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\u2026Yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc b\u0131\u00e7ak, arz ve ispinozlar\u0131n \u00f6tme zevki.<\/p>\n
Ve kavalc\u0131 ezgileri, gemici sand\u0131klar\u0131 kaos k\u00fctlesi\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u011f\u00fcn yemekleri sonra, sesler ve k\u00fcreler senfonisi, Tanr\u0131\u2019n\u0131n zihnini okuma c\u00fcreti\u2026<\/p>\n
Mekke\u2019de yaram\u0131n izzeti nefsi, y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015f Kad\u0131k\u00f6y, J\u00fcpiter\u2019in buzlu ay\u0131, mezuniyet balolar\u0131, yemi\u015f sofralar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Dil bilgisi yanl\u0131\u015flar\u0131 Fenike\u2019de. Re\u00e7elli \u00e7\u00f6rek tad\u0131, Lalfabe ilahiyat\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
M\u00fch\u00fcrleyin morg binalar\u0131n\u0131, kayal\u0131k bir yere \u00e7arpan en g\u00f6steri\u015fli dalgay\u0131, yeni Platoncular\u0131, Odeysseia\u2019y\u0131, \u015eiva\u2019y\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Sevin ya\u015fl\u0131 ve itaatsiz yazarlar\u0131, yi\u011fit y\u00fcrekli haydutlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Sevin may\u0131s \u00e7avlanlar\u0131n\u0131, sert sko\u00e7lar\u0131, uzman destekli intiharlar\u0131<\/p>\n
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\u2026A\u015f\u0131nd\u0131 yine ileri y\u0131ld\u0131z ku\u015faklar\u0131, Litosferle oynayan \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n u\u011fultular\u0131, su halatlar\u0131, bazalt kaya\u00e7lar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Kimse \u00f6nemsemedi Holmes\u2019in Lubunyas\u0131\u2019n\u0131, lezbiyen y\u0131lanbal\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131, Yunan paras\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Arabistan\u2019\u0131 g\u00f6rene kadar yard\u0131m \u015faka\u011f\u0131m\u0131. Beynimde Teb ve Menfis\u2019in fazlal\u0131klar\u0131, t\u00fcm cazibe kanunlar\u0131, g\u00f6zlem \u00e7anaklar\u0131, embriyo zarlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme art\u0131k tezah\u00fcrlerin ve mirac\u0131n lacivert ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, ifrit edebiyat\u0131n\u0131, rubai urbalar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
D\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnme Mari ve K\u00fcltepe\u2019ye teslim olan Buhtunnassar\u2019\u0131, sa\u00e7s\u0131z kafataslar\u0131n\u0131, et \u00e7ar\u015faflar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne zaman a\u00e7\u0131ld\u0131 bu Buhara kap\u0131s\u0131? Kazanc\u0131lar, ipek\u00e7iler, k\u00e2\u011f\u0131t\u00e7\u0131lar ve sakalar \u00e7ar\u015f\u0131s\u0131?<\/p>\n
Ge\u00e7itte T\u00fcrk hanlar\u0131, Pers krallar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
A\u015fera\u2019da bir cinnet an\u0131, cinayet manzaras\u0131\u2026 :Silahl\u0131 muhalifler, e\u015fraf ve te\u015frifat kurallar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Belh\u2019te Yurtta\u015f Kane\u2019nin g\u00f6k kancas\u0131, Bamyan Budalar\u0131, n\u00f6trino par\u00e7as\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026Sadece yanl\u0131\u015f olan\u0131 tercih etmeliydi mistizmin s\u00fcfli bi\u00e7imi, s\u00fcvari neferleri, kelam \u00e2limleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne kadar Luteran\u2019d\u0131 karanl\u0131k \u00e7a\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6yl\u00fcleri, Atanasyus \u00f6\u011fretisi, \u00f6dlek bilinmezcili\u011fi?<\/p>\n
