Anadolu\u00a0 ozan\u0131 Ahmet Arif olmak…
\nArif\u2019in\u00a0 deyimiyle; \u00e7ok sevdi\u011fi halk\u0131n\u0131n,\u00a0 mazlumun ve gariban\u0131n ozan\u0131
\nolmak.<\/p>\n
Bu g\u00fcn \u00fcstad\u0131 kendi dizeleriyle, \u00f6zg\u00fcn d\u00fcnyas\u0131n\u0131 ve\u00a0 2 Haziran\u0131n
\nburuklu\u011funu hissedip hep aram\u0131zda var olaca\u011f\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 anarak\u00a0 aktarmaya
\n\u00e7al\u0131\u015fal\u0131m.<\/p>\n
\u201cSeni, anlatabilmek seni…\u201d<\/p>\n
Seni anlatabilmek seni, diyor \u015fair.
\nEvet, kendi dizeleriyle Ahmed Arif\u2019i anlatabilmek zor. Belki de en zoru onu
\nanlayama \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmak.<\/p>\n
Ahmet Arif 21 Nisan 1927’de Diyarbak\u0131r’\u0131n \u201cg\u00e2vur\u201d mahallesi diye bilinen
\nK\u00fcrt Ermeni kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131 bir mahallede d\u00fcnyaya gelir. Taa o zamandan
\n\u00f6tekile\u015ftirmenin \u015fapla\u011f\u0131n\u0131 yer hayattan. \u201dG\u00e2vur\u201d olman\u0131n ne demek oldu\u011funu
\nbilmeden hem de. \u00c7ocuklu\u011funun ve gen\u00e7li\u011finin b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131sm\u0131n\u0131\u00a0 Diyarbak\u0131r’da
\nge\u00e7irir. 2 ya\u015f\u0131nda iken annesi Sare han\u0131m\u0131 kaybeder. Ac\u0131yla olgunla\u015fan hayat
\nmeyvesini erken tadar. Anneye hasret olur, anne \u00f6l\u00fcr. Babaya hayran olur,
\nbaba okuldaki ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 b\u00fcy\u00fctmek i\u00e7in \u015fehir d\u0131\u015f\u0131na yurtlarda okutur, bu
\ny\u00fczden babas\u0131n\u0131 pek g\u00f6rmez.\u00a0 Bundand\u0131r ki\u00a0 hi\u00e7bir zaman ne\u00a0 annesini tan\u0131d\u0131
\nne de babas\u0131yla tam olarak\u00a0 zaman ge\u00e7irdi. 8 karde\u015ften annesinin son
\nbe\u015fi\u011fidir. Ahmet Arif ilkokul, ortaokul ve lise e\u011fitimini derken \u015fiirle
\ntan\u0131\u015f\u0131r. Daha o 16\u2019l\u0131 ya\u015flardayken dedesi ya\u015flar\u0131nda usta \u015fair Neyzen
\nTevfik\u2019le\u00a0 yan yana ayn\u0131 dergide yazar. Bu ba\u015far\u0131s\u0131 ona gelece\u011finin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nolur fakat sanc\u0131l\u0131 bir gelecek uykusunda yatmaktad\u0131r Arif i\u00e7in. Yazm\u0131\u015f
\noldu\u011fu ilk \u015fiir Se\u00e7me Demeti \u015eiirler dergisinde yay\u0131nlan\u0131rken telif hakk\u0131
\ni\u00e7in dergi Ahmet Arif’e 10 lira \u00fccret \u00f6derler. \u00dcretmenin meyvesini yemeye
\nba\u015flam\u0131\u015ft\u0131r erken ya\u015flarda.<\/p>\n
Onun \u00e7ocukluk y\u0131llar\u0131 cumhuriyetin emekleme d\u00f6nemine denk gelir. D\u00fcnyay\u0131
\npayla\u015f\u0131m sava\u015flar\u0131ndan sonra \u015fiirlerinde adaletsizli\u011fe, yok say\u0131lmaya ve
\nd\u00fcnyan\u0131n\/\/memleketin \u00e7\u0131\u011f\u0131rtkan zulm\u00fcne kar\u015f\u0131 bir sitemi yans\u0131t\u0131r. Elbette
\nb\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc tarih sahnesi onun en b\u00fcy\u00fck kayna\u011f\u0131 olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Lisede yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u00e7o\u011fu \u015fiiri arkada\u015flar\u0131na ya polise kapt\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131
