Ben d\u00fcnya yorgunuyum Azize
S\u0131rt\u0131mda benim da\u011flar ve denizler
G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcmde a\u011f\u0131t y\u00fckl\u00fc bulutlar ve \u015fim\u015fekler
Soludu\u011fumuz hava gam, keder ve zehirden
Nefessiz kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m, eziliyorum Azize
\u0130\u00e7imde dertli bir derya,
Beni usulca bo\u011fmakta\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Anlatam\u0131yorum Azize, dillerimiz ayr\u0131,
Ben bu kirli distopyan\u0131n yabanc\u0131s\u0131y\u0131m.
\u00c7ehreler, y\u00fczler, fikirler ve s\u00f6zler farkl\u0131,
D\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her k\u00f6\u015feye bir gece do\u011fmakta\u2026
G\u00fcne\u015fin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015fm\u00fcyor pencereme,
\u015eerlerin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda k\u00fcle d\u00f6nd\u00fcm Azize.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u0130\u00e7imde say\u0131s\u0131z yang\u0131nlar, i\u00e7imde ta\u015fk\u0131n sular,
Boynumda iblislerin gezdi\u011fi ac\u0131nas\u0131 bir yular\u2026
Y\u00fcre\u011fimde sonsuz \u00e7\u00f6ller, g\u00f6zlerimde derin ac\u0131lar,
Bo\u011fum bo\u011fum s\u0131k\u0131lmaktay\u0131m, \u00f6l\u00fcyorum Azize\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne \u015fafak s\u00f6k\u00fcyor, ne de tan a\u011farmakta
\u0130\u00e7imde yetim bir \u00e7ocuk, korkuyla ba\u011f\u0131rmakta\u2026
Nerde kald\u0131 ilahi, adl-i mutlak s\u00f6zlerin
\u015eeytan her seferinde, sinsice \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rmakta\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu kanl\u0131 bir foto\u011fraf Azize,
Cesetlere sar\u0131lan kargalar\u0131n sevincinde
Topra\u011f\u0131n ete doydu\u011fu yerde verildi t\u00fcm pozlar.
Tak tak bas\u0131ld\u0131 deklan\u015f\u00f6re ve baz\u0131 zamanlar durdu\u2026
Denizler ise karanl\u0131k ve so\u011fuk rahminde,
Umudun arifesinde bebekler u\/yuttu.
Kumlardan \u00f6rt\u00fc koydu her birinin \u00fcst\u00fcne\u2026
Sular, \u00e7ar\u015faf gibi serildi \u00f6l\u00fclerine\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu farkl\u0131 bir zaman Azize, bu kirli bir \u00e7a\u011f.
Hangi izin hangi izle kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 dahi m\u00fcphem.
Ac\u0131lar k\u0131yaslan\u0131yor \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fcz terazilerde
Ben ise Azize’m her derdin memleketi,
Her birinden biraz biraz koyuyorum heybeme\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
G\u00f6zlerim gasilhane, akl\u0131m mezarl\u0131k gibi
\u0130smini bilmedi\u011fim say\u0131s\u0131z cesetlerle,
G\u00f6zlerimi yummak korkutuyor Azize,
Yata\u011fa girdi\u011fim binlerce hayaletle.
Her biri, binlerce y\u0131ll\u0131k bir ac\u0131yla gebermi\u015f
T\u00fcm yollar\u0131 izbelerde, umutsuzca sona ermi\u015f.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ne \u015fiirler ve kafiye, ne de \u015fark\u0131lar ve t\u00fcrk\u00fcler
Hi\u00e7biri bir anlama eremiyor Azize.
T\u00fcm g\u00f6zler, g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131yla tufan yapsalar bile
Bir bebe\u011fin mezar\u0131n\u0131 \u0131slatm\u0131yor Azize.
Ne do\u011frular do\u011furgan ne de yalanlar k\u0131s\u0131r,
Hi\u00e7bir c\u00fcmle kar\u015f\u0131ya ula\u015fm\u0131yor Azize\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n
D\u00fczen b\u00f6yle kurulmu\u015f, kanun kural hep buymu\u015f.
Debelenmek bo\u015funa, u\u011fra\u015flar hep beyhude.
\u0130nsanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u00e7a\u011f\u0131na var\u0131lm\u0131yor Azize.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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