{"id":10300,"date":"2020-10-01T02:37:21","date_gmt":"2020-09-30T23:37:21","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10300"},"modified":"2020-10-01T02:37:21","modified_gmt":"2020-09-30T23:37:21","slug":"deliris-2","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/?p=10300","title":{"rendered":"Deliri\u015f"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>.. _ _ \/ .. _ _ \/ .. _ _ \/.. _<\/p>\n<p>Bilirim, rahmine d\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcm \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn, kunda\u011f\u0131 z\u00fbl,<br \/>\nBilirim, emzi\u011fe k\u00fcsm\u00fc\u015f tabutum, annesizim.<br \/>\n\u00c7ar\u0131\u011f\u0131m bilmez ib\u00e2det, aya\u011f\u0131m alsa gus\u00fcl,<br \/>\nKi tav\u00e2f\u0131m haz\u0131r \u00e2m\u00e2 nicedir K\u00e2besizim.<\/p>\n<p>Avucumdan y\u00fcz\u00fc akm\u0131\u015f seherin yast\u0131\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nDa\u011f\u0131l\u0131p \u00e2min ararken i\u00e7imin t\u00f6vbeleri,<br \/>\nNe niy\u00e2z\u0131m s\u00fck\u00fbt olur ne du\u00e2m \u00e7\u0131\u011fl\u0131\u011f\u0131na,<br \/>\nDile\u011fim putlar\u0131 ta\u015flar, \u00e7aputum t\u00fcrbeleri.<\/p>\n<p>Sa\u011f\u0131yor akl\u0131m\u0131 c\u00fczden otuz \u00fc\u00e7 kanl\u0131 \u00e7era\u011f,<br \/>\n\u00c7i\u011fniyor g\u00f6lgemi dinsiz deliri\u015f korkular\u0131.<br \/>\nYolcular r\u00fbhu v\u00fccuttan, kapan\u0131r tendeki \u00e7a\u011f,<br \/>\nNe hicazlar beni s\u00f6yler ne de ben \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n<p>Oysa Hallac kalabilmek \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fcn ertesine,<br \/>\nB\u0131\u00e7a\u011f\u0131n \u015f\u00e2n\u0131 de\u011fildir, derinin \u015f\u00f6hretidir.<br \/>\nSaklam\u0131\u015flar nice \u015f\u00eef\u00e2 ac\u0131n\u0131n perdesine,<br \/>\nSize k\u00e2firdir erenler bana gam hazretidir.<\/p>\n<p>\u0130\u015fte ey Hakk t\u00fct\u00fcn\u00fcm d\u00fc\u015f, ci\u011ferim toplu mezar,<br \/>\nSanki k\u00fcll\u00fck yeni do\u011fmu\u015f, duda\u011f\u0131m kanl\u0131 be\u015fik.<br \/>\nBavulum var jilet olmu\u015f, bile\u011fimden yol akar,<br \/>\nSanki ko\u015fmakta hafiften bu \u015fehir, a\u015fk ile \u015firk\u2026<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>.. _ _ \/ .. _&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":268,"featured_media":10301,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[53,64],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10300"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/268"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10300"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10300\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10300"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10300"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10300"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}