{"id":10810,"date":"2021-03-01T00:00:07","date_gmt":"2021-02-28T22:00:07","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10810"},"modified":"2021-03-01T00:00:07","modified_gmt":"2021-02-28T22:00:07","slug":"pirinc-havanin-eli","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10810","title":{"rendered":"Pirin\u00e7 Havan\u0131n Eli"},"content":{"rendered":"

\u201cEve \u00e7ok ge\u00e7 kald\u0131m!\u201d <\/em>diye ge\u00e7irdim i\u00e7imden. \u00c7ocuklar yeme\u011fi \u0131s\u0131t\u0131p yememi\u015ftir \u015fimdi. Oysa erken \u00e7\u0131kmak i\u00e7in patronuma bug\u00fcn olsun ricac\u0131 olmu\u015ftum. \u201cFalanca \u015firketin muhasebe kay\u0131tlar\u0131 bitmeden \u00e7\u0131kamay\u0131z.\u201d dedi. Ona s\u00f6ve saya, ayaz\u0131 ta\u015f\u0131yan r\u00fczg\u00e2r\u0131n u\u011fultusunda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken dolmu\u015fa el ettim. Ba\u015f\u0131m tutar birazdan. Yine de ayakta olsun giderim. \u0130ki \u00fc\u00e7 ki\u015fi var dolmu\u015fta. Bu saatte kim olur sokaklarda? K\u00f6pekler bile \u00e7ekilmi\u015f.\u00a0Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca iki basamak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131p \u015fof\u00f6re avucumda beklemekten ya\u011flan\u0131p topaklanm\u0131\u015f bozukluklar\u0131 uzatt\u0131m. \u015eof\u00f6r, yoldan g\u00f6zlerini ay\u0131rmadan ald\u0131 paralar\u0131. \u00d6n tek ki\u015filik koltukta bir adam oturuyor. Bo\u015f buldu\u011fum yere,\u00a0\u00a0gen\u00e7 o\u011flan\u0131n yan\u0131na oturdum. Dolmu\u015ftan bak\u0131nca, karanl\u0131k, ayazdan daha so\u011fuk g\u00f6r\u00fcn\u00fcyor. Sokaktan ge\u00e7enler h\u0131zl\u0131 y\u00fcr\u00fcyor. Belki biz yanlar\u0131ndan h\u0131zl\u0131 ge\u00e7iyoruz. Anlayamad\u0131m. Trafikte ne \u00e7ok taksi var. Delikanl\u0131n\u0131n elindeki telefon ekran\u0131na \u0131\u015f\u0131klan\u0131p d\u00fc\u015fen mesajlar oluyor. Okuyunca cevaplamak i\u00e7in harekete ge\u00e7iyor, sonra parma\u011f\u0131yla i\u015faret b\u0131rakt\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden elindeki kitab\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131yor, g\u00f6zleriyle s\u00fcr\u00fcyor.\u00a0\u00a0Cep telefonu mesaj bildirimleriyle yan\u0131p s\u00f6nd\u00fck\u00e7e kitab\u0131 de\u011fil ama telefonunu benden ka\u00e7\u0131rarak pencereye do\u011fru tutuyor. Burun kanatlar\u0131m\u0131n i\u00e7ine yap\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f, genzimden ge\u00e7erek ci\u011ferlerime\u00a0\u00a0yay\u0131lmak i\u00e7in zorlayan anason ve idrar kar\u0131\u015f\u0131m\u0131, kendi haline bile al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015f bir koku beni uyar\u0131yor. Uzaktan haber getirmi\u015f,\u00a0\u00a0kalabal\u0131\u011fa kap\u0131l\u0131p gelmi\u015f gibi.<\/p>\n