\nbilinir.\u201c\u00c7ocuklu\u011fumun olmayan foto\u011fraflar\u0131d\u0131r o \u015fiirler.\u201d der \u00fcstat o
\ng\u00fcnler i\u00e7in.<\/p>\n
\u00c7etrefili lise y\u0131llar\u0131 sonras\u0131 \u00fcniversite e\u011fitimi i\u00e7in Ankara \u00dcniversitesi
\nTarih ve Co\u011frafya Fak\u00fcltesinde Felsefe b\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc okur. Buradan Felsefe
\nb\u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc tamamlayamadan 1951 ve 1952 de iki kez tutuklan\u0131r ve 2 y\u0131l h\u00fck\u00fcm
\ngiyer.<\/p>\n
G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde l\u00fcks bir otel odas\u0131 olan Sansaryan Han\u2019\u0131n,\u00a0 9 numaral\u0131
\nh\u00fccresinde\u00a0 Arif\u2019in yatt\u0131\u011f\u0131na kim inanabilir.\u00a0 Kendi d\u00f6neminde \u201cTabutluk\u201d
\ndiye adland\u0131r\u0131lan me\u015fhur Sansaryan Han\u2019da a\u011f\u0131r fiziksel ve psikolojik
\ni\u015fkenceye maruz kal\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ama orada i\u015fkenceden daha a\u011f\u0131r\u0131n\u0131 da ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyar\u0131z ondan. Ona gelen
\nbir telgrafta babas\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6ld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc ve cenazesinin\u00a0 ortada kald\u0131\u011f\u0131 yaz\u0131l\u0131d\u0131r.
\n\u201cHi\u00e7bir i\u015fkencenin vermedi\u011fi ac\u0131y\u0131 bu telgraf verdi bana.\u201d demi\u015ftir. Birka\u00e7
\ng\u00fcn sonra hastaneye kald\u0131r\u0131l\u0131r. Orada, \u201c\u00d6yle bir telgraf yoktu. Seni \u00fczmek
\ni\u00e7in yapt\u0131k. Baban \u00f6lmedi.\u201d diyorlar. \u201cO zaman b\u00fct\u00fcn Toroslar \u00fcst\u00fcme
\ny\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131.\u201d der. G\u00fcnler sonra k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir kibrit par\u00e7as\u0131 bulur. Onunla
\nduvarlara \u00e7izgiler \u00e7izer. D\u0131\u015far\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda tam 128 g\u00fcn olmu\u015ftu o \u00e7izikler.<\/p>\n
Sonras\u0131 Harbiye Cezaevi\u2026 Orada da aylarca kald\u0131ktan sonra ger\u00e7ek haberi
\nal\u0131r; Babas\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015ftir. \u201cHaberin var m\u0131 ta\u015f duvar?\u201d diye ba\u015flayan
\n\u0130\u00e7erde \u015fiirini o g\u00fcnlerde yazar.<\/p>\n
Pencereler k\u00f6r olmu\u015f,
\nDemir kap\u0131lar kapanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r \u00fcst\u00fcne
\nZinciri, yast\u0131\u011f\u0131 ve ranzas\u0131 \u015fahittir ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131na.
\nZulas\u0131nda, u\u011fruna \u00f6l\u00fcmlere gidip geldi\u011fi tek bir mahzun resim kal\u0131r geriye.
\nBiriktirmi\u015f ac\u0131lar\u0131na s\u00f6zc\u00fckler dizer
\n9 numaral\u0131 ko\u011fu\u015ftan d\u00fcnyaya hayk\u0131r\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u201cHaberin var m\u0131 ta\u015f duvar?
\nDemir kap\u0131, k\u00f6r pencere,
\nYast\u0131\u011f\u0131m, ranzam, zincirim,
\nU\u011fruna \u00f6l\u00fcmlere gidip geldi\u011fim,
\nZulamdaki mahzun resim,
\nHaberin var m\u0131?