Ka\u00e7 basamakt\u0131 Yakup\u2019un merdiveni\u2026 ?<\/p>\n
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\u2026 Dailerin ve insiyelerin g\u00f6m\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc en g\u00fczel yerdi denizalt\u0131 deresi, her \u015feyden ve herkesten daha fazla \u00f6l\u00fcrken Qazvin\u2019in o alt\u0131n nesli, G\u00fclistan cenneti, \u00c2rrani birlikleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Az olsak yeter miydi Aten kiliseleri, Grek safirleri, Oxus tepeleri?<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle ac\u0131mas\u0131zd\u0131 ki Nizamm\u00fclm\u00fclk\u2019\u00fcn \u00c2surileri, tiranlar\u0131, reisleri.<\/p>\n
Hepsinde ayn\u0131 Femoral Arter kesi\u011fi, ayn\u0131 g\u00f6z rengi, duvar nemi\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026Benim kar yapra\u011f\u0131m. Benim bin megatonluk a\u011fr\u0131m, az\u0131\u011f\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Benim \u015eafi kad\u0131n\u0131m!<\/p>\n
Nerede \u015fimdi paragraflar\u0131n kalbi, \u0130berya i\u00e7erikleri, cezaevi sufl\u00f6rleri?<\/p>\n
Kimin bu saray ve korku devri, zaman giyotini, sandalet ipleri?<\/p>\n
Ama\u00e7s\u0131zd\u0131 belki de Batlamyus astrolojisi, Mainomides mezhebi, daireler ve helezonlar geometrisi\u2026<\/p>\n
Bab Sincan kadar eskiydi Buhuru Meryem nekropolisi, Obi nehri, Darwin katedrali\u2026<\/p>\n
Geri verin bana \u015fimdi serin ve nasturi caddeleri, sessiz bal\u0131k kentlerini, k\u00f6rlerin krali\u00e7esini.<\/p>\n
Geri verin gazete karikat\u00fcrlerimi, nas\u0131r pedlerimi, s\u00fcnnet derimi\u2026<\/p>\n
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D\u00fczensiz yazaca\u011f\u0131m buraya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnd\u00fcklerimi. Ac\u0131lar\u0131 mutluluk olarak nitelendirenleri, Tezer\u2019in ak\u0131l hastanesini\u2026<\/p>\n
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Memetik bir evrimdi sanki Anglikan sap\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131 isterisi, D\u00fcnya\u2019n\u0131n \u015fakra eksikli\u011fi, elem g\u00fcnleri\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00c7ok yak\u0131n art\u0131k Sahular\u0131n i\u015fgali, ate\u015fin taca d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fmesi.<\/p>\n
Birle\u015fti b\u00fct\u00fcn kara tarikat \u00fcyeleri, \u015eambala rahipleri, So s\u00fclalesi\u2026<\/p>\n
Birle\u015fti Gita nahiyeleri, foyyum y\u00f6releri, \u015eetait \u00fclkeleri\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026\u015eimdi d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc Cebelitar\u0131k u\u00e7a\u011f\u0131. Deniz \u00fcst\u00fcnde Kirman yazmalar\u0131, k\u0131z\u0131la\u011fa\u00e7 buda\u011f\u0131.<\/p>\n