Midem bulan\u0131yor. Vertigo yemi\u015f ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131\u00a0\u00a0hareket ettirmeye korkuyorum. Sanki etrafa bakarsam bulant\u0131m daha da artacak. Ba\u015f\u0131m tuttu\u011fu i\u00e7in mi midem bulanmaya ba\u015flad\u0131 yoksa mazotla kar\u0131\u015f\u0131k bu ismini sadece kendisi bilen koku mu oturdu\u011fu yerden bana do\u011fru yakla\u015f\u0131yor? Sindi\u011fimi g\u00f6rm\u00fcyor mu? Kokunun geldi\u011fi tarafta, \u00f6nde, bir adam ya\u011fl\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131yla ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 cama yaslam\u0131\u015f uyuyor gibi. Asfalt\u0131 yer yer \u00e7\u00f6km\u00fc\u015f yolda ilerleyen dolmu\u015f, her \u00e7ukura d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde adam\u0131n ba\u015f\u0131 camda sa\u00e7lar\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kma\u00a0\u00a0ya\u011f\u0131n izini b\u0131rakarak kay\u0131yor. Ba\u015f\u0131n\u0131 toparlay\u0131p uyumaya devam ettik\u00e7e dolmu\u015fun hareketiyle ya\u011f camda geni\u015f bir alana yay\u0131l\u0131yor.\u00a0\u00a0Ba\u015f\u0131 tam \u00f6n\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcnde ise v\u00fccudu omuzlar\u0131ndan daral\u0131yor. Ya\u011fl\u0131 dolmu\u015f cam\u0131 d\u0131\u015far\u0131dan gelip \u00fczerinde gezinen sokak \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131yla parl\u0131yor. Anason kokusu yol buldu\u011fu t\u00fcnellerden ter kokusuna, idrar kokusu ise bu\u011fuya kar\u0131\u015f\u0131p yay\u0131l\u0131yor. Koku sahibini bulmak ister gibi bir onun bir bunun yakas\u0131na yap\u0131\u015f\u0131yor.<\/p>\n

Neden bu kadar i\u00e7mi\u015f? Elinde de\u011fildir belki. \u0130\u00e7meden olmuyordur. Ona nasihat verecek de\u011filim elbette. Elbette herkes gibi o da ba\u015fkalar\u0131ndan gelen nasihatlerden b\u0131km\u0131\u015f da onun i\u00e7in bu kokulara bulanm\u0131\u015f.<\/p>\n

Hayat y\u00fck\u00fc i\u015fte bu… Benimki kadar a\u011f\u0131r m\u0131!\u00a0\u00a0<\/em><\/p>\n

Mide bulant\u0131m da\u011f\u0131ls\u0131n diye kendime soru sorup yan\u0131tlarken sayfas\u0131n\u0131 k\u0131v\u0131rd\u0131\u011f\u0131 yerden kitaba devam eden \u00e7ocu\u011fun sesine kulak kabart\u0131yorum:<\/p>\n

-S\u0131cakt\u0131. \u00d6\u011fleye do\u011fru belime a\u011f\u0131r bir \u015fey kondu. G\u00f6z ucuyla bakt\u0131m; bir k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7t\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

-Hayrola dedim.<\/em><\/p>\n

-Hay\u0131rlar. Birlikte ge\u00e7ece\u011fiz kar\u015f\u0131ya.<\/em><\/p>\n

-Olur. <\/em><\/p>\n

-Y\u00fczs\u00fczl\u00fck de\u011fil!<\/em><\/p>\n

-\u015eimdiye dek g\u00f6r\u00fclmemi\u015f bir \u015fey. Bu yolculuk tek ba\u015f\u0131na yap\u0131l\u0131r.<\/em><\/p>\n

-\u00d6yleydi. Her y\u0131l binlerce al\u0131k k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7 g\u00fc\u00e7 bela a\u015far bu denizi de b\u00f6yle bir kolayl\u0131k kimsenin akl\u0131ndan ge\u00e7mez. Bunu ilk d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnen benim. S\u0131ca\u011f\u0131n etkisiyle olacak, az \u00f6nce geldi akl\u0131ma!<\/em><\/p>\n

