Yakla\u015f\u0131k on g\u00fcnd\u00fcr sabahlar\u0131 okula TRT t\u00fcrk\u00fc radyo dinleyerek gidiyorum. Te Allah\u0131m dedim pek \u00e2detin de\u011fildir TRT t\u00fcrk\u00fc dinlemek ne i\u015f diye \u015f\u00f6yle bir e\u015feledim kendimi. Ne i\u015fti TRT T\u00fcrk\u00fc?<\/p>\n
Soru da sende cevap da sende sakl\u0131 tabii. Hava acayip so\u011fuk son g\u00fcnlerde ve bu ayaz ve bu Eski\u015fehir… \u0130zmir Eski\u015fehir aras\u0131 yolculu\u011fun \u015fehir i\u00e7i seyahat gibi oldu\u011fu d\u00f6nemlerime geldi dayand\u0131.<\/p>\n
Eski\u015fehir\u2019e giderken var\u0131\u015f saatlerim genelde \u015fimdi okula gidi\u015f saatime denk geliyordu ve g\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc a\u00e7\u0131p ay\u0131lmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m saatlerde her yerde tam \u00e7eken TRT radyo a\u00e7\u0131k olur ve radyonun sesi biraz daha a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, yolcular uyan\u0131p kendine gelsin derlenip toplans\u0131n. \u0130\u00e7erisi kaloriferden ziyadesiyle s\u0131cak ama d\u0131\u015far\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ayaz keser bilirsin ve art\u0131k o ayazla kucakla\u015fmana az kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Eski, ac\u0131kl\u0131 ama tempolu t\u00fcrk\u00fcler asl\u0131na sad\u0131k kal\u0131narak derlenmi\u015f… Kulak kesilmezsin dinlemek i\u00e7in ama dinlersin i\u015fte.<\/p>\n
Menzile ula\u015fman\u0131n mutlulu\u011fu ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131n ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 unutturur. \u00dcstelik ba\u015fka kavu\u015fmalar vard\u0131r menzilde. Pergel gibi i\u011fneli u\u00e7 sabit, kalemli hareketli ucu yeni boy boy \u00e7emberler \u00e7izer, baz\u0131s\u0131 \u00e7ok d\u00fczg\u00fcn baz\u0131lar\u0131nda yola \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131n u\u00e7 ba\u015flang\u0131c\u0131 ile birle\u015fmeyen, baz\u0131lar\u0131ndaysa birle\u015fmeme ihtimalinin getirdi\u011fi tedirginlik titrek \u00e7izgilere yans\u0131m\u0131\u015f. Benim i\u011fneli ucum hep memleketimde, g\u00fcvenli liman\u0131m…<\/p>\n
Deli bozuk \u00e7emberler \u00e7izerim hala… Tek hamlede jilet gibi \u00e7emberler \u00e7izmede zorlan\u0131r ellerim. Baz\u0131 insanlar\u0131n acemili\u011fi bitmiyor hayata kar\u015f\u0131… \u0130\u015fte hep \u00e7\u00f6mez kalanlardan oldum ben. \u015ea\u015f\u0131rmak ho\u015fuma da gidiyor belli ki, yan\u0131lmak, yanmak… Yan\u0131nca s\u0131ran\u0131n en sonuna ge\u00e7mek ve yeniden ba\u015flamak. Bu da benim d\u00f6ng\u00fcm ama lanetli bir d\u00f6ng\u00fc de\u011fil hayret makam\u0131nda sevdi\u011fim vazge\u00e7emedi\u011fim bir d\u00f6ng\u00fc.<\/p>\n
Kimseler bilmedi kafam\u0131n ne kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k kararlar\u0131m\u0131n nas\u0131l karars\u0131z oldu\u011funu. Herkes ne hayran bilseniz kararl\u0131 duru\u015fuma. Tanr\u0131 kimseler anlamas\u0131n bilemesin diye \u00f6yle bir ifade yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rm\u0131\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcme belli ki. Bu i\u015fte tanr\u0131y\u0131 i\u015fe kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmamak laz\u0131m biliyorum. Zira ki\u015fi ne oldu\u011funu biliyor da g\u00fczel bir maske boyuyor kendine.<\/p>\n
H\u00e2s\u0131l\u0131 pergelin hareketli aya\u011f\u0131 \u00f6zlem \u00e7ekiyor ilk gen\u00e7li\u011fine, en c\u00fcretk\u00e2r, d\u00fcnyaya kafa tutan g\u00fcnlerine. Bunda anla\u015f\u0131lmayacak bilinmeyecek ne var…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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