00fcl koklad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yleyenlerin ak\u0131tt\u0131klar\u0131 kanlar\u0131n kokusudur burnumu s\u0131zlatan. Ben, bu y\u00fczde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ki\u015fiyi tan\u0131m\u0131yorum. Bu dudaklardaki yalan g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015fler kadar yabanc\u0131 bana. Ben bu y\u00fczde g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm ki\u015fiden korkuyorum. Zafer’in saplant\u0131lar\u0131ndan korktu\u011fum gibi korkuyorum. Bedenimle kavgal\u0131y\u0131m, etimle, t\u0131rna\u011f\u0131mla kavgal\u0131y\u0131m. G\u00f6z\u00fcmdeki nurla kavgal\u0131y\u0131m. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yalanlardan \u00f6lesiye, \u00f6ld\u00fcresiye nefret ediyorum…
\nNe demi\u015f \u015fair;<\/p>\n
Her y\u00fczde ayn\u0131 organ, her y\u00fczde farkl\u0131 \u015fekil
\nYa organlar hatal\u0131 ya da y\u00fcz do\u011fru de\u011fil.<\/p>\n
– Zafer de maktul\u00fcn 3. e\u015fi anla\u015f\u0131lan. Kimmi\u015f bu saplant\u0131l\u0131 adam, saplant\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n derecesi ne kadarm\u0131\u015f?<\/p>\n
– Zafer Kirazo\u011flu. Maktul\u00fc s\u00fcrekli rahats\u0131z ediyormu\u015f. Serra Han\u0131m, kendisine yakla\u015fmamas\u0131 i\u00e7in mahkeme karar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f. Ama yine de g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlarm\u0131\u015f. Alkol ba\u011f\u0131ml\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcnden tedavi g\u00f6r\u00fcyormu\u015f bu \u015fah\u0131s. G\u00f6revlinin anlatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na g\u00f6re g\u00fcnd\u00fcz saat 16:15’te binaya gelmi\u015f. Yakla\u015f\u0131k 15 dakika sonra a\u011flayarak binadan ayr\u0131lm\u0131\u015f. \u00c7\u0131karken, bu do\u011fru olamaz diye m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yormu\u015f. \u015eah\u0131s ifadesinde, \u00f6nceki \u015f\u00fcphelilerle benzer \u015feyler s\u00f6ylemi\u015f. Eski e\u015finin s\u00f6zleri kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda \u015foka girdi\u011fini ve t\u00fcm g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc \u0131ss\u0131z bir \u00e7ay\u0131rl\u0131kta, i\u00e7erek ge\u00e7irdi\u011fini belirtmi\u015f.<\/p>\n
– Tipik…<\/p>\n
– Yine ne yumurtlayacan merak ediyorum…<\/p>\n
– Yumurtlamak dostum, bilimsel ve ak\u0131lc\u0131 olmayan \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131mlar\u0131n, zamans\u0131z olarak dilden bo\u015falt\u0131lmas\u0131d\u0131r. Ara s\u0131ra senin, s\u0131k s\u0131k Saffet Beyin ba\u015fvurdu\u011fu bir sanat. Psikolojik problemli insanlar, travma kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda daha \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fim tepkilerden sadece birini g\u00f6stermeye meyillidirler. \u0130nk\u00e2r… \u0130nk\u00e2r\u0131n sonucu ise inkar edilenin imhas\u0131n\u0131n gereklili\u011fidir. Bak Watson, bir g\u00fczel b\u00f6l\u00fcm daha buldum;<\/p>\n
– Cehennem cennete benziyor i\u00e7imde. Ayaz, kor ate\u015fe benziyor. Yand\u0131k\u00e7a \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e yan\u0131yorum. Korkuyorum korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131mdan ve korktuk\u00e7a korkusuzla\u015f\u0131yorum. S\u0131rlar k\u0131skan\u0131yor beni. Mevsimler k\u0131skan\u0131yor. Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd\u00fc anka ku\u015fu diyor Figen mesel\u00e2. Ho\u015f en \u00e7ok da o k\u0131skan\u0131yor. Bana \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olanlara \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olarak bat\u0131yor ac\u0131ma. Ben z\u0131tl\u0131klar\u0131 k\u0131skan\u0131yorum z\u0131tl\u0131klar beni. Ve galiba en sonunda bu z\u0131tl\u0131klar \u00f6ld\u00fcrecek beni…
\nNe demi\u015f \u015fair;<\/p>\n
Duygular farkl\u0131 ise tepkiler neden benzer?
