Orta mahallede s\u0131vas\u0131 d\u00f6k\u00fck, kiremitleri k\u0131r\u0131k, \u00e7at\u0131s\u0131ndan ya\u011fmur damlalar\u0131n\u0131n i\u00e7eri d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fc, dizeme aral\u0131klar\u0131ndan \u00fcfleyen r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n yazlar\u0131 serinlik, k\u0131\u015flar\u0131 kar taneleri b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama hep havadar olan tek katl\u0131, derme \u00e7atma, ah\u015fap saray\u0131nda ya\u015fard\u0131 Rasim Day\u0131. Kendisi yoksul, g\u00f6nl\u00fc ise engin mi engin… \u0130\u015fte bu sebepledir ki d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan virane olan bu ev, onun ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 sokacak bir yer oldu\u011funa \u015f\u00fckretti\u011fi bir mutluluk saray\u0131yd\u0131. \u00c7oktan y\u00fcz ya\u015f di\u015fini \u00e7\u0131karm\u0131\u015f olan anac\u0131\u011f\u0131 Zeynep Nine de h\u00e2l\u00e2 ona can yolda\u015f\u0131yd\u0131. Kocas\u0131 Balkan Sava\u015f\u0131\u2019na gitmi\u015f bir daha haber al\u0131namam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 kendisinden. \u00c7ok metanetli, \u00e7ok sab\u0131rl\u0131 ve \u00e7ok m\u00fc\u015ffikti Zeynep Nine. Ama bir c\u00fcmlede gavur kelimesi ge\u00e7er ge\u00e7mez dimdik kas\u0131l\u0131r, g\u00f6zlerinden \u00f6fke alevleri yay\u0131l\u0131rd\u0131. Bunu bilen \u00f6\u011fretmenlerimiz milli bayramlarda fener alay\u0131m\u0131z onun kap\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnden ge\u00e7erken \u0130zmir Mar\u015f\u0131\u2019na ba\u015flat\u0131r, Zeynep Nine de haz\u0131r ol vaziyeti alarak g\u00f6zleri ya\u015fl\u0131: “Bunlar \u00e7ok gavur k\u0131rar”\u00a0diyerek bize el sallard\u0131. Tan\u0131\u011f\u0131 oldu\u011fu b\u00fct\u00fcn o sava\u015f d\u00f6nemi, ona milli egemenlik ve milli \u015fuurun ne kadar \u00f6nemli oldu\u011funu \u00f6\u011fretmi\u015fti ve belki o da gayriihtiyari de olsa bu \u015fuuru bize g\u00f6stermek istedi\u011fi i\u00e7in, beyaz\u00a0yakal\u0131, kara \u00f6nl\u00fckl\u00fc, lastik ayakkab\u0131l\u0131 k\u0131rk kadar ilkokul \u00f6\u011frencisine kar\u015f\u0131 selama dururdu. Evet, aram\u0131zda doksan y\u0131ll\u0131k zaman fark\u0131 vard\u0131 ama o, minicik y\u00fcreklerimizi s\u0131cac\u0131k avucuna al\u0131verirdi. Zeynep Nine bizi izlerken yere daha kuvvetli basar, mar\u015f\u0131m\u0131z\u0131 da daha bir g\u00fcr s\u00f6ylerdik.<\/p>\n
Anac\u0131\u011f\u0131, as\u0131rl\u0131k Zeynep Nine de \u0131hlamurlu bah\u00e7ede helallik al\u0131p suskunlar yurduna ge\u00e7ince \u00e7ok mu \u00e7ok a\u011flad\u0131 Rasim Day\u0131. \u00d6yle ya, her gidi\u015f erkendi zaten. Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k sar\u0131p sarmalam\u0131\u015ft\u0131 onu. G\u00fcnd\u00fcz neyse ya, hele g\u00fcne\u015f batt\u0131ktan sonra… \u00c7ok zordu \u00e7ok. Evde elektrik de yoktu. Gaz lambas\u0131 ile idare ediyordu i\u015fte. Ama Allah\u2019tan ki bataryal\u0131 bir radyosu vard\u0131 ve onun her \u015feyiydi. Hele bir de sevdi\u011fi t\u00fcrk\u00fc \u00e7\u0131km\u0131\u015fsa sesini sonuna kadar a\u00e7ar, muhtemelen sevincine Halim Bey\u2019leri ve Zeyca Nineyi de ortak etmek isterdi.<\/p>\n
