{"id":10529,"date":"2021-01-01T00:00:01","date_gmt":"2020-12-31T22:00:01","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10529"},"modified":"2021-01-01T00:00:01","modified_gmt":"2020-12-31T22:00:01","slug":"en-son","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10529","title":{"rendered":"En Son"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130ntihar Soka\u011f\u0131,<br \/>\nKadavra Apartman\u0131,<br \/>\nVazge\u00e7mi\u015flik dairesinde<br \/>\n\u00d6m\u00fcr takvimlerine t\u00fct\u00fcn saran yaln\u0131z bir insand\u0131m.<br \/>\nMasamda hangi \u015fi\u015feler dolu kar\u0131\u015ft\u0131r\u0131yordum.<br \/>\nBaz\u0131lar\u0131 h\u00fcz\u00fcn,<br \/>\nBaz\u0131lar\u0131 \u00f6zlem,<br \/>\nUmut genelde yar\u0131m olurdu.<\/p>\n<p>Fikir masat\u0131nda keskinle\u015firken gecem<br \/>\nSevda kesikleri g\u00f6n\u00fcl sath\u0131mda,<br \/>\nSalk\u0131m sa\u00e7ak yaln\u0131zl\u0131k varken zevahirimde,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerin,<br \/>\nG\u00f6zlerin diyorum;<br \/>\n&#8220;Maviye kar\u0131\u015f\u0131r \u00e7\u0131plak ye\u015filler,<br \/>\nA\u011fa\u00e7lar soyunurken kabuklar\u0131ndan&#8230;&#8221;<br \/>\nBak\u0131\u015flar\u0131ndan tabiata betimlemeler yapan bir insand\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>Yeni katledilmi\u015f g\u00fcl cesetlerini sunuyorken sevenler birbirlerine,<br \/>\nYaln\u0131zl\u0131k duygular\u0131m\u0131 mezbahas\u0131nda istifine katard\u0131.<br \/>\nKaderin k\u00f6r i\u011fnesine denk gelen bozuk bir plak,<br \/>\nYoklu\u011funda varl\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 m\u0131r\u0131ldanan d\u00fc\u015fk\u00fcn bir insand\u0131m.<br \/>\nYani en son insand\u0131m.<\/p>\n<p>\u00c7ok yara ald\u0131m,<br \/>\nharfler ak\u0131yor \u00fczerimden.<br \/>\nNe\u015fteri t\u00f6rp\u00fcleyen asi ceset kadar etkisiz<br \/>\nSensizlikte kendimi anlatmaya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131m her \u015fey can\u0131m\u0131 yak\u0131yordu.<br \/>\nMeram\u0131m\u0131 dile getirirken hayaline,<br \/>\nSuretinden bir \u015fi\u015fe a\u00e7t\u0131m,<br \/>\nEfk\u00e2rl\u0131 zamanlar\u0131md\u0131!<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte,<br \/>\n\u0130\u015fte o vakte kadar,<br \/>\nZaman\u0131 ellerimle yakalamaya hi\u00e7 \u00e7al\u0131\u015fmam\u0131\u015ft\u0131m!<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>\u0130ntihar Soka\u011f\u0131, Kadavra Apartman\u0131, Vazge\u00e7mi\u015flik dairesinde&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":279,"featured_media":10520,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10529"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/279"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10529"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10529\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10529"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10529"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10529"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}