\nG\u00fclen mi a\u011fl\u0131yordur, a\u011flayan m\u0131 g\u00fcl\u00fcmser?<\/p>\n
– Figen kim Watson?<\/p>\n
– Figen Soylu. Maktul\u00fcn liseden arkada\u015f\u0131. En yak\u0131n\u0131, s\u0131rda\u015f\u0131. Evin yedek anahtar\u0131 da Figen Han\u0131mda mevcut. G\u00f6revlinin s\u00f6yledi\u011fine g\u00f6re ak\u015fam 18:00 gibi eve gelmi\u015f \u015f\u00fcpheli. Kap\u0131y\u0131 vurmu\u015f, tekmelemi\u015f. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131lmay\u0131nca da tehditler savurmu\u015f. \u00c7\u0131karken ” ben sana g\u00f6sterece\u011fim g\u00fcn\u00fcn\u00fc ” diye say\u0131kl\u0131yormu\u015f. \u015eah\u0131s ifadesinde, arkada\u015f\u0131na \u00e7ok k\u0131zg\u0131n oldu\u011funu, melankolik davran\u0131\u015flar\u0131na engel olmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ve hatta intihara meyilli ruh halini dizginlemeye u\u011fra\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 belirtmi\u015f. Anahtar\u0131n\u0131 i\u00e7erde unuttu\u011fundan eve girememi\u015f. Serra Han\u0131m\u0131n kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7mamas\u0131na i\u00e7erledi\u011fi ve eski e\u015fleriyle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmeme karar\u0131n\u0131 do\u011fru bulmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in ad\u0131 ge\u00e7en \u015fah\u0131slar\u0131 aramaya gitti\u011fini ancak bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6ylemi\u015f.<\/p>\n
– Tipik…<\/p>\n
– Sen bir insan\u0131 sinirlendirme konusunda tam bir uzmans\u0131n biliyorsun de\u011fil mi?<\/p>\n
– Biliyorum dostum. K\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k t\u00fcm b\u00fcy\u00fck su\u00e7lar\u0131n atas\u0131d\u0131r. \u0130nsan fizyolojisine eklemlenmi\u015f bir ur. Belli ki Figen Han\u0131m hayat\u0131 boyunca maktul\u00fc k\u0131skanm\u0131\u015f. Onun e\u015flerine ilgi duyacak kadar ileri boyuta ta\u015f\u0131nm\u0131\u015f bu k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k. Yoksa, iyi bir arkada\u015f dostundan taraf olur, dostunun art\u0131klar\u0131ndan taraf de\u011fil. K\u0131skan\u00e7 insanlar travma kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda daha \u00f6nce s\u00f6yledi\u011fim tepkilerin hepsini bir arada ya\u015farlar. \u00dcstelik bu tepkiler s\u00fcrekli d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr ve b\u00fcy\u00fcr. Burada Figen Han\u0131m\u0131n travmatik bir duruma girmesine neden olay \u015fey, maktul\u00fcn verdi\u011fi karar sebebine, ho\u015fland\u0131\u011f\u0131 ki\u015filerle g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015femeyecek olma korkusu. Bu kad\u0131n Watson bu kad\u0131n…<\/p>\n
– Sherlock! Bir ki\u015fi daha var \u015f\u00fcpheli listesinde. \u0130smi Halil. Telefonun not defterinde bu \u015fah\u0131s hakk\u0131nda hayranl\u0131k ifadeleri mevcut. Ama \u015fahs\u0131n kim oldu\u011funu ya da maktulle ili\u015fkisini ele veren hi\u00e7 bir delil yok. Gizemli…<\/p>\n
– Her \u015fey metinde gizli Watson. G\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn metninde gizli. Bak son sayfay\u0131 da okuyal\u0131m da as\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fck gizemin pe\u015fine d\u00fc\u015felim sonra;<\/p>\n
– Ben Serra Halis. Art\u0131k yoruldum. Otuz d\u00f6rt y\u0131l\u0131m\u0131 bu cehennemde ge\u00e7irdim. Bu kadar mutsuz olmak istemiyorum. Mutsuz y\u00fcr\u00fcmek, mutsuz nefes almak istemiyorum. Galiba as\u0131l mutluluk ya\u015famak de\u011fil. \u00d6l\u00fcnce mutlu olaca\u011f\u0131m. Evimdeki t\u00fcm e\u015fyam\u0131 eski e\u015fim Zafer ‘e b\u0131rak\u0131yorum. Benim i\u00e7in \u00fcz\u00fclmeyin. Ben mutlu olmaya gidiyorum. Ho\u015f\u00e7akal\u0131n…<\/p>\n
– Ama olamaz. \u015eiirin devam\u0131 yok. Watson, bu olamaz, bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m. Bu \u015fiirin devam\u0131n\u0131 bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m. Kad\u0131n iyi bir yazar ama k\u00f6t\u00fc bir \u015fair. O yazm\u0131\u015f olamaz bunu. Bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m Watson.<\/p>\n
– Sherlock sakin ol. As\u0131l, katili bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m. \u015eiir kolay.<\/p>\n
– Ben katili bulal\u0131 \u00e7ok oldu Watson. As\u0131l \u015fiiri bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m. Yar\u0131m kalm\u0131\u015f her gizem beynime bir i\u015fkencedir bilirsin, \u015fiiri bulmam\u0131z laz\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Sherlock ve Doktor Watson \u00e7ok uzun s\u00fcre u\u011fra\u015fm\u0131\u015flar ancak ne bu \u015fiirin devam\u0131n\u0131 ne de \u015fairini bulamam\u0131\u015flard\u0131. Bizler i\u00e7in as\u0131l b\u00fcy\u00fck soru ise belli;<\/p>\n
Peki ama katil kim? (varsa tabi)<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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