{"id":11345,"date":"2022-02-02T23:57:32","date_gmt":"2022-02-02T20:57:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11345"},"modified":"2022-02-02T23:57:32","modified_gmt":"2022-02-02T20:57:32","slug":"tma","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11345","title":{"rendered":"TMA"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p><\/p>\n\n\n<pre>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m, tam ucunda<br \/>Bir yan\u0131m bo\u015fluk, bir yan\u0131m tazecik sa\u00e7lar\u0131n<br \/>Ve kadim cinayetlerin kanl\u0131 burcunda<br \/>Bir yan\u0131m \u00f6ncesiz d\u00fcn, bir yan\u0131m sonras\u0131z yar\u0131n<br \/>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m; avucunda.<br \/><br \/>D\u00fc\u015fesim var u\u00e7urumundan bu sarho\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>Kimse umrumda olmas\u0131n istiyorum, kimse<br \/>Yaln\u0131z sa\u00e7lar\u0131n hari\u00e7 tabii; b\u00f6yle y\u0131\u011f\u0131n y\u0131\u011f\u0131n<br \/>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131na g\u00f6ms\u00fcnler beni, sa\u00e7lar\u0131na; m\u00fcmk\u00fcnse<br \/>D\u00fc\u015fesim var u\u00e7urumundan ba\u015f\u0131bo\u015f ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n.<br \/><br \/>\u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kalas\u0131m var, kanayas\u0131m var<br \/>Sonra dans edesim var ate\u015f \u00fcst\u00fcnde<br \/>Sonra... Sonras\u0131 yok, sadece kan ve ink\u00e2r<br \/>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bu ya\u011fmurlu s\u00fcrg\u00fcnde<br \/>\u00c7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak kalas\u0131m var, intihar intihar...<br \/><br \/>Gitsem gidemiyorum, kalsam kalam\u0131yorum<br \/>\u00c7\u0131\u011fl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 duyuram\u0131yorum sa\u011f\u0131r ku\u015flara<br \/>Akl\u0131m\u0131 g\u00f6zlerinden, sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan alam\u0131yorum<br \/>Lanet olsun, akl\u0131m\u0131 toparlayam\u0131yorum bu ara<br \/>D\u00fc\u015fsem d\u00fc\u015femiyorum, kalksam kalkam\u0131yorum.<br \/><br \/>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kuyusunday\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m, sa\u00e7 tellerinde<br \/>Nefesimi tutuyorum, nefesim de seni<br \/>Bir annenin kur\u015funlanan hayallerinde<br \/>Nefesimi tutuyorum, nefesim de seni<br \/>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn kuyusunday\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m; en derinde.<br \/>Sa\u00e7lar\u0131nda... G\u00f6zlerinde\u2026<\/pre>","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u00d6l\u00fcm\u00fcn k\u0131y\u0131s\u0131nday\u0131m k\u0131z\u0131m, tam ucundaBir yan\u0131m&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":260,"featured_media":11346,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11345"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/260"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11345"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11345\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11345"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11345"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11345"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}