Ayr\u0131l\u0131\u011fa dair tek kelimelik \u015fiirdir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nSar\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcmle turuncu bir vedan\u0131n tam ortas\u0131nda, sessizce m\u0131r\u0131ldand\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z “ke\u015fke” dir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nSerin k\u0131z\u0131l ak\u015famlarda kuruyup d\u00f6k\u00fclen yaz \u00e7i\u00e7eklerinin balkondaki s\u0131ral\u0131 beyaz saks\u0131lar\u0131na bakarken, \u00f6n\u00fcm\u00fczdeki bahar yeniden do\u011facaklar\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcp umudun \u015fal\u0131n\u0131 s\u0131rt\u0131na almakt\u0131r Eyl\u00fcl…
\nKar\u0131n, ya\u011fmurun, r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n \u00f6ncesinde kahverengi, uzun yeleli at\u0131na atlay\u0131p gelen, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyecek \u00e7ocuklar\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fck\u00e7e k\u0131zaran, beklemeyi ezberleyenleri g\u00f6rd\u00fck\u00e7e sararan, mah\u00e7up bir o kadarda ma\u011flup habercidir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nR\u00fczg\u00e2ra yenilen yapra\u011f\u0131n, g\u00fcne\u015ften s\u0131k\u0131lan topra\u011f\u0131n, bah\u00e7esinden \u015fikayet eden bah\u00e7evan\u0131n pi\u015fmanl\u0131\u011f\u0131d\u0131r Eyl\u00fcl…
\nHayat yolculu\u011fumuzun sokaklar\u0131na benzetirim mevsimleri. Umut, tela\u015f, sorgulama sonras\u0131 veda… Son soka\u011fa y\u00fcr\u00fcrken di\u011fer sokaktan ta\u015f\u0131d\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da vururuz s\u0131rt\u0131m\u0131za. Vedadan \u00f6nceki sorgulama soka\u011f\u0131nda, mevsimine de sirayet eden melankoli sar\u0131p sarmalar bizi. Sonbahar demi\u015fler ad\u0131na, heybesinde \u015fiir ta\u015f\u0131yan adamlar\u0131n onu h\u00fcz\u00fcnle e\u015fle\u015ftirmesi de ka\u00e7\u0131n\u0131lmazd\u0131 belki de.<\/p>\n
“Kimseler g\u00f6rmedi \u00d6m\u00fcr han\u0131m
\nBu d\u00fcnyadan ben ge\u00e7tim
\n\u0130\u00e7imde umudun k\u0131rk kilitli sand\u0131klar\u0131
\nElimde bir avu\u00e7 d\u00fc\u015f \u00f6l\u00fcs\u00fc
\nY\u00fcre\u011fim i\u00e7inde senin ve benim a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131m
\nBenim olmayan bir garip g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyle y\u00fcz\u00fcmde
\n\u0130ncelik ad\u0131na ben ge\u00e7tim
\n………
\n……..
\nKalbimin \u00fcst\u00fcnde binlerce b\u0131\u00e7ak a\u011fz\u0131
\nVe y\u00fcz\u00fcn \u00f6mr\u00fcm\u00fcn atlas\u0131
\nD\u00fczl\u00fckleri bunalt\u0131, y\u00fckseklikleri korku, u\u00e7urumlar\u0131 y\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131mla dolu bir engebeler atlas\u0131
\n…….
\n……..
