{"id":10318,"date":"2020-10-01T03:30:10","date_gmt":"2020-10-01T00:30:10","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10318"},"modified":"2020-10-01T03:30:10","modified_gmt":"2020-10-01T00:30:10","slug":"matine-aralari","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10318","title":{"rendered":"Matine Aralar\u0131"},"content":{"rendered":"<p style=\"text-align: right;\">Bir hissiyat\u0131n rengidir,<br \/>\nac\u0131n\u0131n demi kadar koyu ve hafif\u00e7e yudumlanan.<br \/>\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnce,<br \/>\nsahiptir iki avuca al\u0131nm\u0131\u015f \u00e7ene kemiklerine,<br \/>\nmanzaras\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde pencere kenarlar\u0131nda a\u015f\u0131nan iki \u00e7ift dirse\u011fe<br \/>\nve hep sonradan ba\u015fa yeti\u015fmeye \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 akla.<br \/>\nGecedir elbet<br \/>\nlisan\u0131 olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131 halde her iki duda\u011f\u0131 titreten.<br \/>\nVe evrensel bir yoldur dua,<br \/>\nyoldan \u00e7\u0131kana da yolu kaybedene de vakitsiz yola \u00e7\u0131kmak zorunda kalana da.<br \/>\nOlgu olur zaman de\u011ferlenince,<br \/>\nbekleyince hitap, ge\u00e7meyince bitap b\u0131rakan\u0131n ad\u0131d\u0131r vakit.<br \/>\nYa\u015famak ise<br \/>\nhep var olacakt\u0131r, hayatta kalmakt\u0131r zorunluluk i\u00e7inde yeniden do\u011funca her defas\u0131nda.<br \/>\nYok olmak,<br \/>\nkendisi kadar bir varl\u0131kt\u0131r tezatl\u0131\u011f\u0131nca.<br \/>\nEn zor sorunun cevab\u0131d\u0131r anla\u015fmak,<br \/>\ns\u00f6ylemek yerine anlatmaya sar\u0131l\u0131nca.<br \/>\nNefretin bir su\u00e7 yan\u0131lg\u0131s\u0131ndan \u00e7\u0131kt\u0131\u011f\u0131 halidir<br \/>\ng\u00fc\u00e7l\u00fc kalman\u0131n vermedi\u011fi ihtiya\u00e7 duygusu.<br \/>\nVe vazge\u00e7mek sadece,<br \/>\nk\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck hayallerin g\u00f6vdesine kaz\u0131lan a\u011fac\u0131n b\u00fct\u00fcn meyvelerini g\u00fcze b\u0131rakmakt\u0131r.<br \/>\nGiden ise,<br \/>\nNihayette zamans\u0131zl\u0131k s\u0131fatlan\u0131r beklemekle sab\u0131r kesilince ta\u015ftan.<br \/>\nKader demektir s\u0131\u011f\u0131nmak,<br \/>\ninan\u00e7 olmadan ka\u00e7anlara s\u0131\u011f\u0131nak, umutlar\u0131 olanlara sa\u011fanak olan.<br \/>\nNefes,<br \/>\nderinle\u015fince manaya u\u011frar sebebi.<br \/>\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc yazmakt\u0131r,<br \/>\nhep olan hissin hi\u00e7 olmayan matine aralar\u0131nda soluklanmak.<\/p>\n<p style=\"text-align: right;\">\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Bir hissiyat\u0131n rengidir, ac\u0131n\u0131n demi kadar&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":78,"featured_media":10319,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10318"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/78"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10318"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10318\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10318"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10318"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10318"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}