Delikanl\u0131 a\u011f\u0131r a\u011f\u0131r okumaya devam ediyordu. \u201cBak hele sen!\u201d dedim ku\u015fun bir di\u011fer ku\u015fa yapt\u0131\u011f\u0131na. Ne severim ku\u015flar\u0131. Hele geni\u015f sivri kanatl\u0131, \u00e7atal kuyruklu k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lar\u0131. \u00c7ocuklara benzerler. Bir \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131da… C\u0131v\u0131l c\u0131v\u0131l, \u015f\u0131mar\u0131k… Anlad\u0131\u011f\u0131ma g\u00f6re g\u00f6\u00e7 zaman\u0131 \u00f6ncesiymi\u015f. K\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7lardan biri e\u015fini kaybetmi\u015f. \u00c7ok aram\u0131\u015f oray\u0131 buray\u0131. \u00c7ok bakm\u0131\u015f oraya buraya. \u0130kisinin yuvas\u0131 varm\u0131\u015f. Ge\u00e7en bahar bulu\u015fmas\u0131nda \u00f6rm\u00fc\u015fler. Temeli \u00e7al\u0131 \u00e7\u0131rp\u0131, duvarlar\u0131 \u00e7amurdan.\u00a0\u00a0O yuvaya \u00e7ok gitmi\u015f gelmi\u015f, \u00e7ok bak\u0131nm\u0131\u015f etrafa. \u00c7are yok! Kendine yeni bir e\u015f bulmu\u015f. Ka\u00e7\u0131nc\u0131 do\u011fumu kendi bile bilmeyen sonbahar gelmi\u015f, g\u00f6\u00e7 ba\u015flam\u0131\u015f. Upuzun yolculukta, \u201cTa\u015f\u0131 beni\u201d<\/em> demi\u015f, bizim k\u0131rlang\u0131c\u0131n s\u0131rt\u0131na konan, tan\u0131mad\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131z ba\u015fka bir k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7. \u201cSeni atmak i\u00e7in ters d\u00f6nerim\u201d<\/em> deyince bizim k\u0131rlang\u0131\u00e7, \u201cEtine\u00a0t\u0131rnaklar\u0131m\u0131 ge\u00e7iririm!\u201d <\/em>demi\u015f di\u011feri. \u201cD\u00fc\u015fersen altta\u00a0deniz var. Denize, b\u00fcy\u00fck suya konmak, \u00fczerinde dinlenmek ne demek sen bilirsin!\u201d<\/em> diyerek, g\u00f6ky\u00fcz\u00fcnde ka\u00e7acak yeri olmayan ku\u015fu tehdit ediyormu\u015f.\u00a0\u201cSizinkiler devaml\u0131 d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor. Hem d\u00fc\u015fersen sen \u00f6l\u00fcrs\u00fcn. Ben ba\u015fka bir ku\u015fun s\u0131rt\u0131na biner yola devam ederim,<\/em>\u201d<\/em> diyormu\u015f d\u00fc\u015fenleri g\u00f6sterip.<\/p>\n

Nice sonra delikanl\u0131 okuduklar\u0131na kulak kabartt\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 ve konu\u015fmas\u0131n\u0131 duymak i\u00e7in giderek ona do\u011fru yakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131 fark ediyor olsa gerek,\u00a0\u00a0\u201cRahats\u0131z ediyor muyum?\u201d diyor. Ba\u015f\u0131m\u0131 iki yana sallayarak \u201cYok \u00e7ocu\u011fum!\u201d diyorum. G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor. Ne g\u00fczel g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc… Allah g\u00fcl\u00fc\u015f\u00fc g\u00fczel olanlardan \u00e7ok\u00e7a yaratsa ke\u015fke! Ke\u015fke.<\/p>\n

