\/G\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcn\u00fc erken y\u00fckleten Merhum Karde\u015fim, Vahap Akba\u015f\u2019a:
\nBirlikte tuttu\u011fumuz \u015fiirli \u00e2nlara\u2026 Dua ile\u2026\/<\/p>\n
Gittin sen, ikindi g\u00f6klerinde kur\u015fun\u00ee bir bulut
\nDa\u011f\u0131ld\u0131 sabah\u0131n \u00e7ocuksu y\u00fcz\u00fc. Ard\u0131nda yar\u0131m yetim bir k\u00fcl lekesi
\nTa\u015f kesilmi\u015f kap\u0131m\u0131zda merhamet; akreplerin k\u0131skac\u0131nda mutlulu\u011fun elleri
\nGitgide azalm\u0131\u015f \u00e7e\u015fmenin suyu, ye\u015fil dallar\u0131nda kurumu\u015f g\u00fcller
\nMahl\u00e2s\u0131 sakl\u0131 m\u0131yd\u0131 \u2018ben\u2019in; \u2018\u00f6teki(ler) mi\u2019, \u2018di\u011fer(leri) mi\u2019
\nVebali varsa benimdir, o mucibi me\u00e7hul vedan\u0131n
\nNas\u0131l telaffuz edilir o m\u00fcptezel pandora<\/p>\n
S\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc perdeleyen g\u00fcnlerden ge\u00e7tik
\nK\u0131r\u0131k bir yans\u0131ma gibi ak\u0131yordun varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ta\u00e7yapraklar\u0131 gibi
\nEzik g\u00f6lgemle arkandan b\/akt\u0131m. Ve sen gitti\u011fini sand\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan bir g\u00fcn
\n\u0130radi ve i\u00e7sel bir refleksti; ortas\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131lm\u0131\u015f do\u011fu\u2019nun y\u0131rt\u0131k co\u011frafyas\u0131nda
\nNe \u00e7ok g\u00fcne\u015f vard\u0131 hat\u0131rla seni g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm karde\u015f \u0131rmaklar\u0131n k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nda
\nK\u00fcheylanlar ko\u015ftu ard\u0131ndan nerde bir kuyu buldularsa d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcler
\nIss\u0131z bir kederin m\u00fccell\u00e2s\u0131nda \u015fehr\/\u00e2yindi<\/p>\n
San\u0131r\u0131m muhacir s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en \u00e7ok y\u00fcz\u00fcne yak\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu
\nY\u00fcz\u00fcndeki k\u00fcsk\u00fcn kedere, yorgun kirpiklerinin alt\u0131ndan
\nK\u0131s\u0131k lambalar gibi \u0131\u015f\u0131yan g\u00f6zlerine. G\u00f6zlerin ki safl\u0131\u011f\u0131n s\u0131rat k\u00f6pr\u00fcs\u00fcyd\u00fc
\nKalbine s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn merheme g\u00fcz ku\u015flar\u0131 konuyor ve pusulas\u0131z i\u00e7ine y\u00fcr\u00fcyordun
\n\u00c7i\u00e7ekler k\u00f6ks\u00fcz, rakamlar es\u00e2ret, koltuklar u\u00e7urumdu; biliyordun
\nSavrulmu\u015f bir g\u00fcz bah\u00e7esinin izleri vard\u0131 pencerelerde
\nTand\u0131r ekme\u011fi kokard\u0131 \u015fiir sa\u011fan ellerin<\/p>\n
Biz \u00fcrkek bir a\u015fk\u0131n \u00fcvey \u00e7ocuklar\u0131yd\u0131k
\nBize benziyordu yorgun d\u00fc\u015fen cemreler, geciken g\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar
\nAynalardan kaz\u0131m\u0131\u015ft\u0131k y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fc, harflerin belle\u011finden silmi\u015ftik
\nVitrinlere bak\u0131p sa\u00e7lar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 d\u00fczeltirdik, elpen\u00e7e divan dururduk an\u0131lar\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde
\nEzilmi\u015f vedalar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n g\u00f6lgesi dilde bir teyakkuz gibi g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc
\nCam\u0131n k\u0131r\u0131k yerindeki mavi, misafir olurdu dilsiz odam\u0131zda
\nSo\u011fuk bir adres gibiydi kadim yurdumuzda eyl\u00fcl<\/p>\n
Kemiklerimizde ac\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u0131plak elleri
\nTarihin birikmi\u015f su\u00e7u gibi aban\u0131rd\u0131 \u00fcst\u00fcm\u00fcze geceler
\n\u0130lkyazlardan koca bir g\u00fcz yontar; tutar bu anda\u00e7lara ortak olurduk
\nS\u0131rf bu y\u00fczden kefenimizi bir sigara k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 gibi sar\u0131p hayat\u0131 t\u00fctt\u00fcrmeye giderdik
\nS\u00f6\/z libas\u0131m\u0131zda gecenin tortusu; uykular\u0131m\u0131zda s\u0131r\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ay
\nK\u0131y\u0131s\u0131 mukassim bir sekerat inerdi tozlu kirpiklerimize
\nH\u00fckm\u00fcnde adil olan\u0131n aln\u0131m\u0131za yaz\u0131s\u0131yd\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcm\u00fcz<\/p>\n
Dediler ki sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda yetim ufuklar vard\u0131
\nBir dervi\u015fin ye\u015fil heybesini kalbinde ta\u015f\u0131yordun
\nTa\u015flara yans\u0131yan \u0131slak bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n feraset atl\u0131 bulutlard\u0131
\nBir g\u00fcn hikmeti anla\u015f\u0131l\u0131r m\u0131 dersin isyan\u0131 bo\u015falm\u0131\u015f bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n
\nK\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131n m\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn suvaran karanfil r\u00fczg\u00e2rlar\u0131ndan
\nLeylinde salg\u0131n bir sabr\u0131n son kederi as\u0131l\u0131 kalm\u0131\u015f
\nAln\u0131nda u\u00e7urumlara a\u00e7\u0131lan \u015fahadet nak\u0131\u015f\u0131<\/p>\n
\u0130nsan kendi yoluna yolcudur ve kendi ruhuna
\nNe varsa i\u00e7imizde var ey can, i\u00e7imizin i\u00e7inde var
\nSevgi \u00e2deme akmakt\u0131r yol \u00f6\u011freten kavlince rahman\u0131n
\nD\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn-bayram- bereket hepsi budur; yaylam\u0131z-k\u0131\u015fla\u011f\u0131m\u0131z Anadolu\u2019dur
\nMademki \u00f6yle b\u0131\u00e7ak s\u0131rt\u0131 bir k\u00f6r kuyuday\u0131z ve her yer, cam k\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nKap\u0131n\u0131 a\u00e7 bana, fecrin yelesine dek onar g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcklerimi
\nBiz iki\/z karde\u015fiz yevm\u00fc\u2019l huruc\u2019a kadar<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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