\u0130nsan, ya evrenden daha b\u00fcy\u00fckse? Ya ruh dedi\u011fimiz 21 graml\u0131k me\u00e7hul, uzay\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn enginli\u011finden daha enginse? Koca bir k\u00e2inat\u0131 tek bir noktaya s\u0131\u011fd\u0131ran, tek bir nokta olan sana ya t\u00fcm k\u00e2inat\u0131 s\u0131\u011fd\u0131rd\u0131ysa? Ya mutlak olan yokluk,\u00a0 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n tam i\u00e7indeyse? Ya mutlak olan varl\u0131k, yoklu\u011fun ta kendisiyse? Ya gidi\u015fler d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f, var\u0131\u015flar ba\u015flang\u0131\u00e7, sonu\u00e7lar sebepse? Ya gizlenen \u00e2\u015fik\u00e2r, \u00e2\u015fik\u00e2r olan gizlenense? Ya t\u00fcm say\u0131lar, sadece tek bir say\u0131, t\u00fcm \u00e7okluklar tek bir tekillikse? Ya olmak \u00f6lmekse, ya da \u00f6lmek olmaksa, ikisinin ortas\u0131ndaki u\u00e7suz bucaks\u0131z bo\u015fluk hi\u00e7 uyanmamak \u00fczere yat\u0131lan bir uykunun d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyse? Ya hi\u00e7 do\u011fmad\u0131ysa t\u00fcm do\u011fanlar, ya hi\u00e7 olmad\u0131ysa t\u00fcm bu olanlar? Ya g\u00f6rmek denen k\u00f6rl\u00fck, beyne vurulan bir prangaysa? Ya hay\u00e2l bile edemeyece\u011fin bir k\u00f6lelikse t\u00fcm \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn? Ya sarho\u015fsan, akl\u0131n yerinde de\u011filse, s\u0131z\u0131p kald\u0131ysan kadeh kadeh cesedinin bir yerinde? Ya etrafta d\u00f6nen d\u00fcnya sabit, hi\u00e7 d\u00f6nmeyen g\u00f6vden f\u0131ld\u0131r f\u0131ld\u0131rsa? Ya her \u015fey hi\u00e7bir \u015feyse veya hi\u00e7bir \u015fey her \u015feyse? Ya \u0131\u015f\u0131k seni aldatmak i\u00e7in kodlanm\u0131\u015f bir karanl\u0131k, karanl\u0131ksa seni ayd\u0131nlatmak i\u00e7in \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131nan nursa? Ya her arzun, ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n arzusu, her duygun ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n duygusu, y\u00fcz\u00fcn ba\u015fkas\u0131n\u0131n sureti,\u00a0 sana ait her \u015feyle birlikte sen, ba\u015fkas\u0131na ait bir \u015feysen? Ya aynalardaki aksin sen de\u011filsen, ya aynalar ayna de\u011filse, ya da g\u00f6rmek asl\u0131nda g\u00f6rememek demekse? Ya gayyalarda sakl\u0131ysa cennet, ate\u015fte buz, buzda cehennem? Ya t\u00fcm sevaplar g\u00fcnahsa ve sadece g\u00fcnah\u0131n kadarsa m\u00fck\u00e2fat\u0131n? Ya kap\u0131lar kilitliyse, anahtars\u0131zsa, \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131nda a\u00e7acak kimse yoksa? Ya nihayetsizse k\u0131sac\u0131k bir \u00f6m\u00fcr, “k\u0131sac\u0131k” asl\u0131nda \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fclemez bir uzunluksa? Ya sonsuzsan, \u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczsen, b\u00f6l\u00fcms\u00fczsen, s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zsan ya da t\u00fcm s\u0131n\u0131rlar senin s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sana unutturmak i\u00e7in \u00e7izilmi\u015fse? Ya alev yakm\u0131yorsa, sular kand\u0131rm\u0131yorsa, \u00e7areler \u00e7aresizse \u00e7aresizli\u011fin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda ve \u00e7are de \u00e7aresizlikse? Ya t\u00fcm hat\u0131ran bir serap, t\u00fcm unuttuklar\u0131n, hat\u0131rlayamad\u0131klar\u0131nsa as\u0131l hat\u0131ran? Ya hi\u00e7 kimse yoksa, sadece sen varsan ve sen var oldu\u011fun i\u00e7in, var eden, t\u00fcm varlar\u0131\u00a0 varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nla, varl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda var etmi\u015fse? R\u00fczg\u00e2r senin nefesinse, denizler g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n, f\u0131rt\u0131nalar \u00f6fken, insao\u011flu denen milyarlarca sil\u00fcet hay\u00e2linse? Ya \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131ktan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir kalabal\u0131k, kalabal\u0131ktan daha b\u00fcy\u00fck bir \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131k bulunmuyorsa, bulunamayacaksa mah\u015ferinde? Ya sana yalan diye yutturulanlar hakikat, hakikat sand\u0131\u011f\u0131n en hakiki hakikatler d\u00fcped\u00fcz, su kat\u0131lmam\u0131\u015f, \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak bir yalansa? Ya Kaf Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndaysa masallar\u0131n\u0131n \u00fclkesi, ya da Kaf Da\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki o \u00fclken masalsa? Ya ba\u015f\u0131 da bir, sonu da bir, ortas\u0131 da birse zaman\u0131n; yani d\u00fcn bug\u00fcn, bug\u00fcn yar\u0131nsa ya da her \u015fey bir \u00e2nsa, bir andaysa, bir anl\u0131ksa? Ya kaybedi\u015flerdeyse t\u00fcm kazan\u0131m veya kazan\u0131mlar\u0131n\u0131n alay\u0131 kaybedi\u015fse? Bo\u015faysa, nafileyse, beyhudeyse ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n her nefes ve ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n her nefes katiliyse cana susayan c\u00e2n\u0131n\u0131n?<\/p>\n
Ya o’ysa g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fclerin ard\u0131na ota\u011f kurmu\u015f sevgili, ya g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fclerle kama\u015fan g\u00f6zlerin onu hi\u00e7 g\u00f6remeyecekse? Ya bulmak aramaksa, ya da aramak bulamamaksa? Ya vuslat bo\u015f vaatten ve b\u00fct\u00fcn sevdan hasretten ibaretse? Ya sen yoksan, o varsa? Ya o yoksa, sen varsan? Ya o da yoksa, sen de yoksan? Ya o sensen, ya sen oysa…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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