Hay\u00e2ller d\u00fcnyas\u0131nda d\u00fc\u015f gibi savrulurken;
\nHayat\u0131 y\u00e2r diye saracakt\u0131m neredeyse!
\nEsir d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcp zamana zehriyle kavrulurken;
\nUmut zincirini k\u0131racakt\u0131m neredeyse!<\/p>\n
Bir k\u00e2busun i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7erken yava\u015f yava\u015f;
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Kab\u0131ndan s\u0131z\u0131yorken ruhumun sarho\u015flu\u011fu,
\nKalbimin avlusundan bo\u015fa \u00e7ald\u0131m bo\u015flu\u011fu,
\nSerseri hislerimin yal\u0131nayak ko\u015ftu\u011fu;
\n\u00d6mr\u00fc tam aln\u0131ndan vuracakt\u0131m neredeyse!<\/p>\n
Iskalanm\u0131\u015f g\u00fcnlerin g\u00f6zlerinde p\u00fcr tela\u015f\u2026
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Tutarken gizli bir el vicdan\u0131 yakas\u0131ndan;
\nLin\u00e7 etti\u011fi gururu \u00e7arpt\u0131 fiyakas\u0131ndan.
\nKim ne ald\u0131 ne verdi bu i\u015fin takas\u0131ndan?
\nL\u00e2l olmasa dilim soracakt\u0131m neredeyse!<\/p>\n
R\u00fczg\u00e2r dahi f\u0131s\u0131ldar ka\u00e7\u0131\u015f yok O\u2019na ula\u015f!
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Her yerde O\u2019nun izi g\u00f6nl\u00fcm\u00fcn pe\u015findeydi.
\nHem sa\u011f\u0131mda solumda uyurken d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcmdeydi.
\nBen kimdim, O kimdi? Burada i\u015fim neydi?
\nAkl\u0131 ziyan edip k\u0131racakt\u0131m neredeyse!<\/p>\n
\u00d6m\u00fcr dedikleri \u015fey astar\u0131 y\u0131rt\u0131k kuma\u015f.
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Evvel zaman i\u00e7inde bir varm\u0131\u015ft\u0131 bir yoktu.
\nNas\u0131l \u015feydi t\u00fckenmek kahrolu\u015f neden \u00e7oktu?
\nO\u2019ndan bize \u00fcflenen ruhumuz nas\u0131l koktu?
\n\u0130draki yol etsem varacakt\u0131m neredeyse!<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn arzular f\u00e2ni duygular hepten ayya\u015f,
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f\u2026<\/p>\n
Hi\u00e7likmi\u015f t\u00fcm kitaplar\u0131n varl\u0131ktaki \u00f6zeti,
\nKaymadan y\u0131ld\u0131z gibi tutmak iyi niyeti,
\nKalbin h\u00fck\u00fcm s\u00fcrd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc mutlak galibiyeti
\nDirilseydi \u00f6l\u00fcm g\u00f6recektim neredeyse!<\/p>\n
Kartvizitler ge\u00e7ersiz, kimlik bize kara ta\u015f.
\nAnlad\u0131m ki bu d\u00fcnya ba\u015ftan sona bir sava\u015f!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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