{"id":10349,"date":"2020-10-08T00:13:32","date_gmt":"2020-10-07T21:13:32","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10349"},"modified":"2020-10-08T00:13:32","modified_gmt":"2020-10-07T21:13:32","slug":"gece-ve-olum","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10349","title":{"rendered":"Gece ve \u00d6l\u00fcm"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211;..\/&#8211;..\/&#8211;..\/&#8211;<\/p>\n<p>Korkun\u00e7 eli ensemde, az\u00e2metli sesiyle<br \/>\nBekler \u00f6l\u00fcm ard\u0131mda can almak hevesiyle<br \/>\nHer \u00e2demi m\u00e2hirce avutmakta bu d\u00fcny\u00e2<br \/>\nHerkes yakalanmakta t\u00fckenmi\u015f nefesiyle<\/p>\n<p>Bir korku s\u0131zarken gecenin pen\u00e7elerinden<br \/>\n\u00d6fkeyle \u00e7eki\u015ftirmede y\u0131rt\u0131k t\u00fcl\u00fc r\u00fczgar<br \/>\nDuydum ac\u0131n\u0131n \u00e2h\u0131n\u0131, \u00fcrkek ve derinden<br \/>\n\u0130nler cam\u0131n ard\u0131ndaki yorgun kuru dallar<br \/>\nBir korku s\u0131zarken gecenin pen\u00e7elerinden<br \/>\nArt\u0131k y\u00fcr\u00fcsem me\u00e7hule serke\u015f ve tutars\u0131z<br \/>\n\u00d6lmek&#8230; I\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmektir umars\u0131z&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>S\u00e2kince bu beyh\u00fbde r\u00fcy\u00e2dan akacaksan<br \/>\nB\u00e2zen koyu zulmet,ya da h\u00fcsran dolu bir \u00e2n<br \/>\nZ\u00e2ten bug\u00fcn\u00fcn fark\u0131 da yok bir di\u011ferinden<br \/>\n\u00d6lmek gecenin karde\u015fidir rengine baksan<\/p>\n<p>\u00d6mr\u00fcm dikilir kar\u015f\u0131ma, benden bedel ister<br \/>\nHissem tamam olmu\u015f mu nih\u00e2yet bu kaderden<br \/>\nEy akl\u0131m! Elimden tut ,\u00f6n\u00fcmden yolu g\u00f6ster<br \/>\nHoyrat eli hadsiz, yakalar nabz\u0131m\u0131 birden<br \/>\n\u00d6mr\u00fcm dikilir kar\u015f\u0131ma, benden bedel ister<br \/>\nGitmek, &#8220;hadi&#8221; denmi\u015f gibi ko\u015fmakt\u0131 apans\u0131z<br \/>\n\u00d6lmek&#8230; \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmektir umars\u0131z&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Do\u011fmak \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn mu\u015ftusudur her seferinde<br \/>\nT\u00fcm v\u00e2r\u0131n\u0131 koysan kara toprak ederinde<br \/>\nAnlam da yitirmi\u015f ki bug\u00fcn anlam\u0131 t\u00fcmden<br \/>\nHi\u00e7mi\u015f hayat u\u011frunda yenilgin, zaferin de<\/p>\n<p>\u0130lk ismimi kald\u0131rd\u0131lar,art\u0131k &#8220;\u00f6l\u00fc&#8221; dendi<br \/>\nBakt\u0131m ki tamamland\u0131 bu d\u00fcny\u00e2 denen uykum<br \/>\n\u00dcrk\u00fctt\u00fc karanl\u0131k ve hik\u00e2yem de silindi<br \/>\nK\u00e2buslu r\u00fcy\u00e2lar da biter, kalmad\u0131 ku\u015fkum<br \/>\n\u0130lk ismimi kald\u0131rd\u0131lar,art\u0131k &#8220;\u00f6l\u00fc&#8221; dendi<br \/>\nTiktaklar\u0131 susmu\u015f saat ems\u00e2li duyars\u0131z<br \/>\n\u00d6lmek&#8230; \u0131\u015f\u0131\u011f\u0131n ard\u0131na d\u00fc\u015fmektir umars\u0131z&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Bir f\u0131rsat\u0131m olsayd\u0131 ve son kez duyabilsem<br \/>\nSeslense ci\u011ferp\u00e2rem ; &#8220;Ah annem, can\u0131m annem&#8221;<br \/>\nBir g\u00fcn daha ba\u015flard\u0131 ba\u015f\u0131m secde yerinde<br \/>\nDalsam ebed\u00ee nehre ve y\u0131ld\u0131z sayabilsem&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>&#8211;..\/&#8211;..\/&#8211;..\/&#8211; Korkun\u00e7 eli ensemde, az\u00e2metli sesiyle&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":270,"featured_media":9495,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10349"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/270"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10349"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10349\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10349"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10349"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10349"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}