Asla sevmedim Belsen\u2019den kurtulanlar\u0131, bilginin \u015fimdiki zaman\u0131n\u0131, ink\u00e2r gruplar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Kan i\u00e7indeydi Medyen\u2019in korent s\u00fctunlar\u0131, Kuran okuryazarlar\u0131, gladyat\u00f6r alanlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Devrildi zaviyeleri belirleyen m\u00fcrekkep hokkalar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Suya batt\u0131 ay \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131, Macellan bulutlar\u0131, Bitnik okumalar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Kazd\u0131lar halifelere ait mezarlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
Kazd\u0131lar mabutlar\u0131n y\u00fcr\u00fcd\u00fc\u011f\u00fc yollar\u0131, \u00f6zerk kasabalar\u0131, h\u00fck\u00fcmet meydanlar\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Yata\u011f\u0131m\u0131n alt\u0131nda \u00e7\u00f6l kobralar\u0131, kavun kabuklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Unutal\u0131m m\u0131 ta\u015f bask\u0131 haritalar\u0131, kay\u0131\u015fta bilenen usturay\u0131?<\/p>\n
Unutal\u0131m m\u0131 Ni\u015fabur\u2019daki Tu\u011frul ve \u00e7a\u011fr\u0131\u2019y\u0131, \u015fecere kay\u0131tlar\u0131n\u0131, \u00e7i\u00e7ek hastalar\u0131n\u0131\u2026 ?<\/p>\n
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\u2026Korkmadan yok edelim birbirimizi. Gitar\u0131ndaki fazla teli, hendeseyi, cebiri, erken kapanan genelevleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Y\u00fczlerin hepsi \u00f6yle tesett\u00fcrl\u00fc ki, kimi g\u00f6rsem Cebre fakiri, de\u011firmen i\u015f\u00e7isi.<\/p>\n
Kime s\u0131\u011f\u0131nsam y\u00fcksek \u00f6k\u00e7eli, Kom\u00fcnyon \u00fcyesi, Mitra bilgesi.<\/p>\n
Solcu bir roman kadar \u00e7ok i\u015fkence g\u00f6rm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc a\u011fz\u0131m\u0131n hi\u00e7 \u00e7\u0131kmayan sesi, \u00d6jenik bilimin \u00f6nc\u00fcleri, radyo astrolojistleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Kitaplarda cinsel psikopatoloji, Akad realizmi, sinema Tirikleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Tuhaf m\u0131yd\u0131 insanla Haridus\u2019un \u00e7iftle\u015fmesi, beyaz t\u00fcccar evleri, sadakat \u00e7emberleri?<\/p>\n
Hangi ara ezberledin nesih harflerle yaz\u0131lan m\u00fcze isimlerini, El-Ezher vecizelerini, Hermetik s\u00f6zleri?<\/p>\n
Oysa bilmezdin sen Minos ve Trakya\u2019n\u0131n devrimlerini, g\u00fcne\u015f g\u00fcvertelerini, Sistine \u015eapelini\u2026<\/p>\n
Bilmezdin tenvinli kafiyeleri, semtsiz Bo\u011fazi\u00e7i\u2019ni; tart\u0131\u015fmay\u0131, sevi\u015fmeyi, k\u00fcs\u00fc\u015fmeyi\u2026<\/p>\n
Bitmedi mi h\u00e2l\u00e2 insanl\u0131\u011f\u0131n a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya d\u00fc\u015f\u00fc\u015f s\u00fcreci, A\u011fartan\u0131n kini, klasikleri, Sirius mitleri?<\/p>\n
Bitmedi mi mutsuzlu\u011fun mezozoik d\u00f6nemi, vapur e\u011flenceleri, bakire evlili\u011fi\u2026 ?<\/p>\n
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\u2026Ya\u015fan\u0131lan en gizli yere girdim.<\/p>\n
Sen ki benim kad\u0131nlar gezegenim, T\u00fcrkmen a\u015firetim, s\u00fck\u00fbt h\u00e2lim!<\/p>\n
Bekleme art\u0131k sayr\u0131s\u0131 ge\u00e7mi\u015f hastalar\u0131n kap\u0131s\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Bekleme Judah\u2019ta, Neokar\u2019da, Sudan\u2019da\u2026<\/p>\n
