Beynimin labirenti and\u0131ran dehlizlerinde mayalanm\u0131\u015f kal\u0131nt\u0131lara h\u00fccum eden, kar\u0131ncalar kolonisi D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCE..<\/p>\n
Kafam\u0131n i\u00e7indeki incecik damarlara, kandan \u00f6nce ula\u015f\u0131p zihnimi kemiren,byuttuklar\u0131yla b\u00fcy\u00fcyen, b\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fck\u00e7e genle\u015fip kafatas\u0131m\u0131n odalar\u0131na s\u0131\u011fmayan gri kemirgenlerin istilas\u0131 D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCE..<\/p>\n
Kulaklar\u0131ma tuttu\u011fu y\u0131rt\u0131c\u0131 borazanla g\u00f6zlerimi ele ge\u00e7iren, iristen ge\u00e7ip korneay\u0131 delerek \u00f6n tabakada sisle\u015fen ,dev gibi sil\u00fcet leri c\u00fcceye, minicik ayr\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131 deve d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcren, tasviri imk\u00e2ns\u0131z sanc\u0131lar manzumesi D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCE..<\/p>\n
W.Shakespeare, Romeo ve J\u00fclitte’de demi\u015fti ya;<\/p>\n
“\u00d6\u011fret bana nas\u0131l unutulur d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmek.”<\/p>\n
Bir kez d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye ba\u015flayan insan, ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 kimli\u011fini, stat\u00fcs\u00fcn\u00fc unutsa dahi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi unutulmaz… D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnebilme yetisinin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131, a\u011fr\u0131s\u0131, sorumlulu\u011fu zordur. Belki s\u0131rf bu y\u00fczden \u00e7o\u011fumuz ka\u00e7ar\u0131z d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten…<\/p>\n
Var olman\u0131n yeg\u00e2ne \u00f6l\u00e7\u00fcs\u00fc, evrendeki di\u011fer canl\u0131lardan insan\u0131 ay\u0131ran en belirgin ayra\u00e7t\u0131r D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcNCE..<\/p>\n
Zor olandan \u00f6l\u00fcmden ka\u00e7ar gibi uzakla\u015f\u0131p, ya\u015fam\u0131n her alan\u0131nda kolay olan\u0131 kutsad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z bir \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u00e7ocuklar\u0131y\u0131z oysaki… Avu\u00e7 i\u00e7ine s\u0131\u011fan bir ekrandan yeme\u011fini, k\u0131yafetlerini, \u00e7i\u00e7eklerini, hayvanlar\u0131n\u0131 vb… sipari\u015f verebilmenin keyfini s\u00fcren insano\u011flu, araya s\u0131k\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fer olgular\u0131n\u0131 da kan\u0131ksam\u0131\u015f g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n
Yeni \u00e7\u0131kan kitaplar\u0131n \u00f6zetini, sevdi\u011fi yazara ait oldu\u011funu sand\u0131\u011f\u0131 kopyalay\u0131p yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 hikmetli s\u00f6zlerini, klavyesinde parmak u\u00e7lar\u0131yla in\u015fa etti\u011fini d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc dostluklar\u0131n\u0131, hatta hayat arkada\u015f\u0131n\u0131 da kolay\u0131ndan bulma mutlulu\u011fuyla sarho\u015f uzun zamand\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Pratik yemek tarifleriyle ba\u015flay\u0131p, kolay para kazanmak, k\u0131sa yoldan \u015f\u00f6hret olmaya uzanan yol, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi de birilerine b\u0131rakmay\u0131 cazip hale getirmi\u015fti sonunda..<\/p>\n
Descartes 1600’l\u00fc y\u0131llarda “D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum o halde var\u0131m.” derken, Metafizik felsefesinin ana ilkesinden bahsediyordu. Varolman\u0131n erdeminin d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten ge\u00e7ti\u011fini, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm\u00fcz s\u00fcrece insan kalabilme niteli\u011fine sahip oldu\u011fumuzu anlat\u0131yordu \u015f\u00fcphesiz.<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcml\u00fc bedenlerde s\u0131n\u0131rlar\u0131 \u00e7izilmi\u015f hayatlar\u0131 ya\u015fayan bu gezegenin insanlar\u0131, bir yandan uzun ya\u015fam\u0131n s\u0131rlar\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6zmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131rken, di\u011fer yandan da s\u0131n\u0131rs\u0131z olan yeg\u00e2ne iki \u015feyi (d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce ve his) kolayl\u0131k kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131\u011f\u0131nda takas edebiliyordu.<\/p>\n