\u00d6ndeki adam\u0131n inmek istedi\u011fini, aya\u011fa kalkmadan ayakucuna e\u011filip yerden bir \u015feyler almaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmas\u0131ndan anl\u0131yorum. K\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir hareketlilik ba\u015fl\u0131yor onun oldu\u011fu yerde. \u0130ki kocaman siyah po\u015feti tutama\u00e7lar\u0131ndan kavram\u0131\u015f, inmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015f\u0131yor. Oturdu\u011fu koltuktan \u00f6nce onlar\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131yor. Ard\u0131ndan kendi yalpalayarak \u00e7\u0131k\u0131yor. G\u00f6zden kayboluyor. Dolmu\u015f devam ediyor yoluna. Koku kesiliyor. Adam yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7erken a\u011f\u0131r kokunun siyah po\u015fetlerden geldi\u011fini fark ediyorum. Demek po\u015fetler sadece y\u00fck ta\u015f\u0131m\u0131yor. K\u00f6t\u00fc kokuyu oradan oraya ta\u015f\u0131yan da asl\u0131 \u00e7\u00f6p olan po\u015fetlerdi demek. Ama emindim anason kokusu onundu. Bilirim ki\u015fiye \u00f6zel.<\/p>\n

\u00c7ocuk okumaya devam ediyor. Merak ediyordum asl\u0131nda k\u0131rlang\u0131c\u0131n halini de. D\u00fcn gece yatmadan \u00f6nce \u201c\u0130kizlere toka laz\u0131m!\u201d demi\u015fti b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131z. \u201cUnutma almay\u0131! Cuma okuma bayramlar\u0131 var!\u201d Ben gidemeyece\u011fim, o gidecek. Bu saatte nerede bulaca\u011f\u0131m toka? Cezaevinin oradaki tuhafiyede vard\u0131r; a\u00e7\u0131ksa\u2026<\/p>\n

Dura\u011fa yakla\u015f\u0131nca dolmu\u015ftan iniyorum. \u0130ndi\u011fim yerden- buras\u0131 m\u00fcsaitti demek \u015fof\u00f6r burada durdu- geri y\u00fcr\u00fcmek zorunda kal\u0131yorum. D\u00fc\u011fmecinin \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131 kapal\u0131, elbette bu saatte kimse olmayacak. Yerine o kadar sabitlenmi\u015f ki so\u011fuk hava bile mide bulant\u0131m\u0131n ge\u00e7mesine yard\u0131m etmiyor. Yine de d\u00fc\u011fmecinin d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131na kadar gidiyor, elimi cama yaslay\u0131p perde yaparak i\u00e7eride biri var m\u0131 diye bakmaktan kendimi alam\u0131yorum. Kocaman akvaryumun vurdu\u011fu \u0131\u015f\u0131k ayd\u0131nlat\u0131yor d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131. Ba\u015fka \u0131\u015f\u0131k yok. D\u00fckk\u00e2nla ilgilenebilecek kimseyi g\u00f6remedim. Yandaki berberin \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 yan\u0131yor. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131nca c\u0131l\u0131z bir \u00e7\u0131ng\u0131rak geldi\u011fimi haber veriyor. Kap\u0131y\u0131 bir kad\u0131n\u0131n a\u00e7mas\u0131na \u015fa\u015f\u0131r\u0131yor berber.\u00a0Usulca soruyorum:<\/p>\n

-Kapatt\u0131 m\u0131 d\u00fc\u011fmeci?<\/em><\/p>\n

-Az \u00f6nce kapatt\u0131 abla ama evi \u00e7ok yak\u0131n, evden \u00e7a\u011f\u0131rabilirsin.<\/em><\/p>\n

Sa\u011f ve sollar\u0131 makas olan eliyle g\u00f6stererek, daire numaras\u0131na kadar vererek d\u00fc\u011fmecinin evini tarif ediyor, sa\u011f olsun. Derme \u00e7atma binalar\u0131n birinde, berberin tarif etti\u011fi apartman giri\u015finde rastgele bir zili \u00e7al\u0131yorum. Kap\u0131 otomati\u011fi zorlanarak a\u00e7\u0131yor kap\u0131y\u0131. Kim oldu\u011fumu sormamalar\u0131 i\u015fime geliyor. Asans\u00f6rs\u00fcz apartmanda d\u00f6rt kat t\u0131rmanmak zorunday\u0131m. Ses \u00e7\u0131ks\u0131n diye \u00fcrkek\u00e7e elimle kap\u0131y\u0131 t\u0131klat\u0131yorum. Kap\u0131 a\u00e7\u0131l\u0131r a\u00e7\u0131lmaz ilk g\u00f6r\u00fc\u015fmemiz olmayan k\u00f6t\u00fc koku y\u00fcz\u00fcme vuruyor. Dolmu\u015fta beni kesen koku… Bak\u0131yorum o po\u015fetlerin ayn\u0131s\u0131 kap\u0131n\u0131n giri\u015finde, bir elin izleri h\u00e2l\u00e2 \u00fczerinde, dimdik duruyor.<\/p>\n