Ne mutlu annesinden hi\u00e7 do\u011fmam\u0131\u015f olanlara, tarihin i\u00e7inden ge\u00e7en Afganlara, Kazak alaylar\u0131na, Harzem ve Pamir topluluklar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
A\u015fina de\u011filim litrelere, kilolara, onslara, pintolara.<\/p>\n
Ne mutlu sana, Charon\u2019a, imaj yazarlar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Ne kadar da \u00e7irkindi ah\u015fap \u015fad\u0131rvanlar Tebriz\u2019den \u00e7\u0131k\u0131nca: Bahai\u2019de, Luristan\u2019da, Atabeyler saray\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
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Al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m art\u0131k i\u015flek hatlarla s\u00fcslenmi\u015f \u0130sfahan hanlar\u0131na, bat\u0131n\u0131n ritmiyle do\u011fuda ya\u015famaya, Gey\u015fa ve Luder\u2019in b\u00fcy\u00fck Mo\u011follar\u0131na.<\/p>\n
Al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m \u015fimdiki zamana, a\u011flamakl\u0131 mahvolu\u015flara; cav, miskal, \u015finik ve mesk\u00fbn mahaller ta\u015f\u0131yan kervanlara, nevbet borular\u0131na, hareli papyonlara\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6rt\u00fcl\u00fc m\u00fcs\u00fcn h\u00e2l\u00e2, Pekin y\u0131llar\u0131 boyunca, \u00c7ar ile Mikado aras\u0131nda?<\/p>\n
Ba\u015f ba\u015fa b\u0131rak beni r\u00fczg\u00e2r taraf\u0131ndan b\u00fck\u00fclen ormanlarla.<\/p>\n
Odamda \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fclmemi\u015f bir enigma; \u015furup, amber ve nebat dolu bir alaturka: Kitab\u00fc\u2019\u015f \u015eifa\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcm belki de \u015eiraz\u2019\u0131n rahiyas\u0131yla \u015eevval ay\u0131nda; inanmak i\u00e7in sana, cihan\u0131n yar\u0131s\u0131na, hanedan armalar\u0131na, kum \u015farab\u0131na.<\/p>\n
(Sevgilim!)<\/p>\n
\u00d6l\u00fcr\u00fcm belki de birka\u00e7 s\u00f6zc\u00fck sonra, ihtiyac\u0131m olan \u0131ss\u0131zl\u0131\u011fa kavu\u015funca\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026 A\u011f\u0131r bir \u015faryo dola\u015f\u0131yor kirpikleri kudretten s\u00fcrmeli Serafimlerin aras\u0131nda.<\/p>\n
Orada, Kefernahum\u2019un tam ortas\u0131nda\u2026<\/p>\n
Dublinli gibi bak bana. Yeni ak\u0131mlarla, Rapunzel\u2019in sa\u00e7lar\u0131 parmaklar\u0131ma dolan\u0131nca\u2026<\/p>\n
B\u0131rak bu lin\u00e7 biriktiren t\u00f6resel fark\u0131ndal\u0131\u011f\u0131, nalbantlara ve Apollon\u2019a al\u0131\u015fm\u0131\u015f duygular\u0131, Babilik derg\u00e2h\u0131n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
\u00d6yle \u0131slak ki Beyt\u00fclmakdis kayas\u0131, yol kenarlar\u0131, yaz insanlar\u0131.<\/p>\n
\u015eurada dursun Hazar\u2019\u0131n sonsuz ya\u015flara ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f mart\u0131lar\u0131, s\u00f6zl\u00fc tradisyonlar, Mendel \u015eeytan\u2019\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
A\u00e7l\u0131ktan m\u0131 bu bu\u011fdays\u0131z tarlalar\u0131n feryad\u0131?<\/p>\n
K\u00ectira\u2019da k\u0131tl\u0131k mar\u015flar\u0131, b\u00fcz\u00fclm\u00fc\u015f anne karn\u0131, fosfor f\u0131rt\u0131nas\u0131\u2026 Ve bombo\u015f so\u011fan pazarlar\u0131, t\u00fct\u00fcnc\u00fc camek\u00e2nlar\u0131, kalayc\u0131 tezg\u00e2hlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
