Annemle babam hacca yaz\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. Okula yaz\u0131lmak gibi oldu bu da. Uzun zaman beklediler Hac i\u00e7in. D\u00f6rt y\u0131l ge\u00e7mi\u015fti ki babam rahmetli oldu. N\u00fcfustan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce kuradan d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc ve anac\u0131m kald\u0131 kuraya kat\u0131lan. Bekle bekle \u00e7\u0131km\u0131yor Hac. Bakt\u0131m \u00e7ok \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcyor ben de \u00e7ok iyi yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir \u015feyi yap\u0131yorum ve galeyana getiriyorum, kimi mi? Elbette annemi\u2026
\u201cAnne kalk k\u0131z umreye gidek!\u201d Aynen b\u00f6yle diyorum \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc aile i\u00e7inde iflah olmaz bir Adanal\u0131y\u0131m. Annem gur gur gur Umre haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131na giri\u015fiyor. Beraber gidip kelebekler gibi tavaf yap\u0131caz ama bir sorunla kar\u015f\u0131la\u015f\u0131yoruz! 40 ya\u015f alt\u0131 kad\u0131nlar i\u00e7in mahrem gerekiyor. Abim yok, babam yok, kocam da yok\u2026 Ben kal\u0131yorum annem gidiyor. Sonra annem gitti\u011finde fark etmi\u015f ki orada bir arkada\u015f, bir tan\u0131d\u0131k olmas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli. Kafaya takm\u0131\u015f beni de g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek yan\u0131nda. 2014 y\u0131l\u0131, bir g\u00fcn kom\u015fuyla konu\u015fuyorlar:
-Seneye kuras\u0131z, s\u0131ra bana geliyor. Hasret’i de g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fccem yan\u0131mda, babas\u0131n\u0131n yerine Hac yaps\u0131n.
-Olmaz ki \u00f6yle! Vekil hac yapabilmesi i\u00e7in \u00f6nce kendisinin yerine hac yapm\u0131\u015f olmas\u0131 laz\u0131m.
-Ama Hasret\u2019e hac farz de\u011fil ki. Fakir o!
-Kendi yerine hacca gitmezse olmaaazz\u2026
-Yav farz de\u011fil ona fakir o fakir! 300 lira maa\u015f\u0131-yetim maa\u015f\u0131-var. Hac d\u00fc\u015fmez ona.
Ben \u00f6b\u00fcr odada g\u00fclme krizlerine giriyorum ve bir \u015fekilde \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki sene hacca gidece\u011fime inan\u0131yorum. Her y\u0131l Arife g\u00fcn\u00fc hac\u0131lar Arafat\u2019ta vakfedeyken ben de Adana\u2019dan dualara kat\u0131l\u0131r sanki ordaym\u0131\u015f\u00e7as\u0131na araya kaynat\u0131rd\u0131m dualar\u0131m\u0131. Ve geneli de kabul olmu\u015ftur o dualar\u0131n.
Bir aral\u0131k \u015funu dedi\u011fimi hat\u0131rl\u0131yorum:
\u201cAllah\u2019\u0131m senin her \u015feye g\u00fcc\u00fcn yeter, nas\u0131l olursa olsun seneye ben de Arafat\u2019ta olay\u0131m.\u201d
Allah da demi\u015f ki:
\u201cTamam.\u201d
Bu dua benim hayat\u0131m\u0131n d\u00f6n\u00fcm noktalar\u0131ndan biridir. Sonradan d\u00f6n\u00fcp bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda s\u00f6z\u00fcn, duan\u0131n g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc ve \u00f6nemini ve kalbimizden yay\u0131lan enerjinin, a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131zdan \u00e7\u0131kan s\u00f6zlerin hayat\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 nas\u0131l \u015fekillendirdi\u011fini bizzat ya\u015fayarak \u00f6\u011frendi\u011fim bir olay olmu\u015ftu bu.
2014 y\u0131l\u0131n\u0131n sonu 2015\u2019in ba\u015f\u0131 okulda b\u00fcy\u00fck bir sava\u015f vermi\u015fim, yenilmi\u015fim, okul bitmi\u015f ve ben tam anlam\u0131yla bir yaral\u0131 bir gaziyim. Annem de mezuniyet hediyesi olarak beni umreye g\u00f6ndermek istiyor.
\u201cHasretcim Umreye gitmek ister misin?\u201d
\u201cAy anne bay\u0131l\u0131r\u0131m.!\u201d
\u0130n\u015fallah ne kadar zengin oldu\u011fumuzu fark etmi\u015fsinizdir\u2026
Hemen telefona sar\u0131l\u0131p halam\u0131 ar\u0131yorum:
\u201cHala kalk k\u0131z Umreye gidiyok!\u201d
Halam sevin\u00e7ten a\u011fl\u0131yor ve Umreye gidiyor ve ben yine gidemiyorum.
\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc mahremim yok..!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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