Asl\u0131nda ben bu duygular\u0131 kaybetmeden hemen
\nHemen hemen
\nSana yazmal\u0131y\u0131m
\nVe hen\u00fcz vurmam\u0131\u015fken akl\u0131na akl\u0131m
\nDemelisin ki dil yarat\u0131r g\u00fcnah\u0131
\nHisler de\u011fil
\nSusmal\u0131s\u0131n sonra da sonsuza
\nKi sen b\u00f6yle susarsan ben ancak rahatlar\u0131m
\nTutar bir \u00e7ocu\u011fun elinden bir yerlerden
\nBa\u015fka bir yerlere giden insanlar\u0131n
\nKalanlara eziyet oldu\u011funu anlat\u0131r\u0131m.
\n\u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc ya\u015famak budur
\nBiraz gibidir biraz bendir
\nZaten ben sadece bunun fark\u0131nday\u0131m<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya s\u0131r \u00fczerinde d\u00f6nmez biliyorum
\nBiliyorum gece bile kapatmaz g\u00f6zlerini sonlunun girdab\u0131na
\nD\u00fc\u015f\u00fcnsene hem \u015fiir diye bilseydim ac\u0131n\u0131
\nHi\u00e7 \u00fcz\u00fcl\u00fcr m\u00fcyd\u00fcm araya araya
\n\u0130nsan dedi\u011fin \u00f6l\u00fcyor nihayet
\nBenimse nereye gidece\u011fim belli de\u011fil
\nHayat y\u0131k\u0131lmamay\u0131 \u00f6\u011frenene kadar \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n \u00fcst\u00fcne
\nTutup da en olmayacak \u015feylere tapmak
\nM\u00fcmk\u00fcn de\u011fil<\/p>\n
Bakma bana
\nSakla gizini
\nHer \u015fey k\u00f6t\u00fcyken r\u00fcya g\u00f6remem
\nSonra sen \u00f6persin beni
\nSak\u0131n
\nBir daha dirilemem<\/p>\n
Sana yazmal\u0131yd\u0131m
\nYa da ne gerek var hi\u00e7 yazmamal\u0131y\u0131m
\nEnsemde koca bir \u00fcrperti gibi
\nD\u00f6nd\u00fc\u011f\u00fcm her k\u00f6\u015fede \u00e7ekilmi\u015f g\u00f6zlerini bulacakm\u0131\u015f\u0131m gibi belki
\nEmin olunmas\u0131 gereken \u015feyler var
\nKabul edilmesi gereken \u015feyler
\n\u0130yili\u011fi \u00fczmemeli kimse
\nHer uzand\u0131\u011f\u0131mda tutabilmeliyim babam\u0131
\nMasumiyet imrenilesi olmal\u0131 ve
\nA\u011fz\u0131ndaki a\u011fr\u0131l\u0131 dili yok ederken diktalar
\nKimse Ankara\u2019ya ak\u015fam be\u015fte yakalanmamal\u0131<\/p>\n
Kaybolmakla yok olmak aras\u0131nda da\u011f\u0131lan \u00e7eli\u015fki
\n\u00c7ok g\u00fczelsin
\nAma ben kalamam
\nAma ben b\u00f6yleyim
\nGideyim…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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