\n… \u201c<\/p>\n
\u00c7\u0131kt\u0131ktan sonra\u00a0 Yozgat\u2019a s\u00fcrg\u00fcne g\u00f6nderiyorlar. \u0130\u015fsiz b\u0131rak\u0131yorlar. Sonra
\nyaz\u0131\u015fmalarla s\u00fcrg\u00fcn\u00fc Diyarbak\u0131r\u2019a ald\u0131r\u0131yor. Orada en az\u0131ndan evde bir tas
\n\u00e7orbam var, diye d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnm\u00fc\u015f.<\/p>\n
Ahmed Arif d\u00f6nd\u00fckten sonra 1967’de, Aynur Han\u0131m ile evlenir. Bu evlilikten,
\n1972’de, o\u011fullar\u0131 olur. Ona Filinta ad\u0131n\u0131 verir ve Filinta onun hayat\u0131nda
\npek \u00e7ok \u015fey demekti. O\u011fluna olan d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcnl\u00fc\u011f\u00fc herkes\u00e7e bilinir.<\/p>\n
1968 y\u0131l\u0131nda koca bir y\u00fczy\u0131la hitap ederek \u201cHasretinden Prangalar Eskittim\u201d
\nkitab\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131r. Yine ayn\u0131 adla kendi seslendirdi\u011fi \u015fiir kaseti de
\nmevcuttur. \u015eimdilerde dinledi\u011fimiz \u015fiirler o d\u00f6nemin yasakl\u0131 \u015fiirleridir.<\/p>\n
Kimin \u201cHasretinden Prangalar Eskittim\/n\u201d diye sorulur cevap yoktur fakat
\nbizler bu sorunun cevab\u0131 \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcnden \u00e7ok sonralar\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenece\u011fiz. \u00dcnl\u00fc romanc\u0131
\nLeyla Erbil\u2019e idi o hasret.
\nLeyla Erbil\u2019e yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 a\u015fk mektuplar\u0131 sadece duygular\u0131n\u0131 de\u011fil, s\u00fcrg\u00fcn
\ng\u00fcnlerini ve o d\u00f6nemde ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 eziyetleri g\u00f6z \u00f6n\u00fcne seriyordu.
\nO mektuplardan birinde \u015f\u00f6yle diyordu;<\/p>\n
Sabah g\u00f6zlerimi sana a\u00e7ar\u0131m. Ak\u015fam, uykular\u0131m\u0131 senden al\u0131r\u0131m. Nereye, ne yana
\nd\u00f6nsem kar\u015f\u0131mda mutlulu\u011fun o harikulade ba\u015f d\u00f6nmesini bulurum. B\u00f6yleyken
\ngene de \u015f\u00fckretmem halime, hergelelik, a\u00e7g\u00f6zl\u00fcl\u00fck eder, seni \u00fczerim. Akl\u0131ma
\ngelmez ki seni usand\u0131r\u0131r, sana g\u0131na getiririm. Sana dert, sana a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k,
\nsana s\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 olurum. Nemsin be? Sevgili, dost, yar, arkada\u015f… Hepsi. En \u00e7ok
\nda en ilk de Leyla-s\u0131n bana. Bir umudum, d\u00fcnya g\u00f6z\u00fcm, dikili a\u011fac\u0131ms\u0131n.
\nU\u00e7an ku\u015fum, akan suyumsun. Seni anlatabilmek seni… Ben cehennem
\n\u00e7arklar\u0131ndan kurtuldum, \u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorum kapama g\u00f6zlerini.<\/p>\n
Her \u015feyiyle Leyla olmak Arif\u2019in damarlar\u0131nda…<\/p>\n
Bug\u00fcn herkesin ve her kesimin dilinde olan \u015fiirler-\u015fark\u0131lar-t\u00fcrk\u00fcler Ahmet
\nKaya, Cem Karaca, Rahmi Saltuk, Fikret K\u0131z\u0131lok ve daha nice sanat\u00e7\u0131lar
\ntaraf\u0131ndan yorumlanm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Ahmed Arif\u2019in \u015fiirlerini demlenmeye b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 bilinen bir
\nger\u00e7ek. Baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n a\u015fk dolu hik\u00e2yesi varken baz\u0131lar\u0131n\u0131n kanl\u0131 hik\u00e2yesi
\nvard\u0131r.<\/p>\n
\u201cMaviye<\/p>\n
Maviye \u00e7alar g\u00f6zlerin\u2026 \u201c<\/p>\n
Bu iki m\u0131sra i\u00e7in 17 y\u0131l bekledi\u011fi s\u00f6ylenir. Ahmet Arif\u2019in a\u011fz\u0131ndan \u015funu
\nduyar\u0131z;\u00a0 \u201c20 y\u0131ld\u0131r hi\u00e7 dokunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m \u015fiir var. \u00d6yle kals\u0131n. Dam\u0131t\u0131ls\u0131n.
