Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7er o\u011flum! Devrilen a\u011fa\u00e7lar\u0131n yerini g\u00fcrb\u00fcz fidanlar al\u0131r. Bakma sen azg\u0131n sellerin da\u011fda\u011fas\u0131na. Toprak yutar er ya da ge\u00e7 her \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131r\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kan\u0131. Bah\u00e7eler ba\u011flar kurur, meyve verir, yemye\u015fil kokular verir. D\u00fcn ba\u011fr\u0131n\u0131 de\u015fen sular gezinir damarlar\u0131nda. G\u00fc\u00e7 verir, fer verir. Ald\u0131rma kararan g\u00f6\u011f\u00fcn gazapk\u00e2r y\u00fcz\u00fcne. Da\u011f\u0131l\u0131r k\u00fcl renkli bulutlar er ya da ge\u00e7 yerli yerine. Zaten kim tutacak uzun s\u00fcre bu enginleri b\u00f6yle siyah siyah? G\u00fcn gelir, s\u0131\u011f\u0131rc\u0131k ku\u015flar\u0131 u\u00e7ar yeniden. Leylekler doldurur akbabalar\u0131n yuvalar\u0131n\u0131. Mis gibi ekmek kokusuyla dolar hava. Mis gibi, susaml\u0131, hafif yanm\u0131\u015f, emekle yo\u011frulmu\u015f ekmek kokusuyla. Al\u0131n terleri akar kan b\u00fcr\u00fcyen sa\u00e7aklardan. Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7er o\u011flum, g\u00f6z a\u00e7\u0131p kapay\u0131ncaya kadar ge\u00e7er hem de. Terhisini al\u0131r her kalp s\u0131z\u0131s\u0131, takvimler eksilince. Bekle o\u011flum bekle, bir yar yolu g\u00f6zler gibi, bir do\u011fum sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 izler gibi, bir giden yolcunun geli\u015fini -bizler gibi- bekle. Gelecek d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc olmayan seferlerin kervanlar\u0131. \u015eenlikler, \u015f\u00f6lenler olacak, sofralar kurulacak, taklar as\u0131lacak bekle! \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc bayramd\u0131r beklenen her bestenin d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015f\u00fc, bekle o\u011flum, son nefesi bekler gibi bekle!<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7er k\u0131z\u0131m! Korkma denizlerin iflah olmaz f\u0131rt\u0131nalar\u0131ndan. K\u0131r\u0131lan yelkenler yeniden a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r, mavnalar ar\u0131 gibi bir o yana bir bu yana ilerler. \u015eimdiden belli, Yunuslarla dolacak yine koylar, limanlar. Yunuslar geri d\u00f6necek k\u0131z\u0131m. Yanlar\u0131nda isperme\u00e7etlerle hem de. Denizin da\u011f\u0131lm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar\u0131 yeniden ipek gibi olacak. Ay\u0131n \u015favk\u0131 ok\u015fayacak tellerini. Bu karanl\u0131k ge\u00e7ecek. G\u00f6zlerin al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131n sak\u0131n zulmetlerin katran\u0131na. \u0130leri bak k\u0131z\u0131m, daima ileri. \u0130\u015fte bak orada, \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n dalga dalga ko\u015fu\u015fu beklemekte. G\u00fcne\u015fi tutamaz gecenin kanl\u0131 elleri. Vakit vakit t\u00fckenir saltanat\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fclerin. Parklarda bah\u00e7elerde, azaba bulanm\u0131\u015f nehirlerde ne kadar izbe dehliz varsa ayd\u0131nlan\u0131r elbet. Bak orda, beklemekte, co\u015fkun ve kararl\u0131.<\/p>\n
Bu mevsim ge\u00e7ecek sonunda. Do\u011fan\u0131n kanunu bu. E\u015fyan\u0131n tabiat\u0131. Yarad\u0131l\u0131\u015f\u0131n gere\u011fi. Karlar eriyecek yaylalarda, \u00f6l\u00fcler dirilecek. Kardelenlere selam duracak yaban \u00e7i\u00e7ekleri. Buzlar \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclecek, ayaz \u00e7ekilecek. Yeniden kurulacak bahar\u0131n alt\u0131n renkli saltanat\u0131. Ak gerdanl\u0131, b\u00f6\u011f\u00fcrtlen g\u00f6zl\u00fc kuzular do\u011facak. Kardelenler k\u0131z\u0131m, kardelenler biliyor, sen de bileceksin. B\u00e2k\u00ee de\u011fil bu d\u00fcnyadaki cennet de cehennem de…<\/p>\n
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Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ecek evlatlar\u0131m! Bir bakm\u0131\u015fs\u0131n\u0131z sabah olmu\u015f. C\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l ser\u00e7eler konmu\u015f pencerenize. Cam\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131zda fesle\u011fen kokular\u0131yla dolacaks\u0131n\u0131z. Taze taze tohumlar boy vermi\u015f olacak \u00e7oktan. Mecnun Leyla’ya, Adil S\u00fbzan’a, Yusuf Yakup’a sar\u0131lacak. Yang\u0131nlar\u0131 s\u00f6nd\u00fcrecek g\u00f6zya\u015flar\u0131n\u0131n mukaddes ate\u015fleri, insan eli de\u011fmemi\u015f dualarda. Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ecek, geriye tozu, tortusu bile kalmayacak. Maskeler g\u00f6m\u00fclecek, korkular ala\u015fa\u011f\u0131 edilecek, sadece ac\u0131 bir dudak b\u00fck\u00fc\u015f kalacak, ek\u015fi bir i\u011freni\u015f kalacak haf\u0131zalarda. Bir de karanl\u0131\u011fa g\u00f6m\u00fclen \u0131\u015f\u0131k a\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fktan \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131. Siz ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131 e\u011fmeyin diye ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 giyotinlere uzatanlar\u0131n efsaneleriyle kald\u0131racaks\u0131n\u0131z ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131z\u0131. G\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fcz gururla kabaracak, elleriniz titreyecek heyecandan, mutluluktan, m\u00fcjdeden. Kama\u015fm\u0131\u015f g\u00f6zleriniz g\u00f6z kama\u015ft\u0131r\u0131c\u0131 bir \u00e2na a\u00e7\u0131lacak. Sonra bir buket krizantem getireceksiniz kabrime. Y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcze, yanaklar\u0131n\u0131za dokunacak hayalet ellerim \u015fefkatlerin en b\u00fcy\u00fc\u011f\u00fcyle. Uyan baba, bahar geldi, uyanman\u0131n vaktidir diyeceksiniz ve uyanaca\u011f\u0131m. Kutsal bir buseyle kalkaca\u011f\u0131m yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131m yerden. Yeniden, bir daha, daha s\u0131k\u0131 sar\u0131laca\u011f\u0131z. Bug\u00fcnler ge\u00e7ecek evlatlar\u0131m, inan\u0131n! Sonsuza kadar… Sonsuza kadar…Sonsuza kadar… Ge\u00e7ecek…<\/p>\n
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