\nDemi\u015fti \u015fair Erba\u015f”\u00d6m\u00fcr han\u0131mla g\u00fcz konu\u015fmalar\u0131”nda…<\/p>\n
Ye\u015filin usul vedas\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131na ilk beyaz d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde k\u0131na s\u00fcren annelerin k\u0131z\u0131l\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fdirir, \u00fczg\u00fcn a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n yapraktan o\u011ful ve k\u0131zlar\u0131na. Sonra sar\u0131n\u0131n h\u00fck\u00fcmdar oldum yan\u0131lg\u0131s\u0131na b\u0131rak\u0131r yerini. K\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 eteklerini yery\u00fcz\u00fcne de\u011fdiren g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fc, flemenko yapan gece sa\u00e7l\u0131 kad\u0131n\u0131n ma\u011frur duru\u015funu and\u0131r\u0131r… Topuklar\u0131n\u0131 yere vururken r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n etkisi ne kadar \u00e7etin olursa olsun dimdik ba\u015f\u0131yla sava\u015f\u00e7\u0131 ruhunu serpi\u015ftirir, do\u011fan\u0131n \u00fcnvan de\u011fi\u015fim t\u00f6renine…
\n\u00dczerimize yak\u0131\u015fmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yeni ke\u015ffetti\u011fimiz daralan, bo\u011fan, s\u0131kan k\u0131yafetlerden, e\u015fyalardan, hatta insanlardan ar\u0131nman\u0131n zaruri oldu\u011funu d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz yol ayr\u0131m\u0131d\u0131r Eyl\u00fcl… \u00dcstelik onlara sahip olmak isterken k\u0131r\u0131p d\u00f6kt\u00fcklerimizi an\u0131msaman\u0131n mah\u00e7ubiyetiyle…
\nAt\u0131lan, g\u00f6zden \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131lanlar\u0131n aksine, veda soka\u011f\u0131na girmeden yap\u0131lan haz\u0131rl\u0131klar\u0131n tela\u015f\u0131d\u0131r birazbda Eyl\u00fcl… Binbir emekle yap\u0131l\u0131p raflara dizilen konservelerin, re\u00e7ellerin, kurutulup muhafaza edilen onca \u015feyin k\u0131ymetini kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z and\u0131r Eyl\u00fcl…
\nHani \u00e7\u0131k\u0131\u015f kap\u0131s\u0131ndan bir \u00f6nceki peronda ard\u0131m\u0131zda b\u0131rakt\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z kalabal\u0131k, bavulumuza ald\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131z yanl\u0131zl\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131zd\u0131r ya biraz \u00f6yledir i\u015fte… Kat edilen t\u00fcm sokaklar\u0131n sonuna kadar yan\u0131m\u0131zda olan elin s\u0131cakl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 ilk kez bu kadar derin hissederiz de en \u00e7ok o elin sahibini incitti\u011fimizi an\u0131msar\u0131z ya….
\nG\u00f6\u00e7men ku\u015flar\u0131n yerinde olmak isteyenlerle ilk f\u0131rt\u0131nada terki diyar edi\u015flerine i\u00e7erleyenlerin taraf\u0131n\u0131 se\u00e7tikleri, ku\u015flar\u0131 sevmekle hislerini anlaman\u0131n ayn\u0131 \u015fey olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin vaktidir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nYolun ba\u015f\u0131nda g\u00f6z\u00fcnden ka\u00e7an her \u015fey gibi, yavrular\u0131 i\u00e7in haz\u0131rl\u0131k yapan g\u00fcvercinin onlarca kurumu\u015f \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131dan yuva in\u015fa edi\u015fini, ser\u00e7elerin yakla\u015fan a\u011f\u0131r ko\u015fullara ald\u0131rmadan direni\u015f \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131 s\u00f6ylediklerini i\u015fitmeye, g\u00f6rmeye ba\u015flars\u0131n\u0131z ya…
\nS\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131kla belirledi\u011finiz hay\u00e2l biletlerini en sevdi\u011finiz kitab\u0131n aras\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131rken, barbarca kondu\u011funuz demir parmakl\u0131klar\u0131n \u00f6m\u00fcr pencerenize d\u00fc\u015fen g\u00f6lgesidir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nAdaletsizli\u011fin k\u0131zarmay\u0131 unutmu\u015f y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn, sar\u0131 bir \u00f6l\u00fcme h\u00fck\u00fcm giydirdi\u011fi adam\u0131n vedas\u0131n\u0131, umutsuzlu\u011fa de\u011fil direni\u015fe boyamas\u0131n\u0131n hik\u00e2yesidir Eyl\u00fcl..
\n23’\u00fcnc\u00fc ko\u011fu\u015fun ziyaret\u00e7i g\u00fcn\u00fcnde, kirli cam\u0131n ard\u0131ndan yaprak yaprak d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcrken, ziyaret\u00e7isine sevgiye ait kelimeler sunan sevgilidir Eyl\u00fcl…
\nVe ya\u011fmur y\u00fckl\u00fc bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n\u0131 ranzas\u0131ndaki rutubetli gecelere saklay\u0131p umuda, insana, bahara, iyili\u011fe dair ne varsa 45 dakikaya s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rabilen turuncu bir \u015fiirdir Eyl\u00fcl…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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