Uyand\u0131k bir geceye, \u015fair yok.
\nAc\u0131 \u00e7eken kalemi g\u00fcl\u00fcyor kendi kendine,
\nKa\u011f\u0131tlar mutluluktan dans edip u\u00e7u\u015fuyor etrafa.
\nAh’lar ne zamand\u0131r kilitli d\u00f6rt duvarda.
\n“\u00c7ok konu\u015fanlar” sokakta g\u00fcne\u015fi \u0131s\u0131t\u0131yor teninde. A\u011fac\u0131n dallar\u0131 yetmiyor art\u0131k ku\u015flara.
\nKafesler k\u00fc\u00e7\u00fck, bo\u015f ve kilitli.<\/p>\n
Sokaklar dilenci diliyor yaln\u0131zl\u0131\u011f\u0131na. <\/p>\n
\u0130nsan evlad\u0131 art\u0131k mahl\u00fbkat\u0131 ba\u011fr\u0131na bas\u0131p koruyor, kolluyor \u00f6lmekte olan\u0131.
\nNefsi mahluk, peygamberler ordusundan dua diliyor. \u0130srafil’in nefesini hissediyor, Azrail\u2019i an\u0131yor.
\nZihninde iyi yolculuklar ediyor.
\nZaman t\u00fcketmiyor, israf yapm\u0131yor
\nAz konu\u015fuyor, \u00f6z s\u00f6yl\u00fcyor ve \u00e7ocuklar gibi g\u00fcl\u00fcyor. <\/p>\n
\u0130nsan, \u00e7ok seviyor insan karde\u015flerini. <\/p>\n
Mezarlar, \u015fiddetten do\u011fan kad\u0131n \u00f6l\u00fcmlerini kabul etmiyor.
\nSava\u015fmak yasak,
\nSevmek ise \u00f6zg\u00fcrce…
\nA\u011flayan yok.
\nGidenler kap\u0131 zilini \u00e7al\u0131yor \u015fimdi.
\nAnalar, beyaz t\u00fclbende an\u0131lar s\u0131\u011fd\u0131r\u0131p, inan\u00e7l\u0131 tohumlar ekip duruyor
\nve
\n\u0130yi ki ya\u015fad\u0131m bu hayat\u0131, diyor. <\/p>\n
U\u00e7urtmalar u\u00e7uyor, bulutlara tak\u0131lsa da a\u011flam\u0131yor \u00e7ocuklar arkalar\u0131ndan.
\nZaten sevmezdim \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n kendi oyuncak d\u00fckkan\u0131n\u0131n \u00f6n\u00fcnde a\u011flamas\u0131n\u0131. <\/p>\n
Buraya kadar yerli yerinde mutluluklar.
\nNe tuhaf s\u00f6ylediklerim…
\nBir r\u00fcyadan uyand\u0131m ger\u00e7eklere.<\/p>\n
D\u00fcnya, \u00e7ocuklar\u0131n oyunca\u011f\u0131n\u0131 \u00e7ald\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 bildi\u011fim g\u00fcnden beri,
\nYani akl\u0131m d\u00fcnyaya erdi\u011finden beri i\u015fler sapa sard\u0131 ve olanlar\u0131 anlamak i\u00e7imi kemiriyor olduk olmad\u0131k zamanlarda.
\nVe kalemin m\u00fcrekkebi zehirli s\u00f6zc\u00fckler kusar gibi yaz\u0131yor ger\u00e7ekleri.
\nG\u00fclen yok,
\nA\u011flayan \u00e7ok.
\n\u015eairin dedi\u011fi gibi;
\nNe \u00e7ok ac\u0131 var yery\u00fcz\u00fcnde…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
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