\u201cBuyur abla!\u201d diyor d\u00fc\u011fmeci, tan\u0131\u015f\u0131yormu\u015fuz gibi. Benim b\u00fcy\u00fck k\u0131z ya\u015flar\u0131nda. So\u011fukta ya\u015famaya ayak uydurmu\u015f gibi daha \u00fcst\u00fcnden paltosunu \u00e7\u0131kartmam\u0131\u015f. \u201cToka alacakt\u0131m ben, mahsuru yoksa\u2026\u201d diyorum, mahcup. \u201cHemen geleyim abla\u201d diyor. \u00d6yle eksikleniyorum ki; a\u00e7\u0131kl\u0131yorum mazeretimi. \u201c\u0130kizlerin okuma bayram\u0131 var yar\u0131n.\u201d G\u00fcl\u00fcms\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n

Kap\u0131dan \u00e7\u0131karken siyah po\u015fetleri al\u0131yor. Koku bizimle beraber apartmandan iniyor. Sens\u00f6rl\u00fc \u0131\u015f\u0131k arada s\u00f6n\u00fcyor, karanl\u0131\u011fa d\u00fc\u015fmek \u00fcrk\u00fct\u00fcyor beni. Ke\u015fke ben arkadan inseydim. Uzun y\u00fcr\u00fcyoruz. Zamanla aram\u0131zda ba\u011f varm\u0131\u015f gibi saat de bizimle ilerliyor. Kap\u0131y\u0131 a\u00e7t\u0131ktan sonra d\u00fckk\u00e2n\u0131n \u0131\u015f\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131 yak\u0131yor. Ortal\u0131k ayd\u0131nlan\u0131nca akvaryumun \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131 otomatik olarak s\u00f6n\u00fcyor. Bal\u0131klar\u0131n \u00e7o\u011fu cama geliyor. D\u00fc\u011fme kutular\u0131n\u0131n oldu\u011fu \u00e7ekmecelerin i\u00e7inden bir tane \u00e7\u0131kart\u0131p, \u201cBunlar abla!\u201d diyor. Ben tokalara bakarken siyah po\u015fetleri kap\u0131n\u0131n giri\u015finden al\u0131p kenara koyuyor. Biraz bana do\u011fru. Ablalar\u0131 sa\u00e7lar\u0131n\u0131 topuz yapt\u0131racak ikizlerin. Ayn\u0131s\u0131ndan on tane incili firkete ay\u0131r\u0131yorum.<\/p>\n

-Bakt\u0131n m\u0131 abla?<\/em><\/p>\n

-Alay\u0131m bunlar\u0131.<\/em><\/p>\n

\u00d6demek i\u00e7in paray\u0131 uzat\u0131rken siyah b\u00fcy\u00fccek po\u015fete tak\u0131l\u0131yor g\u00f6zlerim. \u0130\u00e7inde k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck \u015feffaf naylonlarda akvaryum bal\u0131klar\u0131, ku\u015fyemleri ve d\u00fc\u011fmeler var.<\/p>\n

-Bal\u0131klara bir \u015fey olmaz m\u0131? <\/em><\/p>\n

-Yok abla. Babam yar\u0131n onlar\u0131 g\u00f6t\u00fcrecek. Mahk\u00fbmlar i\u00e7in. Asl\u0131na bakarsan yoklamada babamdan rica ediyorlar bazen. Bir kafeste, bir fanusta olsun, can yolda\u015f\u0131 istiyorlar demek. Yanl\u0131\u015f anlama, ticaret de\u011fil. <\/em><\/p>\n

