{"id":10853,"date":"2021-04-01T00:14:55","date_gmt":"2021-03-31T21:14:55","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10853"},"modified":"2021-04-01T00:14:55","modified_gmt":"2021-03-31T21:14:55","slug":"gecersiz-rey","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10853","title":{"rendered":"Ge\u00e7ersiz  Rey"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>30 ya\u015f\u0131nda, benden tam 3 y\u0131l fazla.<br \/>\nAnlayamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m, g\u00f6remedi\u011fim 3 y\u0131l,<br \/>\nFazla,<br \/>\nFazladan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Hislerimin ko\u015far ad\u0131m\u0131 oluyor sevmelerim,<br \/>\nKan ter i\u00e7inde soluyor yoklu\u011funu,<br \/>\nNe vakit yakla\u015fmak i\u00e7in bir sat\u0131r yazsam, art\u0131yor ya\u015fad\u0131klar\u0131.<br \/>\n3 y\u0131l,<br \/>\nTam da yakla\u015fmak istedi\u011fim uzakl\u0131kta&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Ne kadar g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f, ne kadar ac\u0131,<br \/>\nBulunmak i\u00e7in ne kadar umut b\u0131rakm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r ard\u0131nda?<br \/>\nOnun ge\u00e7mi\u015fi kal\u0131yorken ya\u015f\u0131m,<br \/>\nYa\u015fayamad\u0131klar\u0131m\u0131 ekleyip u\u00e7 uca<br \/>\nOna eri\u015fmek oluyor \u00e7abam.<br \/>\n3 y\u0131l noksan\u0131m,<br \/>\nhat\u0131rlad\u0131k\u00e7a bozar\u0131m saatlerimi,<br \/>\nki g\u00fcn o koktu\u011fu vakitler,<br \/>\navu\u00e7la yolar\u0131m takvimin mahkeme surat\u0131n\u0131!<\/p>\n<p>g\u00f6zlerimin a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131\u011f\u0131nda yorulup,<br \/>\nsabah voltas\u0131nda a\u011flamaya ba\u015flar g\u00fcvercinler.<br \/>\nta\u015f\u0131yamad\u0131klar\u0131 pek \u00e7ok mektubum var, kanatlar\u0131ndan ta\u015fan!<br \/>\n3 y\u0131l,<br \/>\nFazla,<br \/>\nFazladan&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>G\u00fcn gecenin rengini alana de\u011fin<br \/>\nHalini, hatr\u0131n\u0131 demlerdim akl\u0131mda.<br \/>\nSonra vakti gelirdi yoklu\u011funun;<br \/>\nDokunamad\u0131\u011f\u0131m ellerin ok\u015fard\u0131 y\u00fcz\u00fcm\u00fc,<br \/>\nSevdi\u011fin bir \u015fiirle toplard\u0131m sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerine alacakl\u0131 gibi bakarken\u2026<br \/>\nNe zaman ki \u00f6pmeye yeltensem dudaklar\u0131n\u0131,<br \/>\nGiderdin,<br \/>\nGer\u00e7eklikten d\u00fc\u015fen dudaklar\u0131m,<br \/>\nYoklu\u011funda par\u00e7alanmadan hemen \u00f6nce&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>30 ya\u015f\u0131nda, benden tam 3 y\u0131l&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":279,"featured_media":10840,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10853"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/279"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10853"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10853\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10853"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10853"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10853"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}