Kolay olan i\u00e7inde\u00a0 basitli\u011fi ve ucuzlu\u011fu da kucaklar, zehirli sarma\u015f\u0131k gibi kavrad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bedene \u00e7\u00f6ken rehavet d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin g\u00fcc\u00fcn\u00fc \u00e7ekip al\u0131r insandan.<\/p>\n
Sonras\u0131 korkun\u00e7tur asl\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
Kolayl\u0131klar i\u00e7inde yorgun, mutsuz, depresif insanlar kafilesi…<\/p>\n
\u0130dr\u00e2kten vazge\u00e7ip d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi ba\u015fkalar\u0131na b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z g\u00fcn, kolayca h\u00fck\u00fcm vermeyi de, insan harcamay\u0131 da, etiketler ta\u015f\u0131may\u0131 da \u00f6\u011frendik. Daha do\u011frusu kabullendik.<\/p>\n
Ne de olsa ak\u0131l terazisinde olaylar\u0131 tartmak, muhakeme etmek, sorgulamak \u00e7etrefilli ve yorucuydu.<\/p>\n
Birileri s\u00f6yler biz inan\u0131rd\u0131k.<\/p>\n
Birileri d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcrd\u00fc hepimizin yerine…<\/p>\n
O halde d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin sanc\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 da \u00fczerinden atmas\u0131na, kolayl\u0131klarla konfor alanlar\u0131n\u0131 her an geni\u015fletmesine ra\u011fmen neden \u00e7o\u011funluk mutlu de\u011fil? Neden aray\u0131\u015f\u0131n girdab\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kam\u0131yor insanl\u0131k? Mutlu olmak i\u00e7in geli\u015ftirilen onca kuram, teori, bilin\u00e7 ar\u0131nd\u0131rma, meditasyon seanslar\u0131, psikolojik destekler vs. Uzun vadede neden i\u015fe yaram\u0131yor??<\/p>\n
Kalabal\u0131klar i\u00e7inde yanl\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131n ordusu b\u00fcy\u00fcyor. Ayn\u0131 evin farkl\u0131 odalar\u0131nda susman\u0131n kaleleri in\u015fa ediliyor.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmekten vazge\u00e7en, fikir sanc\u0131s\u0131yla ehlile\u015fmeyen ak\u0131l, kalbi iyile\u015ftiremiyor. Aktif olmayan beyinle hasarl\u0131 bir kalpten, isyank\u00e2r, huzursuz\u00a0 bedenler olu\u015fuyor…<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmenin tohumlar\u0131 \u00e7i\u00e7ek a\u00e7ana dektir t\u00fcm sanc\u0131s\u0131. Sonras\u0131 benlikten kurtulup ona, bize d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde asalet ve erdemle birle\u015fecektir yolu. Toplumsal hatta evrensel d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceye ula\u015f\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u00e7\u00fcr\u00fcm\u00fc\u015f k\u0131s\u0131mlar imha olacakt\u0131r. Bireysel mutlulu\u011fun sefilli\u011fi kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda evrensel mutlulu\u011fun g\u00f6rkemi ayd\u0131nlatacakt\u0131r d\u00fcnyay\u0131…<\/p>\n
Tabii ki b\u00f6yle olmayacak biliyorum, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum sadece. Y\u00fczy\u0131llard\u0131r s\u00fcren bu k\u0131s\u0131r d\u00f6ng\u00fc bizi presleyip mekanik, uzaktan kumandal\u0131 hissizler ordusuna \u00e7evirmeye devam edecek belli ki.<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen, sorgulayan az\u0131nl\u0131ktakiler i\u00e7inde, yine ya\u015fan\u0131labilirlikten uzak say\u0131lacak d\u00fcnyam\u0131z… \u00dcstelik ta\u015flanacaklar, d\u0131\u015flanacaklar, a\u015fa\u011f\u0131lanacaklar, d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeye c\u00fcret ettikleri i\u00e7in…<\/p>\n
Ben yine de akl\u0131m\u0131n kalbime verdi\u011fi yetkiyle, \u00f6n\u00fcmdeki duvarlara ra\u011fmen d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeyi se\u00e7iyorum. Birilerinin varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 hi\u00e7e say\u0131p etiketlerini hayat\u0131ma yap\u0131\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131n\u0131 red ediyorum. Haz\u0131r paket d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcncelerin mikro dalgada defalarca \u0131s\u0131t\u0131lm\u0131\u015f yemekler gibi dayat\u0131lmas\u0131n\u0131 kabul etmiyorum…<\/p>\n
Siz, akl\u0131n\u0131 ve zihnini emanet\u00e7iye b\u0131rak\u0131r gibi terkedip unutanlar, size sesleniyorum;<\/p>\n
Ben d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fcyorum, \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc var\u0131m…<\/p>\n
“D\u00dc\u015e\u00dcN\u00dcYORUM O HALDE VARIM.”<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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