Gecenin sesi ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nlayan sesler, beynimi kemiren d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler, g\u00f6zlerimden sicim sicim akan g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131…<\/p>\n
Her defas\u0131nda ama her defas\u0131nda daha ne olabilir ki dedirten hayat\u0131n i\u00e7inde nefes almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yoruz. Herkes birbirinden \u015fik\u00e2yet\u00e7i… Y\u00e2da bir \u015feylerden dertli. Uzunca hissetmek istedi\u011fimiz anlar\u0131, zamanlar\u0131, mutluluklar\u0131 anl\u0131k ya\u015famaktan yorgun bedenlerimiz.<\/p>\n
Nedendir dinlemekten aciz, konu\u015fmak ve bir yola varmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmaktan uza\u011f\u0131z? De\u011fer vermek, \u00f6nemsemek veya \u00f6nemsenmek bu kadar m\u0131 kullan\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ki korkuyoruz. Evet, korkuyoruz birilerine g\u00fcvenmekten, inanmaktan, konu\u015fmaktan, anlamaktan, kanmaktan…<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok s\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131m belki de s\u0131k\u0131lmaktan bile s\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f olabilirim. Saf ve temiz olan ne varsa yerle bir edilmi\u015f olmas\u0131ndan. G\u00f6z\u00fcm\u00fc kapatt\u0131\u011f\u0131mda d\u00fc\u015fledi\u011fim \u015feylerin ger\u00e7ek olmay\u0131\u015f\u0131ndan ki \u00f6yle b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feyler de d\u00fc\u015flemem. Belki de d\u00fc\u015fledi\u011fim \u015feyler insanlar i\u00e7in ger\u00e7ekten b\u00fcy\u00fck \u015feyler bilemiyorum. Ama bildi\u011fim bir \u015fey var ki o da \u00f6nemsedik\u00e7e \u00f6nemsizle\u015fiyoruz.<\/p>\n
\u0130nciniyoruz incindi\u011fimiz yerlerden a\u015fk ile. Anla\u015f\u0131lmak istendik\u00e7e anlams\u0131zl\u0131k i\u00e7erisinde bo\u011fuluyoruz.\u00a0 Peki, kimi kime \u015fik\u00e2yet edip, dert yan\u0131yoruz? Garip de\u011fil mi? T\u00fcm bu isyan asl\u0131ndan insano\u011flundan insano\u011fluna.<\/p>\n
Ve kaybediyoruz zamanla benli\u011fimizi, insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131. Deli gibi yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa s\u00fcr\u00fckleniyoruz. Hissizle\u015fmeye y\u00fcz tutan vicdanlar\u0131m\u0131z nefes al\u0131p verirken bir dal al\u0131yoruz. Tutunup insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131 bulabilecek.<\/p>\n
De\u011fil mi ki insan hi\u00e7likten varl\u0131k \u00e2lemi ile l\u00fctufland\u0131r\u0131lan. K\u00e2inat\u0131n o \u015ferefli varl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ey insanl\u0131k! \u00d6z\u00fcn\u00fc yitirmeden, avaz\u0131m \u00e7\u0131kana kadar sana hayk\u0131r\u0131yorum;<\/p>\n
\u0130ncitmekten,<\/p>\n
K\u0131rmaktan,<\/p>\n
Hor g\u00f6rmekten,<\/p>\n
K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fcmsemekten,<\/p>\n
B\u00f6b\u00fcrlenmekten,<\/p>\n
\u00d6tekile\u015ftirmekten,<\/p>\n
Samimiyetsizlikten vazge\u00e7!<\/p>\n
Vazge\u00e7 ki dal\u0131na tutunanlara can ol. Yeniden ye\u015fertsin insanl\u0131k insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Gecenin sesi ve yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131m. Kulaklar\u0131mda \u00e7\u0131nlayan…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":65,"featured_media":11206,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11205"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/65"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=11205"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/11205\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=11205"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=11205"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=11205"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}