telkin et beni bu a\u015fka
\nya da b\u0131rak kirpiklerin par\u00e7alas\u0131n sinemi<\/p>\n
suyun kudretine
\nekme\u011fin bereketine
\nate\u015fin h\u00fckm\u00fcne yemin ettim
\ntopra\u011f\u0131 d\u2019e\u015fen bilge kar\u0131ncalara
\npeygamberi gizleyen \u00f6r\u00fcmce\u011fe \u00f6zendim
\nkanatland\u0131m yedi iklimin \u00fcst\u00fcne g\u00fcvercin gibi
\nyetmedi<\/p>\n
a
\n\u015f
\nk<\/p>\n
biraz t\u2019uzakt\u0131
\ng\u00f6zlerimin zembilinden d\u00fc\u015fen a\u011fr\u0131
\nbu y\u00fczden sesim i\u00e7ime akt\u0131<\/p>\n
irkildim
\nhasretin sanc\u0131s\u0131 y\u00fcre\u011fimde s\u0131zlayan bir d\u00fc\u015f
\nsonu belirsiz bekleyi\u015flerin i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fleriyle
\nkudurdu i\u015fte Marmara
\ndudaklar\u0131n\u0131n de\u011fdi\u011fi bir \u00e7ay barda\u011f\u0131nda
\nh\u00fczn\u00fc yudumlarken
\nahvalim cehennem
\nyoklu\u011fun talan<\/p>\n
a
\nn
\nl
\na<\/p>\n
h\u2019i\u00e7 \u00e7ekiyorum
\nad\u0131n\u0131n ge\u00e7ti\u011fi her m\u0131sra da
\nsanki d\u00fcnya y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f da
\nbir tek sen kalm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcs bo\u015flu\u011fumda<\/p>\n
\u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcyor dilimde sana d\u00f6k\u00fclen her s\u00f6zc\u00fck
\nyutkunam\u0131yorum art\u0131k bu \u00f6zlemi
\nah yar
\n\u00e7ek y\u00fcre\u011fimin pimini<\/p>\n
tavan aras\u0131na s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f k\u00f6hne bir e\u015fya gibiyim bu d\u00fcnya da
\nahraz bir g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f at\u0131p ge\u00e7iyorum
\nah bilmiyorlar i\u00e7imde kopan zelzeleleri
\nmoloz bir a\u015fk y\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131y\u0131m \u015fimdi<\/p>\n
y
\n\u00e2
\nr<\/p>\n
dur gitme !
\ngidersen k\u00f6k\u00fcnden s\u00f6k\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7\u0131nar gibi devrilirim yollara
\ng\u00fcnd\u00fcz\u00fcm geceme kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r
\nve hi\u00e7 bir \u00f6l\u00fcm p\/aklamaz beni<\/p>\n
susma\/sana y\u00e2r
\ngeceye m\u00fclteciyim sessizli\u011finde
\nbir yan\u0131m sarp u\u00e7urum
\nhasretin \u00f6l\u00fcm
\nah \u00f6l\u00fcm<\/p>\n
korkular i\u00e7imde bitimsiz sanr\u0131
\ndilimde pas tutmu\u015f isli bir \u015fark\u0131
\ng\u00f6zlerime t\u00fcneyen zehir zemberek gidi\u015fler
\ny\u00fcrekte m\u0131h
\nbeyinde vaveyla<\/p>\n
bir nefeslik daha kal
\nsonra
\nd\u00f6k\u00fcls\u00fcn bo\u011faz\u0131ma yutkunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m a\u015fk\u0131n her zerresi
\nsicili bozuk alfabeler t\u00fcresin m\u00fcnzevi susu\u015flar\u0131mda
\nsen yine de
\nseni bana ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla<\/p>\n
yitirdim elimde avucumda kalan ne varsa
\nsenden hat\u0131ra
\n\u2019s e n i s e v i y o r u m \u2019 c\u00fcmlesinden b\u2019a\u015fka<\/p>\n
bir \u00f6m\u00fcrl\u00fck daha kal
\nsesinin t\u0131n\u0131s\u0131ndaki o \u00fcrperi\u015f ad\u0131na
\ny\u00fcre\u011fime kondurdu\u011fun \u00f6p\u00fc\u015f hatr\u0131na
\nses ver feryad\u0131ma
\ngitme y\u00e2r
\nb\u0131rakma<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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