G\u00fcne\u015f, evin her odas\u0131n\u0131 ayr\u0131 ayd\u0131nlat\u0131r. Di\u011ferlerine g\u00f6re daha ayd\u0131nl\u0131k olan odada vakit ge\u00e7irmek nefse iyi gelir, i\u00e7 ferahlat\u0131rken karanl\u0131k odaya at\u0131lan ad\u0131mla birlikte pozitiflikler kaybolur, sinirler gerilir, odaya h\u00e2kim olan renk bir vir\u00fcs gibi ruha i\u015flemeye ba\u015flar. Karanl\u0131k, terk edilmedik\u00e7e ya da yerini ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011fa b\u0131rakmad\u0131k\u00e7a sevilmez. Peki karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n insan\u0131n ruhuna b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu ters etkinin sebebi nedir? Ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011fa bir \u00fcst\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc var m\u0131d\u0131r? \u0130nsan kendini hep \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n oldu\u011fu yerde g\u00fcvende hisseder. Ad\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n cesareti \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fcnden gelir. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ayd\u0131nl\u0131kta g\u00f6rmek ve bilmek kolayd\u0131r. G\u00fcveni, bildi\u011fi \u015feylerin \u00fczerine in\u015fa ederken bilmedikleri hep karanl\u0131ktad\u0131r. O b\u00f6lgeden uzak durmak insan\u0131 daha g\u00fcvenli, daha kayg\u0131s\u0131z ve daha huzurlu bir hayata sabitler. Zira karanl\u0131\u011fa dair bilmediklerinin boyutu bildiklerinin g\u00f6lgesini a\u015fan bir devler \u00fclkesine d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bilmek ve ya\u015famak \u0131zd\u0131rap verici olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Benli\u011fine d\u00e2hi yabanc\u0131la\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bu d\u00fcnyada elinin alt\u0131nda gibi g\u00f6rd\u00fckleri en \u00fcst raflara kald\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f, ayaklar\u0131 alt\u0131ndaki hal\u0131n\u0131n deseni idrak edemeyece\u011fi kadar b\u00fcy\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f ve karma\u015f\u0131kla\u015fm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. \u015eimdi o bildikleri a\u015fina olduklar\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fm\u00fc\u015f, ayd\u0131nl\u0131kta oldu\u011funu zannederken kapkaranl\u0131k bir zindanda bulmu\u015ftur kendini. Anahtar\u0131n\u0131n cebinde oldu\u011fu bu zindandan kurtulmak, bilmemenin bir su\u00e7 oldu\u011funu anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 vakit imkans\u0131zla\u015f\u0131r. Karanl\u0131kta bilmenin tad\u0131n\u0131 almaya ba\u015flad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e2n\u0131 ise tutkuyla ya\u015far. Devam\u0131 gelmezse eksik hissettiren bu tutku zamanla h\u0131rsa d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr, \u00fcst \u00fcste eklenip b\u00fcy\u00fcyen bir haz topuyla zihni i\u015fgal eder. Ve nihayet marifete mahk\u00fbm ederek onu \u00e7\u0131kmak istemeyece\u011fi bir zindanda ya\u015fat\u0131r. Karanl\u0131k ve s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 verici bir yer olarak tan\u0131mlanan bu zindan, asl\u0131nda \u00e7evrilen her sayfayla anlam bulan her kelimeyle birlikte t\u0131pk\u0131 matkapla a\u00e7\u0131lm\u0131\u015f bir deli\u011fin s\u0131zd\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131kla ince ince, yava\u015f yava\u015f ayd\u0131nlanmaya ba\u015flar. Delikler ne kadar \u00e7o\u011fal\u0131rsa karanl\u0131kta kalm\u0131\u015f insan\u0131n \u00f6nce kendini sonra \u00e7evresini ke\u015ffetmesi kolayla\u015f\u0131r. \u00c7o\u011falan delikler birle\u015fince i\u00e7eride s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 veren hapsolmu\u015f havay\u0131 temizleyici bir havayla ferahlatan pencerelere d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr. Nefes ald\u0131k\u00e7a zihne depolanm\u0131\u015f kelimeler birer yapboz par\u00e7as\u0131 gibi yerini bulmaya, par\u00e7ay\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcnle\u015ftirmeye, b\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fc resmetmeye ba\u015flar. \u0130\u015fte bu merhalede insan, i\u00e7inde ya\u015fayarak terbiye etmeyi \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fi karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n sahibidir. Art\u0131k ondan korkmayacak ancak onunla ayd\u0131nca ya\u015faman\u0131n sonsuzlu\u011funu da kabullenecektir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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