{"id":11342,"date":"2022-02-02T23:52:08","date_gmt":"2022-02-02T20:52:08","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11342"},"modified":"2022-02-02T23:52:08","modified_gmt":"2022-02-02T20:52:08","slug":"ihtisamli-hayaller-mezarligi","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=11342","title":{"rendered":"\u0130HT\u0130\u015eAMLI HAYALLER MEZARLI\u011eI"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<p>Konaklama s\u00fcrelerini net bilmemekle birlikte, her misafirinin ona sahip olma d\u00fcrt\u00fcs\u00fcyle benimsedi\u011fi g\u00f6rkemli hayallerin mezarl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r d\u00fcnya&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>&nbsp;Ya\u015fanm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klar\u0131yla yorgun adam, ya\u011fmalanm\u0131\u015f y\u0131llar\u0131yla yaral\u0131 kad\u0131n, tecr\u00fcbeleriyle \u00f6fkeli ihtiyar, vaat ettikleriyle \u00e7o\u015fkulu a\u015f\u0131k, u\u011frad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ihanetlerle g\u00fc\u00e7lenen sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 olarak da\u011f\u0131tt\u0131\u011f\u0131 rolleriyle i\u015finin ehli y\u00f6netmendir biraz da d\u00fcnya&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Elinizde tuttu\u011funuz a\u015f\u0131k senaryosunun, bir anda ihanete u\u011frayan\u0131n metniyle de\u011fi\u015ftirilmesi y\u00f6netmenin size haddinizi bildirmesidir \u00e7o\u011fu kez\u2026 Zaten hangi rol sonsuza dek ayn\u0131 oyuncuya b\u0131rak\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ki. Kleopatray\u0131 oynayan aktris ka\u00e7 y\u0131l oynar krali\u00e7eyi? Ba\u015frol\u00fcnde oldu\u011fun filmin vakti geldi\u011finde fig\u00fcran\u0131 olman\u0131z sand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z kadar uzun bir yol de\u011fildir asl\u0131nda.<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Her birimizin a\u011flayarak geldi\u011fi, a\u011flatmay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenip ceketini almadan \u00e7ekip gitti\u011fi bekleme salonuna verdi\u011fimiz isimdir d\u00fcnya&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u0130yilikle k\u00f6t\u00fcl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn, erdemle \u00e7i\u011fli\u011fin, kabal\u0131kla inceli\u011fin, yoklukla varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n, kutsalla isyan\u0131n, tezatl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndaki esaretin hikayesidir belki de\u2026 B\u00fct\u00fcn konuklar\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcme mahkum olduklar\u0131n\u0131 bilmelerine ra\u011fmen bu ger\u00e7ekli\u011fi unutmay\u0131 tercih etmeleri gezegenin ill\u00fczyonu mudur? Yoksa yalana inanman\u0131n \u00e7ak\u0131r keyf hissinin galibiyeti mi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sokaklar\u0131nda ko\u015ftu\u011fun, ya\u011fmurlar\u0131nda \u0131sland\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fehir, \u00e7ocukken \u00e7ok b\u00fcy\u00fck, gen\u00e7 \u00fcstelik a\u015f\u0131kken masals\u0131, sonralar\u0131 yorgun ad\u0131mlar\u0131na de\u011fen g\u00f6zlerinle \u00e7aresizli\u011fini an\u0131msat\u0131r ya\u2026 U\u00e7arcas\u0131na ge\u00e7ti\u011fin kald\u0131r\u0131mlar da \u015fimdi s\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn ad\u0131mlar\u0131n m\u0131d\u0131r? Yoksa inanc\u0131ndan vurulmu\u015flu\u011fun mu?D\u00fcnyayla bar\u0131\u015f\u0131k oldu\u011fun zamanlardan alt\u0131nda kal\u0131p ezildi\u011fin y\u0131llara y\u00fcr\u00fcmen \u00f6mr\u00fcn kadar uzun mu? Bir i\u00e7 \u00e7eki\u015fine denk gelecek kadar anl\u0131k m\u0131 yoksa?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Konaklaman\u0131n son d\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde saat ba\u015f\u0131 &#8220;ezan okundu mu?\u201d diye soran anneannesine g\u00fclen torunun, k\u0131rkl\u0131 ya\u015flar\u0131na geldi\u011finde a\u011flayarak ninesini anmas\u0131, ger\u00e7e\u011fe yakla\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131n \u015fuurundan m\u0131d\u0131r? Yoksa&nbsp; d\u00fcnya gen\u00e7ken mi tiye al\u0131n\u0131r? S\u0131n\u0131rl\u0131 s\u00fcreler kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda sahip oldu\u011fumuz \u00fcnvanlar\u0131, etiketleri, ba\u015far\u0131lar\u0131 m\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcr\u00fcz giderken yan\u0131m\u0131zda? Yoksa k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, sustuklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, yorgunluklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131, a\u015fklar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Giden y\u00fczy\u0131llar da alt\u0131ndan, kadehinden, taht\u0131na kadar birlikte g\u00f6m\u00fclmek isteyenlerle, h\u00e2l\u00e2 ya\u015fayan