{"id":10877,"date":"2021-04-01T00:00:17","date_gmt":"2021-03-31T21:00:17","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10877"},"modified":"2021-04-01T00:00:17","modified_gmt":"2021-03-31T21:00:17","slug":"sadece-yazdigi-degil-sildigi-de-siir-olur-sairin","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10877","title":{"rendered":"Sadece yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 de\u011fil, sildi\u011fi de \u015fiir olur \u015eair\u2019in"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Y\u0131l 2010, hen\u00fcz on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda, tuhaf bir \u00e7ocuktur \u201cben\u201d. Trabzon\u2019da lise \u00f6\u011frencisi ve durmadan Naz\u0131m Hikmet \u015fiirleri okuyan. Edebiyat \u00f6\u011fretmeni ona bir g\u00fcn gelir ve der ki, \u201chep ayn\u0131 \u015fairleri okuma. Belki okumad\u0131\u011f\u0131n nice g\u00fczel \u015fiirler var. Mesela Hilmi Yavuz\u2019un <em>\u201cTaflan\u201d<\/em> \u015fiirini bir oku derim\u2026\u201d<\/p>\n<p>Edebiyat \u00f6\u011fretmenine hayran olan \u00e7ocuk ko\u015far k\u00fct\u00fcphaneye, Hilmi Yavuz\u2019un, okul k\u00fct\u00fcphanesinde mevcut olan b\u00fct\u00fcn kitaplar\u0131n\u0131 masaya indirir. Hatta iki tane kitap \u00f6d\u00fcn\u00e7 almak m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 i\u00e7in, Allah affetsin, y\u00fcz\u00fc k\u0131zararak a\u015f\u0131r\u0131r bir tanesini. Tabii kitab\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne kimse d\u00fc\u015fmedi\u011fi i\u00e7in bu kitab\u0131 k\u00fct\u00fcphaneye gizlice b\u0131rakmak d\u00f6nem sonunu bulacakt\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>16 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sonu, bir \u015fiir yazar. \u015eiir, art\u0131k bir\u00e7ok \u015fiirini ezbere bildi\u011fi \u201cHilmi Yavuz\u2019a\u201dd\u0131r. On y\u0131l ge\u00e7er, k\u0131z \u00e7ocu\u011fu, bir \u015fekilde tan\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu \u2018\u015fair\u2019e on alt\u0131nc\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131n\u0131n sonunda yazm\u0131\u015f oldu\u011fu \u015fiiri g\u00f6sterir. \u015eair \u015fiiri okur ve k\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z\u0131n \u015fiirindeki <em>\u201cgibi\u201d<\/em>yi siler, yerine \u201cve\u201d ba\u011flac\u0131n\u0131 koyar.<\/p>\n<p>\u201c\u0130\u015fte \u015fimdi daha g\u00fczel oldu,\u201d der. K\u0131zca\u011f\u0131z, \u201cHocam, ben bu \u015fiiri on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131mda yazm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m,\u201d dedi\u011finde \u015fair bunun m\u00fcmk\u00fcn olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 s\u00f6yler. Sonra ba\u015fka \u015fiir yaz\u0131p yazmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 sorar, di\u011fer \u015fiirlerini g\u00f6rmek ister. G\u00f6rd\u00fckten sonra herh\u00e2lde inanm\u0131\u015f olacak ki, bir \u015fiir kuma\u015f\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011funu s\u00f6yler. K\u0131z g\u00f6\u011fs\u00fcn\u00fc dolduracak kadar geni\u015f bir nefes al\u0131r.<\/p>\n<p>\u015eair\u2019in yan\u0131ndan ayr\u0131ld\u0131ktan sonra, \u015fiiri, d\u00fczeltti\u011fi \u015fekliyle okuyarak y\u00fcr\u00fcr Gezi\u2019den Karak\u00f6y\u2019e. Bu \u015fiir, bir s\u00f6zc\u00fck de\u011fi\u015fimiyle yazd\u0131\u011f\u0131 \u015fiirden farkl\u0131 bir \u015fiire d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc. \u015eimdi bu \u015fiir kimin?<\/p>\n<p>On y\u0131ld\u0131r bir yerlerde kendini koruyabilmi\u015f, sonunda <em>\u201cdilbilgisel\u201d<\/em> bir s\u00f6zc\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc kaybederek kendini bulmu\u015f olan \u015fiir:<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>AK\u015eAM SUSUYOR<\/p>\n<p><em>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u201cKim bilir, ne anlama geliyor art\u0131k<\/em><br \/>\n<em>\u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0 \u00a0\u015eu eskiden \u2018h\u00fcz\u00fcn\u2019 dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey?\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n<p>Ak\u015fam susuyor, \u00f6l\u00fcm ve zaman<br \/>\nEtini kemiriyor erguvanlar\u0131n<br \/>\nKabu\u011fu de\u015fip, s\u00f6kmek\u2019\u00e7in oyan,<br \/>\nOysun, i\u00e7imiz \u00e7\u00fcnk\u00fc da\u011f\u0131 <em>Ferhad\u2019<\/em>\u0131n.<\/p>\n<p>Ben \u015fey gibiydim, \u00f6l\u00fc <em>ve<a href=\"#_ftn1\" name=\"_ftnref1\"><strong>[1]<\/strong><\/a><\/em> so\u011fuk<br \/>\nSuda bakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131m ilk yans\u0131mama.<br \/>\n\u00e7ocuktum ve benziyordum<br \/>\nt\u0131rnakla soyulmu\u015f tenin alt\u0131na.<\/p>\n<p>Sisli bir lambada hapsoldu\u011fumuz<br \/>\nAk\u015famlar, h\u00fczn\u00fcm\u00fcn emzirdi\u011fidir.<br \/>\nVe kederli \u00e7izgilerle belirgin y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u2026<br \/>\nAh \u015fu an, nerdedir \u015fimdi?<br \/>\nEski bah\u00e7elerim, eski ilkyaz\u0131m?<\/p>\n<p>Ey her mevsimi yaza d\u00f6nd\u00fcren<br \/>\nY\u00fcz\u00fcmdeki yaran\u0131n aynas\u0131, ey!<br \/>\nBir bardaktan iki duda\u011fa de\u011fiyor art\u0131k;<br \/>\n\u201c\u015fu eskiden \u2018h\u00fcz\u00fcn\u2019 dedi\u011fimiz \u015fey\u201d<\/p>\n<p>&nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>Fark\u0131nda m\u0131s\u0131n\u0131z? \u015eiir, Hilmi Yavuz\u2019un \u015fiirinden a\u015f\u0131r\u0131lm\u0131\u015f s\u00f6zc\u00fcklerle kurulmu\u015f. Aman can\u0131m, \u201c\u00e7ald\u0131msa da miri mal\u0131n \u00e7ald\u0131m!\u201d<\/p>\n<p><a href=\"#_ftnref1\" name=\"_ftn1\">[1]<\/a> Hilmi Yavuz, \u2018gibi\u2019 yerine eklemi\u015ftir.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Y\u0131l 2010, hen\u00fcz on alt\u0131 ya\u015f\u0131nda,&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":295,"featured_media":10879,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,56],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10877"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/295"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10877"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10877\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10877"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10877"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10877"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}