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(Hep yar\u0131m kald\u0131m. Hi\u00e7 tam olmad\u0131m.)<\/p>\n
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Gel dur \u00f6n\u00fcmde. Kedi t\u0131rnaklar\u0131 ektim d\u00fcn gece ob\u00fcslerin vurdu\u011fu bah\u00e7elere, bereketle ilgili r\u00f6liklere, korsanlar sahiline\u2026<\/p>\n
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Hani marjinaller nerede? Hani e\u015fyalar\u0131m\u0131za bula\u015fm\u0131\u015f o asalet ve s\u00fcr\u00fcnceme\u2026 ?<\/p>\n
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Al\u0131\u015ft\u0131m i\u015fte abdest bozan g\u00fcne, k\u0131rm\u0131z\u0131 devlere, beyaz c\u00fccelere, nova \u00e7etelerine.<\/p>\n
Yetersizdi ia\u015feler, \u015famf\u0131st\u0131klar\u0131, bademler, tuzlu \u00e7ekirdekler.<\/p>\n
Yetersizdi Sanedrin\u2019in karanl\u0131\u011f\u0131ndan gelenler, r\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcn\u00fc ispat edememi\u015f mesafeli bilgelikler, yald\u0131zl\u0131 arabeskler\u2026<\/p>\n
Ah benim g\u00f6rkemli \u00fclkem, m\u00fcmin felsefem, k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck zerrem!<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn kara par\u00e7alar\u0131ndan daha g\u00fczeldin sen.<\/p>\n
B\u00fct\u00fcn o soylu vazge\u00e7i\u015flerden, Keops ve Kefren\u2019den, G\u00fcneydo\u011fu gazellerinden\u2026<\/p>\n
Daha g\u00fczeldin sen devirler sahibi nebilerden, Peru Brendisi\u2019nden, \u00f6zg\u00fcrl\u00fckten, g\u00f6r\u00fcnmeyen tesirlerden\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026Yeni ke\u015ffetmi\u015ftik sanki g\u00fcl\u00fcmsemeyi, lodoslara serinlik veren insanlar\u0131 delicesine sevmeyi, d\u00f6mimodern ta\u015fra Mesihlerini, muvakkitleri, selefileri\u2026<\/p>\n
Her daim i\u00e7imizdeydi \u015fakirtlerin \u2018onur\u2019 hik\u00e2yeleri, odalara hapsetti\u011fimiz an\u0131t b\u00f6lgeleri, M\u00fcsl\u00fcman dogmatizmi\u2026<\/p>\n
Bilimsel-Politik sofular gibi \u00f6pt\u00fck birbirimizi, dirseklerimizdeki sertli\u011fi; y\u00fczen, u\u00e7an, y\u00fcr\u00fcyen s\u00fcr\u00fcngenleri\u2026<\/p>\n
(\u00f6p\u00fc\u015fmek tekd\u00fczeydi. Levinilerin u\u00e7uk sat\u0131rlar\u0131 gibi.<\/p>\n
Naif ama tehlikeli.<\/p>\n
Obsesif ama g\u00f6steri\u015fli\u2026)<\/p>\n
\u00dczerinde kald\u0131 fanilam\u0131n lifi, b\u00fcy\u00fcc\u00fc d\u00fc\u011f\u00fcmleri, k\u0131z b\u00f6cekleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Lawrence hinli\u011fi ya da nat\u00fcrel bir zevkti sar\u0131kl\u0131 \u0130ngiliz emperyalizmi, Sami kavimleri, Delhi dirhemi\u2026<\/p>\n
En uzak yerde \u015eah Abd\u00fclazim t\u00fcrbesi, Semerkant heyetleri, sevgi spermleri\u2026<\/p>\n
Gat \u015fehri kadar temizdi y\u00fczlerimizin o buru\u015fuk ve cevahir h\u00e2li, bir t\u00fcr doluluk ya da taml\u0131k hisse\u2026 :Elektriksel kas devinimi, burgu sistemi, R-kompleksi\u2026<\/p>\n
