{"id":11601,"date":"2022-09-03T20:32:41","date_gmt":"2022-09-03T17:32:41","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11601"},"modified":"2022-09-03T20:32:41","modified_gmt":"2022-09-03T17:32:41","slug":"umutobur-otuyla-huzun-cicegi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11601","title":{"rendered":"Umutobur Otuyla Hen\u00fcz \u00c7i\u00e7e\u011fi"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>\u0130\u00e7imde bir umutobur s\u00fcrg\u00fcn otu b\u00fcy\u00fcyor,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><a><\/a>Hangi g\u00fczellik k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131 tomurcuklansa dallar\u0131m\u0131n ucunda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>G\u00fcne\u015fine m\u00e2ni oluyor \u00e7arp\u0131k g\u00f6vdesinin karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131yla.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn bir g\u00f6lge\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>B\u00fcsb\u00fct\u00fcn bir pus\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ve aras\u0131ndan s\u0131yr\u0131lmak isteyen her taze \u0131\u015f\u0131k,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Miras\u0131na kurulmu\u015f bir nimbus k\u00fcmesine esir \u015fimdi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ak\u00e7a pak\u00e7a bir sayfaya kazara damlam\u0131\u015f<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kontrols\u00fcz b\u00fcy\u00fcyen da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k bir m\u00fcrekkep sanki<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Can suyumu emen bu her tondan daha karal\u0131k<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-ne garip\u2026-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kendi canavar\u0131m saklan\u0131yor kendi topra\u011f\u0131mda<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Nefessiz kalacak kadar ondan korksam da<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ard\u0131ma bakmadan ka\u00e7\u0131nca varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 yitip gider belki<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya da bir silik sis gibi kal\u0131r en az\u0131ndan sansam da<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-ne yaz\u0131k\u2026-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130\u00e7ten i\u00e7e \u00e7ok iyi biliyorum:<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ben b\u00f6yle b\u00f6yle,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hangi defteri kapatt\u0131m desem<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yan\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131mda ta\u015f\u0131yorum\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>-ne ac\u0131\u2026-<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir yumruyla karde\u015f b\u00fcy\u00fcyor yank\u0131s\u0131z harfler ses tellerimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hi\u00e7 s\u00f6ylenmemi\u015f kelimelerin cenazesini kald\u0131r\u0131yorum zihnimde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Oysa \u201cHen\u00fcz\u201dle ba\u015flayan c\u00fcmleler kurmak istiyorum ben de\u2026<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fczl\u00fc \u00e7i\u00e7ekler sulamak i\u00e7imde.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fcz umut var diyebilmek.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fcz \u00f6lmek i\u00e7in erken.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fczler bitmedi,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bitmeyecek,<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Hen\u00fcz.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130\u00e7imde bir umutobur s\u00fcrg\u00fcn otu b\u00fcy\u00fcyor,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":284,"featured_media":11054,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11601"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/284"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11601"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11601\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11601"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11601"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11601"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}