I.
\nCan\u0131m\u0131 bedenden kopard\u0131 yoklu\u011fun
\nKapkara bir his sard\u0131 kuytular\u0131m\u0131
\nCan\u0131m ruhunu kan\u0131rta kan\u0131rta dolduruyor bo\u015fluklar\u0131
\nBo\u015fluklar\u0131n karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 doluyor fikrime
\nFikrim bir soluk beniz
\nBeni sana b\u0131rak\u0131yor
\nSeni yaln\u0131z ve \u00e7aresiz bir k\u0131rlang\u0131ca benzetiyorum
\nEllerin t\u0131pk\u0131 g\u00fcnd\u00fczleri and\u0131r\u0131yor
\nK\u0131vr\u0131m k\u0131vr\u0131m dudak b\u00fck\u00fcyor yapayl\u0131klar\u0131na benli\u011fim
\nSana beni \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u015ft\u0131ran hi\u00e7bir \u015fey yok mu?
\nSildin mi k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131ndan karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131
\nHi\u00e7 kaymad\u0131 m\u0131 g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnden y\u0131ld\u0131zlar<\/p>\n
Sade tohum
\nK\u0131r\u0131k aynam
\nB\u0131rak bana beni
\nBeni ba\u011f\u0131\u015fla
\nAzat et,
\nBir garip k\u00f6le eyleme duvarlar\u0131nda
\nMe\u015fgul sanma a\u015fk\u0131ndan
\nKorkma girdab\u0131mdan, k\u00f6hne bir s\u0131z\u0131d\u0131r yaln\u0131zca
\nU\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z kalp yaras\u0131ndan kalan.<\/p>\n
Berrak sanc\u0131m
\nK\u00f6ks\u00fcz \u00f6z\u00fcm
\nS\u0131\u011fma i\u00e7ime, k\u0131yma umutlar\u0131ma
\nEksik kalm\u0131\u015fl\u0131klardan bir yaray\u0131m ben
\nSevme beni
\nTap\u0131nak olma g\u00f6lgeme
\nS\u0131y\u0131rma g\u00f6vdemden beni
\nSoyma ac\u0131lar\u0131mdan.<\/p>\n
II.
\nUzun uzun susmak vard\u0131 sat\u0131rlar\u0131mda
\nEn deli duygulardan ka\u00e7mak sat\u0131r sat\u0131r k\u0131s\u0131lmak
\nKorkarak ya\u015f\u0131yorken
\nK\u0131r\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nYaln\u0131z\u0131m
\nKalbime s\u0131\u011fm\u0131yor ta\u015fk\u0131nl\u0131klar
\nPar\u00e7am
\nHissiz g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcm
\nKabart varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla gecemi
\nVarmas\u0131n karanl\u0131klar sabaha
\nSev y\u00fcce ruhunla
\nI\u015f\u0131lt beni.<\/p>\n
Yan\u0131k t\u00fcrk\u00fcm
\nKaypak saz\u0131m
\nGitme s\u0131z\u0131lar\u0131mdan
\nD\u00fcnyan\u0131n en b\u00fcy\u00fck yaln\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131 \u00e7al\u0131n\u0131yor ruhuma
\nSevgisiz yar\u0131nlar\u0131n korkakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 sal\u0131n\u0131yor k\u0131y\u0131lar\u0131ma
\nKaranl\u0131\u011fa kanat \u00e7\u0131rpan\u0131m
\nYaralama g\u00f6vdenle beni
\nDelirt varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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