{"id":10503,"date":"2021-01-01T00:00:58","date_gmt":"2020-12-31T22:00:58","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10503"},"modified":"2021-01-01T00:00:58","modified_gmt":"2020-12-31T22:00:58","slug":"yok-ihtimal","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10503","title":{"rendered":"Yok \u0130htimal"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n gerisine \u00e7ekiyorum kendimi<br \/>\nHer bak\u0131\u015fta yeniden \u00f6l\u00fcyorum<br \/>\nG\u00f6r\u00fcnt\u00fcler anlam\u0131n\u0131 yitirdi<br \/>\nSonra sesler<br \/>\nG\u00f6rmek ve duymak da yitiyor<\/p>\n<p>Bir ses yank\u0131lan\u0131yor mesela<br \/>\nKulaklar\u0131n ve g\u00f6zlerin kendini sak\u0131namad\u0131\u011f\u0131<br \/>\n\u0130\u015faretlenmi\u015f zamandan kalma<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m e\u011freti, zay\u0131f, sinikken<br \/>\nBelki yoklu\u011fum yerinde, g\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc, vakur olurdu<br \/>\nSanki bir ceza varl\u0131\u011f\u0131m<br \/>\nVar k\u0131l\u0131narak cezaland\u0131r\u0131l\u0131yorum<br \/>\nK\u0131l\u0131n\u0131nca yok<br \/>\nBe\u015f vakit<br \/>\nHaftada bir<br \/>\nSenede iki kez<br \/>\nKu\u015fluk vakitlerinde<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131m\u0131n kefareti \u00f6denmi\u015f olur mu<\/p>\n<p>Varl\u0131k topukta bitmi\u015f nas\u0131rd\u0131r<br \/>\nBatar durur her bir ad\u0131mda<br \/>\nG\u00f6ze batm\u0131\u015f \u00e7\u00f6p tanesidir<br \/>\nHer k\u0131rp\u0131\u015fta bir daha<\/p>\n<p>Yokluk nedir bilmiyorum<br \/>\nHazindir belki yahut hazine<br \/>\nHi\u00e7<br \/>\nYok olmad\u0131m<br \/>\nAlt\u0131nda ezildim<br \/>\nOlanca heybetiyle<br \/>\nAma kendisi olmad\u0131m<br \/>\nBelki olurum bu k\u0131\u015f<br \/>\nYokluk olimpiyatlar\u0131na falan girerim<br \/>\nHi\u00e7 kimselerle yar\u0131\u015f\u0131r<br \/>\nHep birinci olurum<\/p>\n<p>\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Arma\u011fan\u0131m yokluk<br \/>\nVarl\u0131\u011f\u0131n zincirlerini k\u0131racak bir g\u00fc\u00e7<br \/>\nKendimi azat edecek bir cesaret<br \/>\nBir sevin\u00e7 en nihayetinde<br \/>\nBir saadet.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bak\u0131\u015flar\u0131n gerisine \u00e7ekiyorum kendimi Her bak\u0131\u015fta&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":266,"featured_media":10497,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10503"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/266"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10503"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10503\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10503"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10503"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10503"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}