-Hi\u00e7bir \u015fey de\u011fi\u015fmeyecek. G\u00fcn yine do\u011facak yine batacak. Anas\u0131n\u0131 satay\u0131m Hayriye\u2019de gelmeyecek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hayriye kim lan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne bilim lan. Hayriye olur, Mehtap olur, Aysel olur… Biri olurdu elbet.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Yok, hi\u00e7biri.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Severdi beni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sevmedi lan kimse seni.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hayriye sever.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hayriye duman o\u011flum. Cigaradan \u00e7\u0131kan duman. Cigaram\u0131n duman\u0131n\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcne \u00fcf\u00fcrd\u00fcm. Anlamad\u0131 keriz. Anlamaz\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Hay anas\u0131n\u0131… Lan… Ay incecik bir yay gibi bu gece varla yok aras\u0131nda semada.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Sema kim lan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-O g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc o\u011flum… Patlatt\u0131 kahkahay\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-He tamam.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Bizim kar\u0131larla bir ilgisi yok onun.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Neyini sevdin lan Hayriye\u2019nin?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ad\u0131n\u0131n tonu ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131k veriyor insana. H\u00fcz\u00fcn kokuyor ismi. Mesela Hayriyeler \u00f6yle l\u00fcks arabalar\u0131n, l\u00fcks evlerin, l\u00fcks semtlerin de\u011fil; saman balyalar\u0131n\u0131n k\u0131z\u0131, at arabas\u0131na y\u00fcklemi\u015f yorgunluklar\u0131n\u0131, \u00f6fkesini, \u00f6zlemini, ilk a\u015fk\u0131n\u0131 kimseye anlatamayan \u00f6yle bir kad\u0131n\u0131n ad\u0131 Hayriye.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Kes t\u0131ra\u015f\u0131. Edebiyat par\u00e7alama sevmem ben \u00f6yle laf oyunlar\u0131n\u0131. Severdim h\u00e2lbuki.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Olmayan bir kad\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131 konu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Olanlardan fayda yok o\u011flum. Kim sever bizi tezek kokusuyla. Hakl\u0131yd\u0131 ama hakl\u0131s\u0131n demeyi sevmezdim.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u00c7\u0131kard\u0131 cigara tablas\u0131n\u0131, kirli elleriyle t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc k\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131n \u00fczerine nazik\u00e7e yerle\u015ftirdi, piyano \u00e7alar gibi bir havas\u0131 vard\u0131, bu c\u00fcmleyi ona kurmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u201cPiyano ne lan? G\u00f6ren de \u015fehzademi Frans\u0131z m\u00fcrebbiyeler b\u00fcy\u00fctt\u00fc san\u0131r” derdi, g\u00fcnlerce dalgas\u0131n\u0131 ge\u00e7erdi. H\u00e2lbuki televizyonda piyona \u00e7alan kad\u0131nlar, adamlar var ve dertleri yok. Televizyonda hi\u00e7 dert yok zaten. Fakirler bile janti anas\u0131n\u0131 satay\u0131m. K\u00e2\u011f\u0131d\u0131 yalad\u0131, yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131, t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fc. Sadece sigaras\u0131 de\u011fil hayat\u0131 ka\u00e7akt\u0131 Vehmi\u2019nin. Anas\u0131 vard\u0131, Vehmi\u2019yi vahim hadiseler i\u00e7inde daha \u00fc\u00e7 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 doldurmadan b\u0131rak\u0131p ka\u00e7m\u0131\u015f, Kar\u0131s\u0131 vard\u0131 kafadan ka\u00e7\u0131k. O y\u00fczden vermi\u015fler Vehmi\u2019ye zaten. B\u00f6yle herife kar\u0131 m\u0131 verilir yoksa. Topal at\u0131n, k\u00f6r al\u0131c\u0131s\u0131 hesab\u0131. Benim aksime Vehmi