{"id":11525,"date":"2022-06-09T19:20:24","date_gmt":"2022-06-09T16:20:24","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11525"},"modified":"2022-06-09T19:20:24","modified_gmt":"2022-06-09T16:20:24","slug":"yasar","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11525","title":{"rendered":"YA\u015eAR"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>K\u00f6y\u00fcn a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kl\u0131 ta\u015f sokaklar\u0131, renkli boyal\u0131 kerpi\u00e7 evler, miskin kediler, bulutlar\u0131n g\u00f6ldeki yans\u0131mas\u0131, bal\u0131\u011fa \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015f tekneler, f\u0131r d\u00f6nen bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131llar&#8230; Kare kare, Fehmi\u2019nin foto\u011fraf makinesinin objektifine tak\u0131l\u0131yordu her biri. Gen\u00e7 adam, k\u00e2h \u00e7\u00f6melip duvar dibindeki bir \u00e7i\u00e7e\u011fe odaklan\u0131yor, k\u00e2h sek sek oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 kadraja al\u0131yor, avc\u0131 bak\u0131\u015flarla sokaklar\u0131 ad\u0131ml\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Evinin \u00f6n\u00fcndeki basamakta oturmu\u015f dantel \u00f6ren ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6r\u00fcnce yan\u0131na yana\u015ft\u0131. Uzun boyu, da\u011f\u0131n\u0131k uzun sa\u00e7lar\u0131, boynunda makinesiyle kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131na dikilen bu yabanc\u0131y\u0131 ge\u00e7 fark eden kad\u0131n irkildi: \u201cHay\u0131rd\u0131r o\u011ful! Ne gezersin, ne arars\u0131n buralarda, de bakay\u0131m. Benim resmimi \u00e7ekmeyesin ha, istemem!\u201d derken eliyle ba\u015f\u0131na dolad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00f6rt\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc d\u00fczeltti.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;\u201cBen de onu soracakt\u0131m teyze. Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131y\u0131m, sizi de \u00e7ekebilir miyim diyecektim, ama madem istemiyorsunuz.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cS\u0131k s\u0131k gelir buraya senin gibiler, filmciler, sanat\u00e7\u0131lar\u2026 G\u00fczeldir k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz de ondan tabii. Hele Ya\u015far i\u00e7in \u00f6zellikle gelen \u00e7ok olur bu mevsim.\u201d dedi, sesi k\u0131van\u00e7 doluydu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;\u201cYa\u015far?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201cYa\u015far, gittiydi bundan on bir sene \u00f6nce, bana demeden bir \u015fey, b\u0131rak\u0131p anas\u0131n\u0131 \u00f6ylece\u2026 Ama ben inanmad\u0131m hi\u00e7, b\u0131rakmaz Ya\u015far beni dedim, o gider gene gelir dedim. \u0130nanmad\u0131lar, deli Z\u00fchre\u2019ye \u00e7\u0131kard\u0131lar ismimi.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fehmi, elindeki danteli b\u0131rakmaks\u0131z\u0131n, c\u00fcmleleri ard\u0131 ard\u0131na s\u0131ralayan kad\u0131n\u0131n yan\u0131na \u00e7\u00f6kt\u00fc, sigaras\u0131n\u0131 yakt\u0131; zaman\u0131n derin \u00e7izgiler b\u0131rakarak ge\u00e7ti\u011fi bu y\u00fcz\u00fc inceleyerek dikkatle dinliyordu. \u201cYa\u015far o\u011flun muydu, Z\u00fchre teyze?\u201d diye soracak oldu ama kad\u0131n oral\u0131 de\u011fildi, kendi kendine say\u0131klar gibiydi: \u201cAma i\u015fte g\u00f6rd\u00fcler, anlad\u0131lar, o b\u0131rakmaz beni\u2026 Her sene martta gelir, eyl\u00fclde gider. O kadar\u0131 da bana yeter zati\u2026\u201d \u201cPeki geldi mi, burada m\u0131, kavu\u015ftun mu o\u011fluna bari, malum marttay\u0131z\u201d diye sordu Fehmi, biraz da anlamak ister gibi.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Z\u00fchre bir an durdu, ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcne kald\u0131rd\u0131, mavilikleri tarad\u0131, g\u00f6l\u00fcn ve k\u00f6y\u00fcn seslerine kulak kabartt\u0131. \u201cBekliyorum, bug\u00fcn yar\u0131n gelir, yerini bile haz\u0131r ettim. Bir ben de\u011fil, herkes bekliyor onu. Her sene geliyor diye \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yorlar. Olay oluyor\u2026 Ben dediydim niye inanmad\u0131n\u0131z deyince garip garip g\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar bana. Sanki giden d\u00f6nmezmi\u015f gibi\u2026 Peh!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fehmi, Z\u00fchre kad\u0131n\u0131n bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndaki donuklu\u011fu, konu\u015fmas\u0131ndaki tekinsiz tavr\u0131 hissetmi\u015fti. &nbsp;O s\u0131rada telefonuna mesaj gelince toparland\u0131. \u201cZ\u00fchre teyze, bana m\u00fcsaade, gitme vakti, umar\u0131m Ya\u015far\u2019a da tez zamanda kavu\u015fursun. Sa\u011fl\u0131cakla kal\u201d. Kad\u0131n Fehmi\u2019ye bir an bakt\u0131, g\u00fclmeyle h\u0131\u00e7k\u0131r\u0131k aras\u0131 bir ses \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p \u201cYine gel o\u011ful.