Gece, salyangoz gibi s\u00fcr\u00fcn\u00fcyor zamanda
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnceler \u015fehrinde kaybolurken ba\u015f a\u011fr\u0131m
\nBurnumu zehirliyor isli sisler bir anda
\nBir yanda \u015fark\u0131lar\u0131m \u00f6b\u00fcr yanda efk\u00e2r\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Eski bir manzaray\u0131 izlemek korkutucu
\nBen ve sokaklar bug\u00fcn; iki sonsuz deliyiz
\nGeri d\u00f6n\u00fc\u015fs\u00fcz saat, saatte zehrin ucu
\nBir sigara kav\u0131ndan \u00f6l\u00fcm\u00fc i\u00e7meliyiz.<\/p>\n
Kahkahalar geliyor kar\u015f\u0131daki bah\u00e7eden
\nKulak kesilin kulak, siz de duyacaks\u0131n\u0131z
\n\u00c7al\u0131l\u0131klarla r\u00fczg\u00e2r dans ediyor inceden
\nDuvarlar \u00e7\u0131r\u0131l\u00e7\u0131plak, karanl\u0131k yapayaln\u0131z…<\/p>\n
Korkuyorum; zemine \u00e7ivilendi evrenim
\nAz\u0131 di\u015flerim bile zang\u0131r zang\u0131r vurmada
\nTerden ve rutubetten k\u0131r\u0131l\u0131rken bedenim
\nPencerenin alt\u0131nda; bir g\u00f6lge, bir elveda.<\/p>\n
Yitik bir a\u015fk d\u00f6n\u00fcyor soka\u011f\u0131n k\u00f6\u015fesini
\nBir \u00fcrperti akmakta s\u0131rt\u0131mdan azar azar
\nK\u00f6pek ulumalar\u0131 y\u00fckseltiyor sesini
\nGaliba vakit geldi; kap\u0131da birisi var…<\/p>\n
Camdan, damlalar\u0131 say\u0131yorum \u00e7ocuk\u00e7a
\nYerdeki tahtalar\u0131, tavandaki izleri
\nBir yan\u0131m d\u0131\u015far\u0131ya \u00e7\u0131kmaya koyulduk\u00e7a
\nBir yan\u0131m kilitliyor s\u0131\u011fd\u0131\u011f\u0131m dehlizleri.<\/p>\n
Kurumu\u015f dudaklar\u0131m dilime yap\u0131\u015f\u0131yor
\nKalbimse bo\u011faz\u0131mdan birazc\u0131k kan almada
\nAns\u0131z\u0131n tuvaletin lambalar\u0131 \u0131\u015f\u0131yor
\nKar\u015f\u0131mda bir eski a\u015fk, bir g\u00f6lge, bir elveda…<\/p>\n
Jules Deelder<\/p>\n
GEDICHT TIJDENS HET WACHTEN<\/p>\n
Je zit verzonken in gedachten
\nDe tijd kruipt trager dan een slak
\nIn de verte knalt een uitlaat
\nDoor de muren dringt gezang<\/p>\n
De klok is niet vooruit te branden
\nJe zoekt vergeefs een sigaret
\nJe leest een ouwe Panorama
\nEr zijn twee walvissen gered<\/p>\n
Je hoort de leidingbuizen suizen
\nUit de tuinen schalt gelach
\nSchemer duistert tussen struiken
\nGeritsel achter het behang<\/p>\n
Je denkt aan een verloren liefde
\nEr loopt een rilling langs je rug
\nOp straat begint een hond te blaffen
\nIemand morrelt aan de deur<\/p>\n
Je wacht als aan de grond genageld
\nJe klemt je kiezen op elkaar
\nHet klamme zweet staat in je handen
\nJe staart verwezen uit het raam<\/p>\n
Je telt de druppels op de ruiten
\nJe telt de planken van de vloer
\nJe wil ontzettend graag naar buiten
\nDe muren komen op je toe<\/p>\n
Je tong likt langs je droge lippen
\nJe hart klopt achterin je keel
\nJe moet ineens verschrikkelijk zijken
\nEr is geen licht op de wc<\/p>\n
Jules Deelder<\/p>\n
Jules Anton Deelder: Hollandal\u0131 yazar, \u015fair ve m\u00fczisyen. 1944\u2019te Rotterdam-Hollanda\u2019da do\u011fmu\u015f, 2019\u2019da ayn\u0131 yerde \u00f6lm\u00fc\u015ft\u00fcr. Hayat\u0131 boyunca otuzun \u00fczerinde \u015fiir ve d\u00fczyaz\u0131 kitab\u0131na ve yine otuzdan fazla \u015fark\u0131ya imzas\u0131n\u0131 atm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r. Silver CJP prize, 1986; Anna Blaman prize, 1988; Johnny van Doorn prize, 1999 \u00f6d\u00fcllerini alm\u0131\u015ft\u0131r.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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