Y\u00fcz\u00fcm g\u00f6z\u00fcm bahr olmu\u015f bir pencere kenar\u0131nda
\nSokaklar s\u0131r\u0131ls\u0131klam
\nGeceden kural d\u0131\u015f\u0131 \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcler ak\u0131yor
\nMetafizik kelamlar t\u00fcr\u00fcyor dilimin eteklerinde
\nYeni ama i\u015fe yaramaz metotlar d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyor nevresim kapl\u0131 yata\u011f\u0131ma
\nEl vuruyorum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor bir bir yerlere
\nYalan kokan su\u00e2ller geziniyor \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn \u015faka\u011f\u0131nda
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck dilimi yutas\u0131m geliyor ans\u0131z\u0131n, asla konu\u015fmamak i\u00e7in
\n\u00c7elik z\u0131rhl\u0131 yalanlar i\u00e7inde ellerin kirlenecek duygusuyla \u00f6d\u00fcm kopuyor
\nYa\u015f fark\u0131 g\u00f6zetmeksizin caddelere dal\u0131yor tek tek ac\u0131lar
\nA\u00e7\u0131k art\u0131rmaya konuluyor larpadak \u00fcz\u00fcnt\u00fcler
\nBask\u00fcller de tart\u0131l\u0131yor, yirmi kiloluk a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131kla beraber
\nFakat daha a\u011f\u0131r bas\u0131yor bir tak\u0131m h\u00fcz\u00fcnler
\nPervas\u0131zca kafa tutuyorum her \u015feye ve herkese, kendime kar\u015f\u0131 koyamazken..
\nSessiz kad\u0131n, g\u00f6k kad\u0131n
\nSa\u00e7\u0131yordum bir aralar g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcm\u00fcn gergefinde var olan k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131
\nKrizantemlere, papatyalara, nergislere
\nAma sana bir t\u00fcrl\u00fc a\u00e7am\u0131yordum kabuk ba\u011flam\u0131\u015f yaralar\u0131m\u0131
\n\u00c7ok istiyordum ay\u00e7i\u00e7ekleri gibi a\u00e7\u0131k se\u00e7ik olmay\u0131
\nZinhar olmuyordu.
\nG\u00fczel kad\u0131n, anne olan kad\u0131n
\nU\u011frayamayaca\u011f\u0131m art\u0131k kap\u0131n\u0131n demir kulplar\u0131na
\nVuramayaca\u011f\u0131m bundan b\u00f6yle y\u00fcre\u011finin tokma\u011f\u0131na
\n\u00d6pmek hayalde kalan bir icraat art\u0131k
\nTak y\u00fcz\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fc kilitvari kalbinin zincirlerine
\nBedenin, g\u00f6zlerin hatta ellerin ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n yamac\u0131nda ye\u015feriyor
\nLakin vurdum ruhunu z\u0131mbalarla kaburgalar\u0131m\u0131n y\u00fczeyine..
\nG\u00fczel kad\u0131n, \u00e7ocuk cem\u00e2lli kad\u0131n
\nOlacak \u00e7ocu\u011fun gibi, saf ve \u00e7o\u015fkulu naralar at
\nOtuz iki di\u015fini birden a\u00e7\u0131ver seni k\u0131skanan hayata
\nBilirim k\u0131r\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck umutlar\u0131n kadar, di\u015flerin..
\nG\u00fczel kad\u0131n, derya kad\u0131n
\nBo\u011fulmak isterim denizlerinde
\nBilmem bo\u011far m\u0131s\u0131n devrik sert dalgalar\u0131nda?
\nYa da do\u011furur musun yeniden ta\u015fran\u0131n kuca\u011f\u0131na?
\nMoloz y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bedenimi sevgin ile yo\u011fur
\nY\u0131ka n’olur musalla ta\u015f\u0131nda cans\u0131z naa\u015f\u0131m\u0131
\nDirin dirime k\u0131smet olmad\u0131
\nBari, dirin \u00f6l\u00fcme k\u0131smet k\u0131l\u0131ns\u0131n ellerinde<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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