\u015eehirleraras\u0131 otob\u00fcs terminalleri ile tren istasyonlar\u0131n\u0131n y\u00fcz\u00fc kederli gelmi\u015ftir bana her zaman. Havalimanlar\u0131n\u0131n tela\u015fl\u0131 ayr\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131na tezat, sab\u0131rla yol al\u0131\u015flar\u0131, h\u00fczzam makam\u0131 a\u015fklar\u0131 \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131rlar nedense…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Upuzun bekleyi\u015flerin eski a\u015fklara has vedalar\u0131n, sevgilinin ard\u0131ndan y\u00fcrekten savrulan k\u00fcllerin raylara yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn imparatorlu\u011fu gibidirler bir nevi. Giden i\u00e7in ayr\u0131l\u0131k, kalbi narkozsuz ne\u015ftersiz yerinden s\u00f6k\u00fcp kalana emanet etmek demek iken geride kalan i\u00e7in ge\u00e7mi\u015fini ve gelece\u011fini haz\u0131rlad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bavula s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131p sevdi\u011finin ellerine tutu\u015fturmak demektir biraz da…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Vagonlardaki insan say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 ikiyle \u00e7arpan h\u00fcz\u00fcn istasyonlar\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fina oldu\u011fu say\u0131m, her yolcunun kalbindekini de hesaplaman\u0131n metodudur. Yol boyu yolcuyu takip eden s\u0131ra da\u011flar\u0131n m\u0131 yoksa pencereye yaslan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ba\u015f\u0131n m\u0131 daha a\u011f\u0131r oldu\u011funu anlamaksa imk\u00e2ns\u0131zd\u0131r \u00e7o\u011fu zaman. Ar\u0131l\u0131klar\u0131n sessiz tan\u0131klar\u0131 gibidirler terminaller ve tren istasyonlar\u0131. San\u0131klar ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa h\u00fck\u00fcm giyenlerdir. Cezay\u0131 verense h\u0131rsl\u0131, ya\u015fl\u0131, k\u00fcfl\u00fc tekrarlar\u0131yla me\u015fhur d\u00fcnya…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Adil olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 onu tan\u0131yanlar\u0131n bildi\u011fi ama kimselerin sesli s\u00f6yleyemedi\u011fi bu kalpsizin yaras\u0131 ve yasas\u0131 yoktur ne yaz\u0131k ki! S\u00f6ylenmek istenen onca c\u00fcmle vakte yenildi\u011finde, s\u00f6zc\u00fckler anlara s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yumrular oturur bo\u011faza. Sonra bir bedenin sol yan\u0131, di\u011ferinin sa\u011f yan\u0131ndaki bo\u015flu\u011fu kucaklar s\u0131k\u0131ca. Yutkunu\u015flar ve ritmi bozulmu\u015f kalp at\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kal\u0131r geride…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u201c\u2026Elbet bir g\u00fcn kavu\u015faca\u011f\u0131z<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bu b\u00f6yle yar\u0131m kalmayacak\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n
\u015eark\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n s\u00f6zleri f\u0131s\u0131ldan\u0131rken kula\u011fa; \u00f6l\u00fcm hari\u00e7 gidenden emin ol zira ben bekleyenden eminim s\u00f6z\u00fc verilir en naifinden…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Kimi Anadolu\u2019nun kekik kokan da\u011flar\u0131n\u0131n samimiyetiyle ba\u011fr\u0131na basar sevdi\u011fini. Kiminin, yoklu\u011fun u\u00e7urumlar\u0131nda savrulmam\u0131\u015f heybetiyle sak\u0131n a\u011flama olur son s\u00f6zleri. Kimi asker nizam\u0131yla, vakur selam vererek ho\u015f\u00e7a kala s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131r kederini.<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Bir de \u00e7ocuklar vard\u0131r elbette. Avutulmu\u015f aceleyle b\u00fcy\u00fct\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f \u00e7ocuklar… Ayr\u0131l\u0131k denen melanetin bir gecede ya\u015fland\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 s\u00fct kokulu dudaklarda g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr sessiz tan\u0131klar. Zira yoklu\u011fun bir de ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n kocatmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7ocuk g\u00f6rmedim ben bug\u00fcne kadar…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Ya\u015fl\u0131 d\u00fcnyan\u0131n ayak izlerinde durur bu utan\u00e7; lanet olarak… D\u00f6rt harfin yank\u0131s\u0131 baba kalbinde as\u0131l\u0131 kal\u0131r ve o yank\u0131 her gece babalar\u0131 kalbinden vurur. A\u011fz\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131k yaraya merhem de\u011fil tuz olur zaman. Babas\u0131ndan ayr\u0131lan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n bir ad\u0131mlar\u0131 hep k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fckt\u00fcr, di\u011fer ad\u0131mlar\u0131 ise koca adam…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Dedim ya tren istasyonlar\u0131 ve garlar kederli gelmi\u015ftir bana her zaman. Bir o kadarda kavu\u015fmay\u0131 an\u0131msat\u0131rlar. \u0130yiler k\u00f6t\u00fclerle, sevgiler ayr\u0131l\u0131klarla s\u0131nan\u0131r ve er ge\u00e7 geceye sabredene g\u00fcn \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, beklemeyi bilene vuslat ba\u011f\u0131\u015flan\u0131r…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
A\u015fk\u0131n bedel isteyen ku\u015fkucu \u00e7ocu\u011fu, vuslat g\u00fcn\u00fc takar ni\u015fan\u0131n\u0131 bekleyenlerin sol yan\u0131na. Sadakatin bin y\u0131ll\u0131k ak sa\u00e7l\u0131 ihtiyar\u0131 gelir sonra h\u00fcz\u00fcn istasyonuna; s\u0131rt\u0131nda dervi\u015f h\u0131rkas\u0131yla. Kimilerinin k\u00f6\u015fe bucak arad\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u201cvefa\u201d t\u00fcm g\u00f6rkemiyle oradad\u0131r art\u0131k. Yakas\u0131na takt\u0131\u011f\u0131 z\u00fcmr\u00fct ta\u015flarla bezeli Z\u00fcmr\u00fcd\u00fcanka bro\u015fu \u0131\u015f\u0131lt\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 dam\u0131t\u0131r hak edenlerin yoluna…<\/p>\n\n\n\n
Eski bir hik\u00e2yenin yeni yolcular\u0131n\u0131 a\u011f\u0131rlar her g\u00fcn h\u00fcz\u00fcn istasyonlar\u0131. Kimi gidi\u015f yolunda \u00f6zlemi s\u0131rt\u0131na vurur, kimi d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f peronunda direnmenin onuruyla umuda selam durur\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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