fark\u0131nday\u0131m,
\n\u00e7oktand\u0131r hi\u00e7 yazm\u0131yorum sana.
\n\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc senin ard\u0131ndan
\nyaz\u0131lacak ne varsa,
\nta\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 ka\u011f\u0131d\u0131mdan.
\nbelki de k\u0131rmal\u0131yd\u0131m h\u00fck\u00fcml\u00fc kalemimi,
\nama beceremedim…
\nbelli ki art\u0131k kimse
\nr\u00fcya bile g\u00f6rmezken,
\nzamans\u0131z k\u0131r\u0131lmaya al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcre\u011fimin
\ntutundu\u011fu en son dal
\nk\u00fcsk\u00fcn bir m\u00fcrekkepmi\u015f…<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\nkaranl\u0131\u011f\u0131n i\u00e7inde var etti\u011fim her \u015feyin
\nbir \u0131\u015f\u0131k darbesiyle y\u0131k\u0131lmas\u0131ndan korkup;
\nbekliyorum sessizce.
\ny\u0131ld\u0131zlar g\u00f6z k\u0131rp\u0131yor;
\n_____perdeyi \u00e7ekiyorum.
\n\u00e7oktand\u0131r, umutlar\u0131
\nsand\u0131\u011f\u0131ma kapat\u0131p
\nba\u015f\u0131na d\u00fc\u015flerimi
\nn\u00f6bete dikiyorum.<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\nsadece g\u00f6zleyerek a\u015fks\u0131z sevgilileri,
\nve her g\u00fcn \u00f6zleyerek
\nyitirdi\u011fim her \u015feyi;
\ndeva bilmez h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7ime biriktirip
\na\u011fl\u0131yorum sessizce.<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\n\u00f6l\u00fcler al\u0131n\u0131yor,
\n\u00f6l\u00fcler sat\u0131l\u0131yor
\nkelepir fiyat\u0131na.
\nkirli beyaz bir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn g\u00f6lgesine s\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131p,
\nbitkin \u00fctopyalar\u0131
\ns\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcrken karanl\u0131k.<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\nsevmenin ad\u0131 g\u00fcnah
\na\u015fksa yasak-k\u00fclliyen-.
\nel ele tutu\u015fmalar su\u00e7 say\u0131l\u0131yor art\u0131k.
\nart\u0131k deniz \u00e7ok uzak,
\ng\u00f6z g\u00f6ze gelmek yasak.
\nmart\u0131lar\u0131n simidi, tek \u015fekerli \u00e7ay\u0131m\u0131z
\nve s\u0131ms\u0131cak r\u00fcyalar
\nihale ediliyor;
\n_____\u00fcstelik bizzat elden!<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\n\u00e7i\u00e7ek \u00e7alm\u0131yor kimse
\nkom\u015funun bah\u00e7esinden.
\n\u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc uzun zamand\u0131r
\nkara tenli teyzeler,
\nnas\u0131lsa bir sebeple \u00e7al\u0131yor ad\u0131m\u0131za.
\nama nedendir bilmem,
\nkimse fark\u0131nda de\u011fil;
\ndikeni batm\u0131yorsa
\nde\u011feri yoktur g\u00fcl\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\u00e7oktand\u0131r
\n_\u00f6nemini yitirmi\u015f,
\n__gen\u00e7 \u00f6len \u015fairlerin
\n___yer\u00e7ekiminden b\u0131km\u0131\u015f
\n____karanfil kalemleri.<\/p>\n
bu y\u00fczden,
\nve \u00e7oktand\u0131r;
\nart\u0131k hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmeyecek g\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flara inat,
\nsimurg’u bekleyerek
\n____________susuyorum sessizce…<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
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