e\u015finin de kendisiyle g\u00f6m\u00fclmesini emreden krallar\u0131n da \u00fczerini \u00f6rtm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc d\u00fcnya. Evet iyi y\u00f6netmen olu\u015funun yan\u0131 s\u0131ra iyi de mezarc\u0131yd\u0131 asl\u0131nda. Mumyalananlardan, klonlanmak isteyenlere, onlarca y\u0131l dondurulup yeniden uyand\u0131r\u0131lmak isteyenlere kadar, ya\u015fam s\u00fcrelerindeki konforu \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fckle ta\u00e7land\u0131rmay\u0131 dileyen \u00e7\u0131lg\u0131nlar\u0131 da a\u011f\u0131rlad\u0131 d\u00fcnya\u2026 Ve kendileri d\u0131\u015f\u0131nda hi\u00e7 bir varl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sevmeyip, Tanr\u0131ya dahi cennet vaadinden dolay\u0131 inan\u0131p, iyiliklerinin de\u011fil ibadetlerinin \u00e7etelesini tutarak&nbsp; \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc garantiledi\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen aptallar\u0131da&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Yolculuk biterken her birimize yan\u0131n\u0131za tek bir \u015fey alabilirsiniz denseydi neler g\u00f6t\u00fcr\u00fcrd\u00fck?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Kredi kart\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131? K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 rujumuzu mu? D\u00fcnya markas\u0131 elbiselerimizi mi? Telefonumuzu mu? En sevdi\u011fimiz kitab\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 m\u0131? Sevdi\u011fimiz adam\u0131n kaza\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Bir ak\u015fam, yan dairemde oturan kom\u015fumla konu\u015fuyorduk. E\u015fini kaybedeli y\u0131llar olmu\u015ftu, iki \u00e7ocu\u011fuyla gen\u00e7 ya\u015fta yaln\u0131z kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131. \u201cBedenen gitti ama hep yan\u0131mda biliyor musun?\u201d dedi. \u201cD\u00fcnya \u00fczerinde hi\u00e7bir kad\u0131n benim kadar g\u00fczel sevilmedi.\u201d diye ekledi gururla\u2026 \u00c7ocuklar\u0131na vasiyetiymi\u015f &#8220;\u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmde baban\u0131z\u0131n bana yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 mektuplarla g\u00f6m\u00fcn beni\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>\u00c7ok duygulanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131k, birlikte a\u011flarken bile bir yan\u0131n\u0131n mutlu oldu\u011funu fark etmi\u015ftim\u2026 Sevmi\u015f ve sevilmi\u015f bir kad\u0131n\u0131n huzuruydu belki de g\u00f6rd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm&#8230;<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Sonraki g\u00fcnlerde uzun uzun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcm. Yol bitti\u011finde yan\u0131m\u0131za bir \u015feyde bin \u015feyde alsak anlam\u0131 yoktu. Ac\u0131y\u0131 da mutlulu\u011fu da sahiplenen yer kalbimizdi. An\u0131lar\u0131m\u0131z, umutlar\u0131m\u0131z, d\u00fc\u015f k\u0131r\u0131kl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z hepsi oradayd\u0131. Yetmi\u015f ya\u015flar\u0131ndaki amcan\u0131n tarhana \u00e7orbas\u0131 i\u00e7erken &#8220;annem \u00e7ok g\u00fczel yapard\u0131\u201d dedi\u011finde sesine yap\u0131\u015fan titreme alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131na d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f an\u0131n\u0131n kan\u0131t\u0131 de\u011fil miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>K\u0131z\u0131n\u0131n d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn t\u00f6reninde onu beyazlar i\u00e7inde izleyen annenin oldu\u011fu yerle, 25 y\u0131l \u00f6ncesinde kuca\u011f\u0131ndaki bebe\u011finin boynundan i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti\u011fi nefesle &#8220;d\u00fcnyan\u0131n en g\u00fczel kokusu\u201d dedi\u011fi yer ayn\u0131 de\u011fil miydi?<\/p>\n\n\n\n<p>Ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z bizimle gelir, ya\u015fatt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zda\u2026 Yol boyunca bize e\u015flik edenlere kal\u0131r hikayemiz. An\u0131msatt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z ve hat\u0131rlamak istedikleri kadar\u0131yla&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Konaklama s\u00fcrelerini net bilmemekle birlikte, her&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":296,"featured_media":11343,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11342"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/296"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11342"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11342\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11342"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11342"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11342"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}