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\u2026Her \u015feyin a\u015fa\u011f\u0131ya \u00e7ekildi\u011fi, her \u015feyin narkotikle\u015fip \u00e7\u00f6z\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bir sayfayd\u0131: \u00c7a\u011fda\u015f bir Mantra\u2019n\u0131n[1]<\/a> sensiz taraf\u0131: Sanki bir s\u0131\u011f\u0131r vebas\u0131, oturulmam\u0131\u015f bir koltu\u011fun en do\u011fa\u00e7lama an\u0131\u2026 :<\/p>\n Her \u015feyden ayr\u0131: Sat\u0131rlar\u0131n ejderli pruvalar\u0131, toprakalt\u0131, be\u015fik hat\u0131ras\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Durdu Liliputlular\u2019\u0131n nabz\u0131. Ne \u00e7ok konu\u015fuldu A\u011f\u0131t\u00e7\u0131 Rozehan\u2019\u0131n s\u0131rlar\u0131, H\u0131ristaki pasaj\u0131, Perikles Atinas\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Kaybetti Ramses asas\u0131n\u0131, kire\u00e7ta\u015flar\u0131n\u0131, \u00d6l\u00fcler Kitab\u0131\u2019n\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Pe\u015fimde Naakal muhaf\u0131zlar\u0131, Bir\u2019in o\u011fullar\u0131, Dar\u00fclislam Tanr\u0131s\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Faulcaut bulvar\u0131 buras\u0131, Aryen topra\u011f\u0131, Enzeli liman\u0131.<\/p>\n Buhran m\u0131, her t\u00fcrl\u00fc ustal\u0131\u011f\u0131n \u015fahikas\u0131, Akaid loncalar\u0131, Mesudiye surlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Hangi dine ait bu y\u0131pranm\u0131\u015f varak kenarlar\u0131, s\u00f6z tozlar\u0131, deha k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131?<\/p>\n K\u0131sayd\u0131 c\u00fcmleler, anekdotlar, doktorlar, hastabak\u0131c\u0131lar, gardiyanlar.<\/p>\n K\u0131sayd\u0131 m\u0131zrak u\u00e7lar\u0131, \u00e7ellolar\u0131n boylar\u0131, bar\u0131\u015f purolar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Ve alt\u0131n yelkenli muhte\u015fem yolcular, nitrojen oksit soluyanlar, \u00fctopya arayanlar\u2026<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n (Sevgilim!)<\/p>\n Bekleme Mu\u2019yu muskas\u0131nda ta\u015f\u0131yanlar\u0131n \u015fark\u0131nda.<\/p>\n (Bekleme Judah\u2019ta, Neokar\u2019da, Sudan\u2019da\u2026)<\/p>\n Git hadi hicretin Beserabyas\u0131\u2019na, renkli ku\u015faklara, H\u00fcristan deltas\u0131na!<\/p>\n Git seni seven Eliot\u2019a, a\u00e7\u0131k deniz kanaryalar\u0131na, b\u00fcy\u00fck hayata\u2026<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \/<\/p>\n (Break)<\/p>\n \u2026Ya\u015fad\u0131\u011f\u0131 g\u00fcn\u00fc sonsuzmu\u015f gibi alg\u0131layan kelebeklere benziyoruz.<\/p>\n Y\u00fcz trilyon h\u00fccreden, \u00e7okluktan, iki milyar y\u0131l \u00f6ncesinin mikroplar\u0131ndan olu\u015fmu\u015fuz\u2026<\/p>\n \/<\/p>\n <\/p>\n X<\/p>\n (Cut-Up)<\/p>\n <\/p>\n (\u2026Onlar kar\u015f\u0131l\u0131k vermezler. Onlar mant\u0131k aramazlar\u2026 : Her menzilde ba\u015fka bir yere varanlar, yataklar\u0131 g\u00fczelle\u015ftiren Esperanzalar, Vegalar[2]<\/a>\u2026)<\/p>\n S\u0131cak \u00fclkelerdeki \u00f6r\u00fcmcekleri \u00e7ald\u0131lar: Gane\u015f ve fillere tapanlar, Renenyal\u0131lar, Silezyal\u0131lar, sahne korkusuyla ya\u015fayanlar\u2026<\/p>\n Ele avuca s\u0131\u011fmazd\u0131 yenilmeye giden d\u00fc\u015fmanlar, rahiplerin Labrys baltalar\u0131yla dola\u015fanlar, \u015fafa\u011fa u\u00e7anlar, sahte kumrallar\u2026<\/p>\n Kurumam\u0131\u015f ki daha \u00f6ren yerlerindeki bal\u00e7\u0131klar. Dolmam\u0131\u015f manzaralardaki bo\u015fluklar, aziz ve hicivlerin sergilendi\u011fi amfi tiyatrolar, y\u00fcksek localar\u2026<\/p>\n (S\u00f6yle senin mi bu k\u00f6ks\u00fcz insanlar? Halka a\u00e7\u0131k yuvalardan d\u0131\u015flanm\u0131\u015f Van Goghlar, Balzaclar, karanl\u0131k hasarlar\u2026 ?)