Ak s\u00fct\u00fcyle yo\u011furt \u00e7alard\u0131 babaannem,
\nK\u0131rkyama boh\u00e7alar sarard\u0131 b\u00f6\u011fr\u00fcne,
\nDedeme az\u0131k koyard\u0131 tarlaya giderken.
\nKimseler bilmezdi i\u00e7indeki
\n\u00c7\u00f6kele\u011fin sevmek oldu\u011funu!
\nVe di\u015fleri kesmez diye
\nDemince sulanm\u0131\u015f yufkan\u0131n
\nYumu\u015fakl\u0131\u011f\u0131 vefayd\u0131, a\u011fz\u0131na kapak
\nBir yast\u0131\u011fa ba\u015f koyulmu\u015f,
\nBir cingile a\u015f olunmu\u015f k\u0131rk seneye.
\nSeverdi babaannem dedemi,
\nCingil de bilirdi ben de
\nBa\u015fka kimseler bilmesindi
\nAy\u0131pt\u0131,
\nSevda dile gelmezdi orta yerde.<\/p>\n
\u0130\u00e7ine ne konsa cingilin
\nBabaannemin k\u0131nal\u0131 parmaklar\u0131,
\nSonra beyaz t\u00fclbentte sabun kokusu
\nSeverdi babaannemi dedem.
\n\u015eehirden akide \u015fekeri al\u0131rd\u0131
\nOnbe\u015fte bi, bilmedin ayda bi k\u00f6ye gelirken
\nBir tek onu kesiyor diye di\u015fi.
\nTemiz bir ya\u011fl\u0131\u011fa sar\u0131p,
\nOymal\u0131 raf\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesinde
\nK\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck bir cingilde saklard\u0131 babaannem,
\nSeverdi babaannemi dedem.
\nBen de bilirdim cingil de
\nBa\u015fka kimseler duymas\u0131nd\u0131
\nAmand\u0131
\nAkidem denir miydi, bu ya\u015fta hem de!<\/p>\n
Benim i\u00e7im \u00fcrperirdi
\nBir \u015fey yiyip i\u00e7mezdim cingilden
\n\u00c7ocuktum,
\nHani karanl\u0131ktan korktu\u011fum vakitler,
\nVe bir de Allahtan…
\nMinderin \u00fcst\u00fcnde uyuya kald\u0131\u011f\u0131m bir ak\u015fam
\nSoban\u0131n \u00e7\u0131t\u0131rt\u0131s\u0131na uyand\u0131m
\nHac\u0131 dedem anlat\u0131yordu,
\n\u201cCingille s\u00fct g\u00f6t\u00fcrm\u00fc\u015f anam tarlaya.\u201d dedi.
\nO zaman ben yokum daha
\n\u0130smail a\u011fam bebek, hem ne bebek
\nAnamlar yedi senede yedi kurbanla bulmu\u015f.
\nNazar de\u011fince mavi\u015f g\u00f6zlerine
\nKesilmi\u015f anam\u0131n s\u00fct\u00fc.
\nO sebep cingile dolmu\u015f,
\nSar\u0131k\u0131z\u0131n sabah sa\u011fmas\u0131
\nA\u011fam bebek uyurken dut a\u011fac\u0131na
\nKurulmu\u015f be\u015fikte, kader \u00f6r\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f
\nIrgat kiliye varmadan daha a\u011flam\u0131\u015f bebe
\nAnam kad\u0131n go\u015fup gelmi\u015f,
\n\u0130\u00e7irmi\u015f s\u00fct\u00fc, yedi gurbanl\u0131 \u0130smail bebe\u011fe
\nNe bilsin eliyle a\u011f\u0131 \u00e7alm\u0131\u015f yavrusuna
\nNe bilsin y\u00fcz\u00fc so\u011fuk mendebur
\nAk\u0131tm\u0131\u015f zehrini s\u00fcte, ebediyyen s\u00fcr\u00fcnesice!
\nAma anam bilmi\u015f,
\n\u0130smailin g\u00fcl benzi mora \u00e7alan da bilmi\u015f
\nGaderine gara \u00e7al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f, a\u011farmaz bilmi\u015f
\nO g\u00fcnden sonra yedi sene g\u00fclmemi\u015f anam
\nElini s\u00fcte, cingile vurmam\u0131\u015f
\nAkl\u0131na vurmam\u0131\u015f he\u00e7 bir \u015fey
\nTaa ki ben olam, ta ki ad\u0131m \u0130smail kona
\nDedem \u201cOooyy anam!\u201d deyip i\u00e7 \u00e7ekti
\nCebinden ya\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7\u0131kar\u0131p sildi mavi\u015f g\u00f6zlerini.
\nBen severdim dedemi
\nBunu dedem de bilmezdi cingil de
\nYaramd\u0131.
\nO g\u00fcnden sonra s\u00fct\u00fc i\u00e7medim, cingili de almad\u0131m elime.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Ak s\u00fct\u00fcyle yo\u011furt \u00e7alard\u0131 babaannem, K\u0131rkyama…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":259,"featured_media":10652,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10674"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/259"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10674"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10674\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10674"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10674"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10674"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}