\u201d dedi ve danteline g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fehmi, bulu\u015fma yeri olan k\u00f6y kahvesinde arkada\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 beklerken k\u00f6yl\u00fcn\u00fcn konu\u015fmalar\u0131 b\u00f6l\u00fck p\u00f6r\u00e7\u00fck \u00e7al\u0131nd\u0131 kula\u011f\u0131na. Bir \u201cYa\u015far\u201d laf\u0131d\u0131r alm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 gidiyordu. Yok Ya\u015far yoldaym\u0131\u015f, yar\u0131n varmas\u0131 bekleniyormu\u015f, yok Ya\u015far\u2019\u0131 \u00e7ekmeye televizyoncular gelecekmi\u015f\u2026 Fehmi dayanamay\u0131p, yan masaya d\u00f6nd\u00fc. \u201cYa kusura bakmay\u0131n emmiler, kulak misafiri oldum da. Kimdir bu Ya\u015far, Z\u00fchre Teyze, Ya\u015far diye bir o\u011flundan s\u00f6z etti ama \u00fcnl\u00fc biri midir, i\u015fin asl\u0131 nedir, merak ettim.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Adamlar birbirine bakt\u0131, biri ac\u0131 bir tebess\u00fcm yerle\u015ftirdi duda\u011f\u0131na: \u201cYok be karde\u015fim. Ya\u015far dedi\u011fimiz leylek. K\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcz onunla an\u0131l\u0131r oldu. On bir y\u0131ld\u0131r her mart ay\u0131nda k\u00f6y\u00fcm\u00fcze gelir. Belgeselciler, programc\u0131lar o y\u00fczden ilgi g\u00f6sterir. Sen de foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131s\u0131n belli ki, bak i\u015fte bu\u2026\u201d Bir yandan da telefonundan leyle\u011fin foto\u011fraf\u0131n\u0131 g\u00f6steriyordu. G\u00f6vdesi beyaz, kanat ve kuyruk k\u0131sm\u0131 siyah t\u00fcylerle kapl\u0131 Ya\u015far, g\u00fcndo\u011fumunda, gagas\u0131nda tuttu\u011fu bal\u0131kla, bir teknenin kenar\u0131nda duruyordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fehmi bir yandan foto\u011frafa hayranl\u0131kla bak\u0131yor, bir yandan da ya\u015fl\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6ylediklerini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyordu. \u201cYa Z\u00fchre teyze? Onun anlatt\u0131klar\u0131?\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Masadaki di\u011fer adam elini iki yana a\u00e7t\u0131, \u201cZavall\u0131 kad\u0131n\u2026 O\u011flu Ya\u015far g\u00f6lde bo\u011fulduydu on bir y\u0131l \u00f6nce. Kabullenemedi, akl\u0131 gitti. Gelen leyle\u011fe de o takt\u0131 o ismi. Biz de ne yapaca\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 bilemedik ba\u015flarda, g\u00fclelim mi, a\u011flayal\u0131m m\u0131 \u015fa\u015f\u0131rd\u0131k. Sonra b\u0131rakt\u0131k kendi haline, b\u00f6yle avunuyorsa, ac\u0131s\u0131na ila\u00e7 oluyorsa olsun, zarar\u0131 yok dedik.\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015fin tuhaf\u0131\u201d dedi \u00fc\u00e7\u00fcnc\u00fc adam. \u201cLeylek de do\u011fruca gider onun dam\u0131na yuva yapar geleli beri. Rabbimin hikmetinden sual olunmuyor i\u015fte, bey o\u011flum!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Fehmi bir yandan \u00e7ay\u0131n\u0131 yudumluyor, bir yandan da merak, \u015fa\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131k, h\u00fcz\u00fcn gibi kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k duygularla duyduklar\u0131n\u0131 sindirmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yordu.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Foto\u011fraf\u00e7\u0131 grubu olarak k\u00f6yden ayr\u0131lmaya haz\u0131rlan\u0131rlarken gen\u00e7 adam g\u00fcnbat\u0131m\u0131nda son bir kare almak niyetiyle g\u00f6l kenar\u0131na indi. Manzaraya dald\u0131. G\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn k\u0131z\u0131ll\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00f6l\u00fc boyuyor, bal\u0131k\u00e7\u0131 tekneleri a\u011flar\u0131n\u0131 topluyor, kediler a\u011fa\u00e7 diplerinde oyna\u015f\u0131yordu. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kald\u0131r\u0131p g\u00f6zleriyle g\u00f6\u011f\u00fc tarad\u0131, yakla\u015fan s\u00fcr\u00fcy\u00fc fark etti ans\u0131z\u0131n. Kalbi k\u00fct k\u00fctt\u00fc. \u201cLeylekler\u2026\u201d diye f\u0131s\u0131ldad\u0131 \u00f6nce, sonra sevin\u00e7le ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131 \u201cLeylekler\u2026 Leylekler geliyooorr!\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir anda Z\u00fchre kad\u0131n d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc yine akl\u0131na. \u201cYa\u015far\u2026 Allah vere de Ya\u015far da aralar\u0131nda olsa!\u201d diye kendi kendine m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131 ve heyecanla kameras\u0131n\u0131n ayarlamaya koyuldu.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>K\u00f6y\u00fcn a\u011fa\u00e7l\u0131kl\u0131 ta\u015f sokaklar\u0131, renkli boyal\u0131&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":314,"featured_media":11030,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11525"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/314"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11525"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11525\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11525"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11525"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11525"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}