<\/p>\n \u0130\u00e7eriye giriyor geceleri yutan sular. Erimi\u015f \u00f6\u011fle ayd\u0131nl\u0131\u011f\u0131, lastiklerin yanaklar\u0131, l\u00fcfer pullar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Yakalasak m\u0131 Dali\u2019deki ilham\u0131? I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n d\u0131\u015f\u0131n\u0131, yar\u0131s\u0131n\u0131?<\/p>\n Kime kapal\u0131 bu a\u011f\u0131l kap\u0131lar\u0131, R\u00f6nesans avlular\u0131, Midyan diyar\u0131?<\/p>\n S\u0131k\u0131nt\u0131 gibi bir \u015feydi Zodyak ikono\u011fraflar\u0131, ku\u015fat\u0131lm\u0131\u015f ziguratlar\u0131n \u00e7alkant\u0131lar\u0131, gazino balkonlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n (Bizi en fazla ac\u0131tan onlard\u0131: Mabedini kaybetmi\u015f ruhlar\u0131n tarih kitaplar\u0131, \u0130ran kad\u0131lar\u0131, Orfe ilah\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Y\u00fcr\u00fcsem azal\u0131rd\u0131 belki de seferi ve sofistike hayatlar\u0131n da\u011f\u0131n\u0131kl\u0131\u011f\u0131, papatya lapalar\u0131, \u015fifa subaylar\u0131\u2026)<\/p>\n B\u00fcy\u00fcd\u00fc yine Kabarc\u0131k Nebulas\u0131, \u00f6l\u00fcm oru\u00e7lar\u0131, beden cezalar\u0131.<\/p>\n Mahkemelerde D\u00fcnya\u2019n\u0131n en \u00e7irkin a\u011f\u0131zlar\u0131, Orion fa\u015fizanlar\u0131, Franco kolluklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n O kadar savunmas\u0131zd\u0131 ki Sans\u2019\u0131n[3]<\/a> altm\u0131\u015falt\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fck a\u00e7l\u0131\u011f\u0131, Belfast\u2019\u0131n mezarl\u0131k \u00e7ocuklar\u0131, Cumartesi sokaklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n (Bizi en fazla ac\u0131tan onlard\u0131: Zombilerin[4]<\/a> alfa ve omegalar\u0131, elektrik voltajlar\u0131, ya\u011fmur oluklar\u0131\u2026)<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n <\/p>\n XI<\/p>\n (Cut-Up)<\/p>\n <\/p>\n \u2026Uyumsuzum ben g\u00fczel \u015feylere, \u015e\u00f6mine alevlerine, Ralp Lauren\u2019e[5]<\/a>, cetvelle \u00e7izilen \u00e7izgilere\u2026<\/p>\n S\u0131k\u0131c\u0131 bir tasvirdi belki de: Parlak d\u00fc\u011fmeler, Harranl\u0131 Sabiler, galaktik nesiller\u2026 : \u0130ki kere ikide be\u015f edenler, frenciler, kond\u00fckt\u00f6rler, Peleponez kadar b\u00fcy\u00fck g\u00fcne\u015fler\u2026<\/p>\n Hadi d\u00f6ns\u00fcn herkes kendi g\u00f6\u00e7\u00fcne, mikro meteoritlere, Musevi mistiklerine\u2026<\/p>\n Uyumsuzum ben sende derinlik kazanan her \u015feye, \u00e7arp\u0131k dileklere, kesme avizelere, \u0130spanyol gribine\u2026<\/p>\n Elbet biter gece. D\u00f6nerim elbet kendime duydu\u011fum nefrete, Kumkap\u0131 ve Ka\u015fgar \u00fclkesine\u2026<\/p>\n \u00c7oktand\u0131r u\u011framad\u0131m kaburga pi\u015firen a\u015fevlerine, anonim \u00f6rg\u00fctlere; T\u2019ye, H\u2019ye, K\u2019ya, P\u2019ye\u2026<\/p>\n S\u0131n\u0131r\u0131 yoktu akl\u0131m\u0131n. Ayazd\u0131 b\u00fct\u00fcn sar\u0131ld\u0131klar\u0131m.