\nBir yere tak\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u0131md\u0131r. Oraya lay\u0131k, oraya yak\u0131\u015fan bir b\u00f6l\u00fcm buluncaya
\nkadar beklesin. \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ba\u015f\u0131 sonu iyi, arada bir yer s\u0131radan, esnaf i\u015fi
\nolmas\u0131n. Ben buna \u00e7ok sayg\u0131 duyar\u0131m.\u201d der.<\/p>\n
\u201c33 Kur\u015fun\u201d \u015fiirinin ac\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n hala taze olmas\u0131…<\/p>\n
\u201cVurulmu\u015fum
\nDa\u011flar\u0131n kuytuluk bir bo\u011faz\u0131nda
\nVakitlerden bir sabah namaz\u0131nda
\nYatar\u0131m
\nKanl\u0131, upuzun…\u201d<\/p>\n
Bu \u015fiirinin ger\u00e7ek hik\u00e2yesi ge\u00e7mi\u015ften uzay\u0131p\u00a0 gelir g\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fcze.<\/p>\n
1943’te Van \u00d6zalp\u2019te al\u0131n\u0131p \u0130ran s\u0131n\u0131r\u0131nda 32 ki\u015finin \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc ve bir ki\u015finin
\nyaralanmas\u0131 ile sonu\u00e7lanan Mu\u011flal\u0131 Katliam\u0131 ile ilgili yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 ‘Otuz \u00fc\u00e7
\nKur\u015fun’ \u015fiiri sebebiyle Ahmed Arif, defalarca sorgulan\u0131yor, d\u00f6v\u00fcl\u00fcyor ve
\nsonunda bir \u00e7\u00f6pl\u00fckte \u00f6l\u00fcme terk ediliyordu. \u015eiiri yay\u0131nlama\u00a0 diyen
\narkada\u015flar\u0131na \u015f\u00f6yle der;
\n\u015eu Bah\u00e7elievler\u2019de manya\u011f\u0131n biri otuz tane tavu\u011fu \u00e7alsa, kesse, ertesi g\u00fcn
\nUlus gazetesi olay\u0131 d\u00f6rt s\u00fctun \u00fczerinden verir. Tavuk de\u011fil bu yahu 33 tane
\nsenin vatanda\u015f\u0131n. Hi\u00e7bir su\u00e7u yok? Tertemiz? Belki hepimizden daha su\u00e7suz?
\nKimsesizlikten ba\u015fka su\u00e7u yok. Kimsesiz adamlar o kadar…<\/p>\n
\u0130\u015fte bu \u201cOtuz \u00fc\u00e7 Kur\u015fun\u201d \u015fiiri y\u00fcz\u00fcnden geldiler g\u00f6t\u00fcrd\u00fcler beni\u2026 Gece
\nsabaha kadar d\u00f6vd\u00fcler. \u201cOku\u201d dediler, okumad\u0131m. \u2026 D\u00f6vd\u00fckten sonra o
\ntellerden a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 att\u0131lar beni. Orada \u00f6ylece kalm\u0131\u015f\u0131m. Sabah \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fcler gelip
\nbuluyorlar. Sokak k\u00f6pekleri gelip gelip koklad\u0131lar beni. \u00d6d\u00fcm koptu, \u00f6l\u00fc
\nsan\u0131p yiyecekler diye\u2026<\/p>\n
\u015eiir yarg\u0131lan\u0131r fakat unutulmaz. G\u00fcn\u00fcm\u00fczde sadece bu\u00a0 \u015fiiri \u00fczerine
\nkitaplar yaz\u0131l\u0131r, \u015fark\u0131lar s\u00f6ylenir, tiyatrolar sahnelenir. \u0130steyen Murat
\nMeri\u00e7\u2019in\u00a0 geni\u015f ara\u015ft\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f\u00a0 \u201c33 kur\u015fun\u201d yaz\u0131s\u0131n\u0131 okuyabilir.<\/p>\n
Sanc\u0131l\u0131 \u015fiir hik\u00e2yesinden sonra birde a\u015fk\u0131n Ahmet Arif\u2019te mektuba
\nyans\u0131mas\u0131na bakal\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Leyla\u2019s\u0131na seslenir Arif;<\/p>\n
Gitmek,
\nG\u00f6zlerinde gitmek s\u00fcrg\u00fcne.
