Duman pencereden usulca d\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131.
Telefon \u00e7alar gibiydi. A\u00e7may\u0131 denedim \u00f6ylesine,
Biri \u00f6mr\u00fcme uzanan s\u00f6zc\u00fckleri konu\u015ftu.
Ben bir a\u015fk\u0131 kapad\u0131m tencerenin \u00fcst\u00fcne,
O telefonu kapad\u0131 surat\u0131ma,
Zaman\u0131 de\u011firmen ta\u015f\u0131nda \u00f6\u011f\u00fcterek,
Terk edilmenin ard\u0131ndan kalan\u0131 yazd\u0131m ben de\u2026
Her \u015fey ek\u015fili patl\u0131can dolmas\u0131 kokuyordu,
Ald\u0131rmad\u0131m yazd\u0131m yine de.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
S\u00f6zlerime a\u011f\u0131r bir lirizmle ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131m i\u00e7in \u00f6z\u00fcr dilerim
Ama napay\u0131m ben b\u00f6yle bir adam olmay\u0131 hi\u00e7 de\u011fi\u015ftiremedim.
Bir keresinde bir g\u00fcl koklam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u00e7ok net hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum,
\u00d6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn g\u00fcl\u00fc bu demi\u015ftim. Orada dur demi\u015ftim, beni zedeleme\u2026
Bir keresinde g\u00f6l kenar\u0131nda y\u00fcr\u00fcyordum,
Uzun uzad\u0131ya \u00e7ekirdek \u00e7itlemi\u015ftim ailemle,
Bug\u00fcn hi\u00e7 bitmeyecek demi\u015ftim,
Alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131ndayd\u0131m ve topumun in\u015faata ka\u00e7mas\u0131n\u0131 o g\u00fcn bug\u00fcnd\u00fcr sindiremedim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eskiden \u00e2\u015f\u0131k olmay\u0131 pek bilmezdim,
\u0130nsan bir bodrum kat\u0131nda tek ba\u015f\u0131na ya\u015fay\u0131nca anl\u0131yor baz\u0131 \u015feyleri.
Bir de ravyoli ne onu da bilmezdim onu da yeni \u00f6\u011frendim.
Zaten her \u015fey kayan y\u0131ld\u0131zlar\u0131n g\u00f6kta\u015f\u0131 oldu\u011funu \u00e7\u00f6zd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz andan itibaren de\u011fi\u015fti.
Bir \u00e7i\u00e7ek emojisiydim \u00e7ok eski mesajlarda duran,
Bakt\u0131k\u00e7a g\u00fcl\u00fcmseten,
Sonra bir g\u00fcn usulca silindim.
Ucuz bir \u015fiirdim yirmi ila yirmi be\u015f ya\u015f aras\u0131 bir \u015fair taraf\u0131ndan yaz\u0131lan,
Bazen yirmi bazen yirmi be\u015f,
\u00d6nce silindim sonra yaz\u0131ld\u0131m dikkatlice.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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