<\/p>\n K\u00f6pr\u00fclere kusan sarho\u015flar kadar yaln\u0131zd\u0131m. Muhte\u015fem ama tehlikeli, Sina\u2019n\u0131n zirvesi, Levitan b\u00f6lgesi\u2026<\/p>\n Seni biraz daha arzulasam fel\u00e7 olacakt\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ad\u0131m\u0131 hi\u00e7 hat\u0131rlamad\u0131m. Plak pasajlar\u0131na, Whtman\u2019a, trajik sonlara kar\u015f\u0131 korunakl\u0131yd\u0131m.<\/p>\n Korkmad\u0131m, uyumad\u0131m, soluklanmad\u0131m.<\/p>\n Ben bir Pravda[6]<\/a> ferman\u0131y\u0131m, t\u00fcvit tak\u0131ml\u0131, p\u00f6tikare kuma\u015fl\u0131, y\u00fcn kazakl\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n \u2026Sol taraftayd\u0131 Kayseriye kasabas\u0131, Essenilerin Kumran\u2019\u0131, \u0130srail tarikat\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Hasmane ve solgun zamanlard\u0131. S\u0131rt\u0131mda Sare\u2019nin k\u0131skan\u00e7l\u0131k boh\u00e7as\u0131, Sad\u0131klar plan\u0131, Tibet romanlar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Geni\u015f pa\u00e7al\u0131yd\u0131m. Giri\u015fi her tene a\u00e7\u0131k bir kap\u0131. Ya da bir zafer arabas\u0131, zeytin siyah\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n Sabreden, zulmeti terk eden biriyim ben. Samiriler\u2019den, Ress milletinden, Z\u00fchal cinsinden\u2026<\/p>\n \u00dc\u00e7 ad\u0131m \u00f6tedeydi s\u00fck\u00fbnet savanlar\u0131, Sabuncu eli havas\u0131, \u00e7oban \u00e7ad\u0131rlar\u0131.<\/p>\n Ve Ferisilerin a\u015fk\u0131, kabirlerin beyaz badanalar\u0131, Tabor da\u011f\u0131, f\u00fczyon \u00e7a\u011flayan\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n H\u00e2l\u00e2 simsiyaht\u0131 yery\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fcn yunuslar\u0131, elyaflar\u0131, pamuk ya\u011fan kavaklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n H\u00e2l\u00e2 ayn\u0131 Yehova sava\u015flar\u0131, K\u0131z\u0131llar\u0131n tevkifat\u0131, do\u011fum \u00e7apaklar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n \u2026<\/p>\n <\/p>\n I (Cut-Up) \u2026Yere d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fc b\u0131\u00e7ak,…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":162,"featured_media":8487,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10372"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/162"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10372"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10372\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10372"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10372"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10372"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}[1]<\/a> Sanskrit\u00e7e olan dini hece veya \u015fiir<\/h6>\n
[2]<\/a> Paz Vega<\/h6>\n
[3]<\/a> Bobby Sands, \u0130rlanda Kurtulu\u015f Ordusu \u00f6nderlerinden. Cezaevindeyken alm\u0131\u015f alt\u0131 g\u00fcnl\u00fck bir \u00f6l\u00fcm orucu sonucunda hayat\u0131n\u0131 kaybetmi\u015ftir.<\/h6>\n
[4]<\/a> Cranberries m\u00fczik grubunun Zombie isimli \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131nda \u0130ngiliz i\u015fgalci askerlerine verdikleri isimdir: Zombi.<\/h6>\n
[5]<\/a> Pahal\u0131 bir Frans\u0131z parf\u00fcm\u00fc<\/h6>\n
[6]<\/a> Sovyet Soyalist Cumhuriyetler Birli\u011fi, Kom\u00fcnist Partisi resmi gazetesi.<\/h6>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"