\nYatmak,
\nG\u00f6zlerinde yatmak zindan\u0131
\nG\u00f6zlerin hani?<\/p>\n
Leyla \u00e7ok sonradan \u00dc\u00e7 Ba\u015fl\u0131 Ejderha kitab\u0131nda ayn\u0131 tonda cevap verir Arif\u2019e<\/p>\n
G\u00f6zlerin, o\u011flumun g\u00f6zleri…
\nG\u00f6zlerinde
\nbulurdum can t\u0131ls\u0131m\u0131m\u0131…
\nG\u00f6zlerin hani?<\/p>\n
Anl\u0131yoruz ki Arif\u2019in Leylas\u0131 aynada\u00a0 y\u00fcz\u00fcne yans\u0131r. Arif ba\u015ftan a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 Leyla
\nolmu\u015ftur. Bakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 y\u00fcz onun de\u011fildir art\u0131k. Aynadaki Arif, Leyla olmu\u015ftur.
\nArif, bir b\u00fct\u00fcn i\u00e7inde y\u00fcre\u011finde k\u00f6k salm\u0131\u015f Leyla a\u011fac\u0131n\u0131n g\u00f6lgesinde
\ndinleniyor.<\/p>\n
1 y\u00fczy\u0131l\u0131n i\u00e7inde; tek kitap, 18 \u015fiirle (sonraki bask\u0131larla toplam 27 \u015fiir)
\n\u00fc\u00e7 ku\u015fa\u011fa hitap eden tek \u015fair. Onun \u015fiirleri asl\u0131nda kendi ya\u015fam\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6zeti.
\nHer bir s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fc o bilinmeyen ya\u015fam\u0131ndan kesitler sunuyor. \u015eiirlerindeki o
\na\u015fk da \u00fcniversitede ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 travmatik i\u015fkencelerde hep hayattan
\nrendelenmi\u015f \u015fiir k\u0131r\u0131nt\u0131lar\u0131d\u0131r.<\/p>\n
Tarih, \u00f6zellikle bizimki gibi belleksiz toplumlarda sanatla aktar\u0131l\u0131yor.
\nYaz\u0131lan \u015fiirler, s\u00f6ylenen \u015fark\u0131lar, \u00e7ekilen filmler ve hadiseleri anlatan
\nkitaplar, oyunlar, resimler \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli. Yok edilmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131lan
\nge\u00e7mi\u015flerimiz kimi \u015fark\u0131larda kimi \u015fiirlerde yer buluyor ve\u00a0 yok
\nedilemiyor. \u015eair, bunun fark\u0131nda. \u015eu c\u00fcmleler, onun c\u00fcmleleri: \u201cBu hayat
\nile \u015fiirin, hayat ile sanat\u0131n i\u00e7 i\u00e7e oldu\u011fu bir durum. Bir zaman gelecek
\ntarih ile sanat\u0131n, \u015fiirin i\u00e7 i\u00e7e oldu\u011fu bir durum olacak. \u0130nsan\u0131n kendi
\nk\u00f6klerini ara\u015ft\u0131rmas\u0131 \u00e7ok \u00f6nemli.\u201d<\/p>\n
Olmasayd\u0131, bir yan\u0131m\u0131z eksik kalacakt\u0131.<\/p>\n
Ger\u00e7ek ad\u0131 Ahmed \u00d6nal olan \u00fcstat\u00a0 Ahmet Arif, bir kalp krizi sonucu 2
\nHaziran 1991 y\u0131l\u0131nda hayata veda etti.<\/p>\n
\u015eiiri, sesiyle hep aram\u0131zda olacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n
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