I.<\/p>\n
gece yar\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n
ay\u0131n h\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc dudaklar\u0131 k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131nca suda<\/p>\n
bozk\u0131r tutu\u015fur<\/p>\n
bir akrep gibi kendini sokard\u0131 anlar<\/p>\n
sarkac\u0131nda kara bulutlar\u0131n asili\u011fiyle<\/p>\n
g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc keserdi rahmetini topraktan<\/p>\n
sunaklar verirdi tanr\u0131lara \u00f6l\u00fc seviciler<\/p>\n
ve riya yorumcular\u0131<\/p>\n
birer yontu ustas\u0131yd\u0131 \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcz\u00fcn<\/p>\n
sakal\u0131n\u0131n kirinden irin ak\u0131yordu gecenin<\/p>\n
ve kim bilir<\/p>\n
ka\u00e7 y\u0131ll\u0131k derin uykulardayd\u0131k<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
bir vebal gibi boynumda ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131\u011f\u0131m<\/p>\n
kanamal\u0131 bir i\u00e7 sesin derin u\u011fultusuydu<\/p>\n
g\u00f6z bebeklerime mevzilenen keder<\/p>\n
kimse bilmiyordu \u2019g\u00f6zce\u2019 konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131<\/p>\n
ve her siren sesinde yok oluyordu benli\u011fim<\/p>\n
trenlerin pe\u015finden gidince ellerim<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
s a n c \u0131 l \u0131 bir do\u011f(r)udan esti<\/p>\n
\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn leyl solu\u011fu<\/p>\n
yer-g\u00f6k k\u0131z\u0131lca k\u0131yamet<\/p>\n
II.<\/p>\n
ecnebi bulutlardan ya\u011fmur sa\u011f\u0131yordum<\/p>\n
g\u00fcn a\u015f\u0131r\u0131 iklimlerde<\/p>\n
ki<\/p>\n
a\u011fz\u0131ma \u00e7al\u0131nan kekremsi bir a\u011f\u0131tt\u0131<\/p>\n
annemden emdi\u011fim s\u00fct<\/p>\n
ak(l)\u0131m\u0131n sol t\u2019araf\u0131<\/p>\n
h\u0131nca h\u0131n\u00e7 doluydu kibirle<\/p>\n
yol g\u00fczergah\u0131n\u0131 kalbimden ge\u00e7irmi\u015flerdi<\/p>\n
b\u00fct\u00fcn gri masallar\u0131n<\/p>\n
ne yana do\u011frulsam<\/p>\n
\u00f6l\u00fc bir bebek gibi sallan\u0131yordu kollar\u0131mda<\/p>\n
masumiyetini yitirmi\u015f d\u00fc\u015fler<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
kuy(t)u karanl\u0131kt\u0131<\/p>\n
\u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yordum gecenin d\/ipsiz kalbinden<\/p>\n
ki!<\/p>\n
ya\u011fmur ya\u011f\u0131yordu durmadan<\/p>\n
III.<\/p>\n
kelebe\u011fin kanad\u0131n\u0131 kanatan<\/p>\n
kenevir kokulu karanl\u0131klar\u0131n<\/p>\n
k\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcm kuytular\u0131nda k\u0131r\u0131ld\u0131 k\u00fcrek kemikleri<\/p>\n
kesildi kana korku katanlar\u0131n<\/p>\n
kine kulak kabartmalar\u0131<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
bir zamand\u0131<\/p>\n
sedef bir g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc alt\u0131nda<\/p>\n
d\u00f6rt nala ko\u015fard\u0131m babam\u0131n asi\u2019l at\u0131yla<\/p>\n
g\u00f6mle\u011fimde nar lekesi yoktu hen\u00fcz<\/p>\n
incirden sayard\u0131m a\u011fz\u0131mdaki buru\u015fuklu\u011fu<\/p>\n
hastane koridorlar\u0131nda y\u0131lg\u0131n<\/p>\n
sara\u2019l\u0131 bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun<\/p>\n
kar\u0131n bo\u015flu\u011fuma sinmemi\u015fti ac\u0131s\u0131<\/p>\n
bilmezdim!<\/p>\n
tohumu filizlendiren kudret<\/p>\n
neden g\u00f6z yumard\u0131 minik \u00f6l\u00fcmlere<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
annelerin eli ekmek<\/p>\n
\u00e7ocuklar\u0131n bu\u011fday kokuyordu bu y\u00fczden<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
IV.<\/p>\n
s\u00f6zd\u00fc<\/p>\n
s\u00e2l\u00e2 sesi ho\u015f gelirdi uzaktan<\/p>\n
ve baz\u0131 kad\u0131nlar<\/p>\n
ayak bileklerinde halhal<\/p>\n
koltuk altlar\u0131nda eski bir foto\u011fraf<\/p>\n
y\u00fczlerinde anne s\u00fct\u00fcnden damgayla<\/p>\n
her cumartesi \u00f6l\u00fcrd\u00fc biraz<\/p>\n
<\/p>\n
oysa<\/p>\n
ya\u015fam\/akt\u0131 t\u00fcm mecralarda \u00f6zg\u00fcrce<\/p>\n
y a n \u0131 l d \u0131 m<\/p>\n
y a n \u0131 l d \u0131 m<\/p>\n
y a n \u0131 l d \u0131 m<\/p>\n
v u r m a y \u0131 n a r t \u0131 k!<\/p>\n
\u00f6 l d \u00fc m<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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