O g\u00fcn sabah g\u00fcn\u00fcn ilk \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla uyand\u0131 Rasim Day\u0131. Topal Memet’in s\u0131\u011f\u0131rlar\u0131 i\u00e7in yonca bi\u00e7meye gidecekti. Tel dolab\u0131nda yar\u0131m topak ke\u015ften ba\u015fka yiyecek yoktu. Bir de Ametler\u2019in Kadirye Hala\u2019n\u0131n getirdi\u011fi iki patatesli ekmekten biri… Uzun b\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n\u0131n ucuna takt\u0131\u011f\u0131 ke\u015f par\u00e7as\u0131n\u0131 mald\u0131zdaki alevli k\u00f6zlerin \u00fczerine uzatt\u0131\u011f\u0131nda pi\u015fmi\u015f ke\u015f kokusu yay\u0131ld\u0131 ortal\u0131\u011fa, a\u011fz\u0131n\u0131n sular\u0131 akmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 \u015fimdiden. Aza kanaat, azla mutluluk \u00f6rne\u011fi buydu i\u015fte. Derken Tefariye Hala\u2019n\u0131n sesleni\u015fini duydu, o da yar\u0131m bakra\u00e7 s\u00fct getirmi\u015fti. Deme art\u0131k keyfine… Tanr\u0131m r\u0131zk\u0131n ne kadar bol, diye \u015f\u00fckretti.<\/p>\n
Karn\u0131 tok, s\u0131rt\u0131 pek, omzunda t\u0131rpan, bacal\u0131k kurumu ile boyanm\u0131\u015f sa\u00e7lar, ba\u015f\u0131nda k\u00f6yde sadece onda olan siyah f\u00f6tr \u015fapka, boynunda\u00a0 Beycikli sevdice\u011finin ba\u015f\u0131ndan al\u0131p ka\u00e7t\u0131\u011f\u0131 po\u015fu, aya\u011f\u0131nda sar\u0131 \u00e7izmeler ile bah\u00e7enin yolunu tuttu Rasim Day\u0131. \u00c7it kap\u0131s\u0131na do\u011fru ilerlerken \u00fc\u00e7 d\u00f6rt muzip \u00e7ocuk tak\u0131ld\u0131 pe\u015fine\u2026 Ba\u015flad\u0131lar onun lakab\u0131yla alay etmeye: “D\u0131p d\u0131p d\u0131mbar, a\u011fz\u0131n sanki hanbar\u2026” Her \u015feye kar\u015f\u0131 sevecen olan Rasim Day\u0131\u2019y\u0131 tek bu s\u00f6zc\u00fck \u00e7\u0131ld\u0131rt\u0131yordu: D\u0131mbar. Ve \u201cLa havle vela\u201dy\u0131 \u00e7ekip yine de sabretti. \u00c7ok \u00fcz\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn\u00fc fark eden \u00e7ocuklar da seslerini kesip uzakla\u015ft\u0131lar. Yeni s\u00fcr\u00fclen tarlalardan gelen taze toprak kokusunu i\u00e7ine \u00e7ekti, biraz sakinledi, hi\u00e7bir \u015fey keyfini ka\u00e7\u0131rmamal\u0131yd\u0131 bug\u00fcn.<\/p>\n
\u015eimdi A\u015f\u0131klar\u2019\u0131n eriklerinin kar\u015f\u0131s\u0131nda, \u00e7ay\u0131n hemen biti\u015fi\u011findeki bah\u00e7ede Rasim Day\u0131. \u0130ki evlek yonca bi\u00e7mi\u015f, biraz nefeslenmek i\u00e7in yar\u0131n kenar\u0131na oturmu\u015f, bacaklar\u0131n\u0131 a\u015fa\u011f\u0131 salland\u0131rm\u0131\u015f, s\u0131rt\u0131n\u0131 da s\u00f6\u011f\u00fct a\u011fac\u0131na vermi\u015f. Bir yan\u0131nda\u00a0 k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck tahta su f\u0131\u00e7\u0131s\u0131, bir yan\u0131nda yine radyosu, nazl\u0131 nazl\u0131 akan suyu, sudaki \u00e7ay bal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 izliyor. Hi\u00e7 hayale dalmadan, hi\u00e7 gelece\u011fi d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnmeden, \u015fimdinin hakk\u0131n\u0131 veriyor.<\/p>\n
Bizim onu izledi\u011fimizin fark\u0131nda sanki. Bize cevap verircesine m\u0131r\u0131ldan\u0131yor, “Zaman Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n bize bah\u015fetti\u011fi say\u0131l\u0131 kalp \u00e7arp\u0131nt\u0131s\u0131ndan ba\u015fka nedir ki zaten\u2026 Her birimizin zaman\u0131 da ba\u015fka ba\u015fka. \u00d6nemli olan her bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n kadrini bilmek, her bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f\u0131n \u015f\u00fckr\u00fcn\u00fc eda edebilmek ve vakti verenle hemdem olabilmek\u2026” diye kendisiyle konu\u015fuyordu Rasim Day\u0131. Kendi \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131n\u0131\u015f say\u0131s\u0131n\u0131n ne kadar az kald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bilmeden\u2026<\/p>\n
“Kimseler garip olmas\u0131n<\/p>\n
Yaln\u0131zl\u0131k odunda yanmas\u0131n<\/p>\n
\u00c7ekti\u011fimi kimseler bilmesin<\/p>\n
\u015e\u00f6yle garip bencileyin”<\/p>\n
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Zaman: 31-01-2021<\/p>\n
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