t\u00fcm bu kar\u0131\u015f\u0131kl\u0131k aras\u0131nda yakar cigaras\u0131n\u0131 umursamazd\u0131 d\u00fcnyay\u0131. Ya da ben \u00f6yle san\u0131rd\u0131m. Severdi beni. Ya da ben \u00f6yle san\u0131rd\u0131m. Belki Hayriye kadar severdi. Yok, Hayriye kadar kimseyi sevemezdi Vehmi. Hayalleri topal aya\u011f\u0131na inat u\u00e7ururdu Vehmi\u2019mi. K\u00f6yden \u00e7\u0131kmad\u0131. \u0130l\u00e7eye de h\u00fck\u00fcmet i\u015fleri olmasa varmazd\u0131. \u00c7atlak kar\u0131s\u0131yla iki d\u00f6n\u00fcm arsay\u0131 ekerler, \u00f6nce birbirlerini, sonra mahsulleri yerlerdi. Yazlar\u0131 kar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n d\u0131rd\u0131r\u0131ndan ka\u00e7mak i\u00e7in ke\u00e7i dam\u0131nda yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00f6ylenir. Kendisi bahsetmezdi. Sorsam:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u201cHayriye kocas\u0131n\u0131 b\u0131rak\u0131p bana ka\u00e7t\u0131 damda onla bulu\u015fuyoz\u201d der basard\u0131 kahkahay\u0131.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Hayriye hay\u0131rl\u0131 kad\u0131n demekti. Fakat Vehmi\u2019me anas\u0131n\u0131n bile hayr\u0131 dokunmam\u0131\u015f kendi vahametinde kaybolup gitmi\u015fti. Ona sorsan h\u00e2li vakti beylerde yoktu. Giyilmekten s\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f k\u0131yafetleri, otuz be\u015finde elli be\u015f gibi duran y\u00fcz\u00fcne inat, o Hayriye ile ke\u00e7i dam\u0131nda mutluydu. Beli \u015fimdiden kamburdu. \u00c7ok \u00f6ks\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fc. Buldu\u011fu rak\u0131y\u0131 affetmezdi. Belliydi erken \u00f6lecekti. Gams\u0131z pezevenk.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vehmi\u2019nin anas\u0131 k\u0131rk y\u0131l sonra k\u00f6ye gelmi\u015f. Bi\u00e7are Vehmi\u2019mden \u00e7are aramaya. \u0130kinci kocas\u0131 imam nik\u00e2h\u0131yla tutmu\u015f bunu. Adam \u00f6l\u00fcnce mal derdine \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 dehlemi\u015f. O da solu\u011fu b\u0131rak\u0131p gitti\u011fi evlad\u0131nda, topra\u011f\u0131nda alm\u0131\u015f. Vehmi\u2019nin surat\u0131 sirke sat\u0131yor. Yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7erken beni g\u00f6rmedi. Yamal\u0131 pantolonunun geni\u015flemi\u015f dizleri, kendi bacaklar\u0131ndan iki ad\u0131m \u00f6tede. Seslendim:<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne oldu lan, Hayriye kocas\u0131na m\u0131 d\u00f6nd\u00fc? \u0130t gibi burnundan soluyon.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ses etmedi \u00f6nce, sonra g\u00f6zlerimin i\u00e7ine dik dik bakarak;<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Anamla, kar\u0131y\u0131 vurdum \u00fc\u00e7 g\u00fcn \u00f6nce. Muhtara haber et jandarmaya haber sals\u0131n. Evde le\u015fleri kokmas\u0131n.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Ne diyon o\u011flum, sen delirdin mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– B\u00f6yle \u015faka m\u0131 yap\u0131l\u0131r?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
– Cevap ver lan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-Duymuyon mu beni pezevenk?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u2026.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Sen nereye gidiyon? Cevap versene lan?<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
-\u201cHayriye nereye gidelim derse oraya\u201d dedi. Bast\u0131 kahkahay\u0131. Vehmi hayallerine pranga vuran iki kad\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fcyle, kalbinde \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fcz a\u015fk\u0131yla iki da\u011f\u0131n aras\u0131nda kayboldu. \u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 duymuyor, duyuyor belki de umursam\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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