{"id":7356,"date":"2018-01-01T00:51:18","date_gmt":"2017-12-31T22:51:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7356"},"modified":"2018-01-01T00:51:18","modified_gmt":"2017-12-31T22:51:18","slug":"didem-madakli-sozler","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=7356","title":{"rendered":"Didem Madak\u2019l\u0131 S\u00f6zler&#8230;"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 olma l\u00fctfen. Sana kelimelerimi verdim.<\/p>\n<p>Kalbimde s\u00f6nd\u00fcr\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f ihanetin, yere g\u00f6\u011fe s\u0131\u011fam\u0131yorum. \u015eimdi baz\u0131 harfler d\u00f6k\u00fcld\u00fc i\u00e7imden, sayfalar\u0131 koptu baz\u0131 kitaplar\u0131m\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>B\u00fct\u00fcn dualar\u0131m delik de\u015fik. Beni masallar\u0131n ortas\u0131nda b\u0131rak\u0131p giden ruhuma, renkleri kurutuyorum.<\/p>\n<p>Art\u0131k baz\u0131 \u015fark\u0131lar kadar yaral\u0131s\u0131n. K\u0131r\u0131k kalbimden damlayan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131mla s\u00fcsl\u00fcyorum yoklu\u011funu. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc gittin, arkanda koca bir yang\u0131n b\u0131rakarak.<\/p>\n<p>Sanki hi\u00e7 olmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Ac\u0131m\u0131n sokaklar\u0131nda lambalar yand\u0131. S\u00f6zlerinin aras\u0131ndaki bo\u015fluklar\u0131, siyah tabutlara doldurdum. Kanl\u0131 yollar belirdi kimi zaman ruhumda s\u0131zlayan.<\/p>\n<p>Karasineklerin h\u00fccumuna u\u011fram\u0131\u015f kalbinin gazab\u0131na u\u011frad\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eiirler ithaf ettim ben sana. \u015eimdi \u015fiirlerin mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u011flayarak bekliyorum. Aram\u0131za zehirli sarma\u015f\u0131klar soktun. Ummad\u0131\u011f\u0131m nefeslerimi \u00e7alma.. Beni, senden s\u0131\u011f\u0131nma ihtiyac\u0131yla zay\u0131f d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcrme l\u00fctfen.<\/p>\n<p>Sana yazmak istemiyorum.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>H\u00fcz\u00fcnl\u00fc \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131n ad\u0131 olma l\u00fctfen. Sana&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":5,"featured_media":7358,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7356"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/5"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=7356"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/7356\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=7356"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=7356"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=7356"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}