Ya\u015fam\u0131m\u0131n odak noktas\u0131n\u0131n mavi olmas\u0131yd\u0131 as\u0131l mesele, her insan\u0131n odak noktas\u0131n\u0131n mavi oldu\u011funu sanmamd\u0131 sorun ve herkesin hayalinin mavi oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmemdi safl\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Benim hayat\u0131m maviyken insanlar\u0131n ba\u015fka renklere olan a\u015fklar\u0131 hep tuhaf gelmi\u015fti bana. Zor olan belki de buydu hayat\u0131mda. De\u011fi\u015ftiremedi\u011fim tek mesele olmu\u015ftu mavi. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hayallerim maviyle kuruluydu ve hayal kurmak benim daimi meselemdi. Okudu\u011fum her kitapta, g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her r\u00fcyada maviyi g\u00f6rmek istememdi \u00e7\u0131kmaz. Ne her kitap maviye dairdi ne de her r\u00fcya renkli\u2026
\nMutlulu\u011fa dair \u015feyler gerekiyorsa hayat\u0131n\u0131zda bir de mutlulu\u011fu buradan okuyun istedim bug\u00fcn. Kurgulanm\u0131\u015f bir hikayeden\u2026 Belki de i\u00e7imizde ya\u015fayan, hi\u00e7 b\u00fcy\u00fcyemeyen, bize daima muhta\u00e7 \u00e7ocuktan.
\nKimilerine g\u00f6re hayat\u0131n kendisidir mavi. Her \u015fey mavide bulu\u015fur ve mavinin g\u00fcc\u00fc ne kadar \u00e7ok olursa hayat o denli huzurlu gelir insana. Mavi ge\u00e7en zamanda, bulundu\u011fun mekanda, kurdu\u011fun hayalde, sevdi\u011fin ki\u015fidir. Ben de \u00e7ocuklu\u011fuma a\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fumdan ge\u00e7mi\u015f zaman\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde kurdu\u011fum hayallerde ya\u015fad\u0131m maviyi. Bu y\u00fczden bu denli de\u011ferliydi. Hayat\u0131mda her renk i\u00e7inde biraz mavi bar\u0131nd\u0131r\u0131rd\u0131 benim i\u00e7in. \u0130lk a\u015fk da mavi, kurulan hayaller de\u2026 K\u0131z \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 pembeyi daha \u00e7ok sever ya hani. Ben mavinin pembeye yak\u0131\u015fma ihtimalini sevdim. Yazar olma hayalini mavi benzetti\u011fim i\u00e7in s\u00fcr\u00fcklenip geldim belki de. Denizin mavili\u011fine a\u015f\u0131k olup \u0130stanbul\u2019a gelmek gibi bir \u015fey i\u015fte.
\nMavi kapakl\u0131 defterin hediye edilmesiyle ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f her \u015fey. Bir d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktas\u0131 daha \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f kar\u015f\u0131m\u0131za. Yazar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131n her \u015feyi olmu\u015f mavi kal\u0131n kapakl\u0131 defter. Ya\u011fan ya\u011fmuru, a\u00e7an \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fi, d\u00f6k\u00fclen yapra\u011f\u0131, u\u00e7an b\u00f6ce\u011fi not etmi\u015f defterine. Bir tarih kaydedicisi rol\u00fc \u00fcstlenmi\u015f do\u011fa i\u00e7in. Belki de zaman\u0131 bu sayede kab ul etmi\u015ftir. Belki de zaman\u0131 bu sayede a\u015f\u0131p hep \u00e7ocuk kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r i\u00e7imizde\u2026
\nBir kavanoz bulmu\u015f mavi defteri i\u00e7in. Defteri i\u00e7in diyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc i\u00e7ine tarihe kaydetti\u011fi her hatas\u0131 i\u00e7in hatas\u0131n\u0131n yaz\u0131l\u0131 oldu\u011fu bir yaprak koymu\u015f. Herkesin arad\u0131\u011f\u0131, ba\u015far\u0131ya giden yolu da bu sayede olu\u015fturmu\u015f. Kendisi bir \u00e7ocuk ama maviye olan inanc\u0131n\u0131 her elektrik kesintisinde ailesine anlatmas\u0131 kadar \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a gelmi\u015f ona yapraklar.