Cezaevi, mahallemizin y\u0131k\u0131k d\u00f6k\u00fck binalar\u0131ndan biriydi. Ondan bahsederken hi\u00e7birimiz yabanc\u0131l\u0131k \u00e7ekmiyoruz. Benim evimin salon penceresi cezaevine bak\u0131yor. Bazen ka\u00e7\u0131yor muhabbet ku\u015flar\u0131. Dikenli tellere d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyorlar. Nereye gitsin hayvan! Mahalleli bile bu kadar sahiplenmi\u015fken hapsedilmeyi, kimi inand\u0131rs\u0131n kendine? Telefonum \u00e7al\u0131yor. \u201cAnne nerede kald\u0131n ?\u201d<\/em> diyor b\u00fcy\u00fck. \u00a0\u201c\u0130kizlerin midesi bulan\u0131yor. Sarmalar\u0131 pi\u015firirken \u00fczerine a\u011f\u0131rl\u0131k yaps\u0131n, a\u00e7\u0131lmas\u0131n diye pirin\u00e7 havaneli koymu\u015fsun. O mu buland\u0131rd\u0131 midelerini acaba?\u201d<\/em> diyor. Sonra sessizlik oluyor.\u00a0<\/em><\/strong>\u201c\u0130nanam\u0131yorum sana anne! Benim midem de ondan m\u0131 bulan\u0131yor? \u00d6\u011flen evden yemek g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm.\u201d<\/em><\/p>\n

Kald\u0131r\u0131mda y\u00fcr\u00fcrken oldu\u011fum yerde bacaklar\u0131m \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcl\u00fcyor. G\u00f6zlerim karar\u0131yor. D\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm yerde arabalar\u0131n yan\u0131mdan ge\u00e7ip uzakla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 duyuyorum. Bir de dolmu\u015ftaki o\u011flan\u0131n okuduklar\u0131n\u0131. Kelimeler kula\u011f\u0131mdan d\u00f6ne d\u00f6ne akl\u0131ma d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyor.<\/p>\n

\u201cG\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fckle soluyorum. Bo\u011faz\u0131m yan\u0131yor.\u201d<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

\u00a0[Kurtulu\u015f inmekte mi? Hay\u0131r, d\u00fc\u015fersem bilmeden d\u00fc\u015feyim.]<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

E\u015fim sa\u011f ilerimdeydi; gittik\u00e7e yabanc\u0131la\u015f\u0131yordu. Kendi kanatlar\u0131m bile. G\u00fcne\u015f bir kavak boyu kalm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 denize. \u201cBoyuna d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcyorlar.\u201d Birden karay\u0131 g\u00f6rd\u00fcm. Ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131m. Ba\u015fkalar\u0131 da ba\u011f\u0131rd\u0131. Tela\u015fla u\u00e7uyordum. Kara yakla\u015f\u0131yordu. Yakla\u015ft\u0131. Kumsala y\u00fczlercesi inmi\u015fti benden \u00f6nce, sere serpe. S\u0131rt\u0131mdaki yarat\u0131\u011f\u0131 duymuyordum art\u0131k. Kanatlar\u0131m\u0131, bacaklar\u0131m\u0131 koyverdim. <\/em><\/strong>\u00a0Aralar\u0131ndaki bir bo\u015flu\u011fa indim, t\u00f6kezledim. Do\u011fruldum, a\u011fz\u0131mdan kumlar d\u00f6k\u00fcl\u00fcyordu, bacaklar\u0131m bitkindi.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

[Duramayacak m\u0131y\u0131m? Olmaz bu, olamaz! D\u00fc\u015fmemem gerek, ayakta kalmam gerek.]*<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n

*Al\u0131nt\u0131lar Yusuf At\u0131lgan\u2019\u0131n \u201cY\u00fck\u201d adl\u0131 \u00f6yk\u00fcs\u00fcnden.<\/em><\/strong><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

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