\nVe bir sabah, mavi kapl\u0131 defteriyle ba\u015flayan bu \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015flar mavi defterinin kaybolmas\u0131yla eksik kalm\u0131\u015f. Belki de d\u00fcnyaya \u00e7aresizli\u011fin yay\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 zamand\u0131 o sabah. \u0130\u00e7imizdeki \u00e7ocu\u011fun \u00e7aresiz kalmas\u0131yd\u0131 kara bulutlar ve i\u00e7imizdeki bo\u015flu\u011fun as\u0131l sebebiydi a\u011flamalar\u2026
\nBir \u00e7ocu\u011fun d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc karamsarl\u0131ktan \u00e7\u0131kabilmesinin yolunu ar\u0131yordu insanlar. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc t\u00fcm d\u00fcnyay\u0131 saran bu kasvetten kurtulmak istiyorlard\u0131. Mutlulu\u011fu aramaya ba\u015flad\u0131lar. Senelerce, as\u0131rlarca\u2026 Kimse kesin bir \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcm bulam\u0131yordu \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc arada g\u00f6z\u00fck\u00fcp hemen ka\u00e7an bir \u015feydi arad\u0131klar\u0131. Mant\u0131ken aran\u0131nca bulunmayan bir \u015feydi zaten. Bir s\u00fcre sonra da s\u0131rf ka\u00e7mas\u0131n diye ya\u015famamay\u0131 se\u00e7tiler. Mutlulu\u011fun bozulmas\u0131ndan korkarak mutlulu\u011fu ya\u015famay\u0131 imkans\u0131z hale getiriyorlard\u0131 asl\u0131nda. Fark\u0131nda bile de\u011fillerdi.
\nHikayenin bir sonu yok. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc hen\u00fcz sonu ya\u015fanmad\u0131. Mavi ad\u0131na mutlulu\u011fu bulmak, i\u00e7imizdeki \u00e7ocu\u011fa b\u0131rak\u0131lacak bir \u015fey de de\u011fil. Bu hikaye ile bahsedilmek istenen asl\u0131nda tam olarak bu. Kim nas\u0131l anl\u0131yorsa mutlulu\u011fu \u00f6yle bulur. Bilimsel bir a\u00e7\u0131klamaya da ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yok hi\u00e7bir zaman. Bazen durup dururken g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne bakmakken mutluluk bazen de ya\u011fan ya\u011fmurun alt\u0131nda ko\u015fmakt\u0131r. Mutluluk aranarak bulunmaz. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mutlulu\u011fu aramaya ihtiyac\u0131m\u0131z yok. Bu hikayedeki \u00e7ocuk gibi, i\u00e7imizdeki \u00e7ocuk gibi, tek bir \u015feye dayal\u0131 ya\u015famay\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. Ba\u015fka planlar\u0131n\u0131z da olsun. Zira aksiyon iyidir. Sa\u00e7ma oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyin ve bu damgay\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131n hayat\u0131n\u0131zdan. Bazen alakas\u0131 olmayan durumlar mutlulu\u011fa \u00e7\u0131kan bir asans\u00f6rde hissetmenizi sa\u011flayabilir. Yani sadece mutlu oldu\u011funuzu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcn. \u0130\u00e7inizde bulunan \u00e7ocuk t\u00fcrl\u00fc oyunlar \u00fcreterek size yard\u0131mc\u0131 olacakt\u0131r. Son olarak son zamanlarda izledi\u011fim bir diziden bir replikle bitirmek istiyorum:<\/p>\n
\u201cSufle, sufle de\u011fildir. Sufle, tariftir\u201d
\nMutluluk sizinle olsun.
\n\u0130yi g\u00fcnler, iyi ak\u015famlar ve iyi geceler\u2026<\/p>\n
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