\u201cDerdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n!\u201d Bu c\u00fcmleyi herkes cebine koysun. Bu c\u00fcmle cebindeyken bir evin i\u00e7inde d\u00f6n\u00fcp dola\u015fs\u0131n. Kendi kendine s\u00f6ylensin: \u201cDerdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n!\u201d \u201cYahu dertsiz insan m\u0131 var?\u201d \u201cYok.\u201d \u201cNiye dola\u015fal\u0131m deli gibi, derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n
Bu \u00f6yle anlat\u0131labilir maddi dertlerden de\u011fil. \u0130lac\u0131n\u0131 eczanede bulamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir derdi olmal\u0131. Yemekten ve i\u00e7mekten \u00f6tede bir dert bu\u2026 T\u00fcm g\u00f6revlerini yerine getirmi\u015f bir \u201cDervi\u015f\u201d olur mu? Olsayd\u0131 onun ad\u0131na \u201cDervi\u015f\u201d der miydik? Tam buradan yakalayal\u0131m. Dervi\u015f gibi dertlenmeli insan. Kutsal bildi\u011fine, kutsal bildiklerine dertlenmeli. Ama bilmeli. Bilgi kadar k\u0131ymetli hi\u00e7bir \u015feyin olmad\u0131\u011f\u0131n\u0131 iyi bilmeli. Yani bilmeyi de bilmeli. Derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n; kimseye anlatamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 ama anlatmaya \u00e7abalad\u0131\u011f\u0131\u2026<\/p>\n
Anlatamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n
Devir, dert devri\u2026 Bunu anlamamakta \u0131srar ediyor insanlar. \u201cGelecek ay\u0131n faturas\u0131n\u0131 nas\u0131l yat\u0131raca\u011f\u0131m?\u201d gibi bir dert de\u011fil; gelece\u011fi kurgularken hangi role b\u00fcr\u00fcnece\u011fim derdi. B\u00fcy\u00fck resme odaklanmal\u0131. Odaklanamad\u0131\u011f\u0131 her resim i\u00e7in kahretmeli kendini. Okuya okuya \u201cM\u00fcs\u00e2deme-yi efk\u00e2ra\u201d d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcne \u201cbarika-y\u0131 hakikata\u201d ula\u015fmal\u0131. Zor de\u011fil. Ya da zor\u2026 Zorsa bile, \u201cZor olan g\u00fczeldir.<\/em>\u201d diyebilmeli. Hatalar\u0131yla y\u00fczle\u015febilmeli. Hatalar\u0131n toplam\u0131n\u0131n \u201c\u0130nsana\u201d e\u015fit oldu\u011funu kavrayabilmeli. \u0130nsan\u0131n \u201cE\u015fref-i mahl\u00fbkat\u201d boyutunu ta i\u00e7inden hissedebilmeli. Derdi olmal\u0131; insana\/insanl\u0131\u011fa dair\u2026 Tefekk\u00fcr ve tevekk\u00fcl\u00fc harmanlay\u0131p tebess\u00fcm\u00fc bulmal\u0131. Tebess\u00fcm\u00fc sevimli olmal\u0131. Tecr\u00fcbeleri a\u00e7\u0131\u011fa vuran bir tebess\u00fcmle bakmal\u0131 etraf\u0131na. Derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n, tecr\u00fcbelerine dair. En g\u00fczeli, \u201cYa\u015fad\u0131m, gene olsa gene ya\u015far\u0131m!\u201d diyebilmek. Her zaman diyemeyiz. Olsun, insan zaten pi\u015fmanl\u0131klar\u0131n\u0131n \u00e7ocu\u011fudur. Ge\u00e7mi\u015f ge\u00e7ti, gelece\u011fe d\u00f6n\u00fcp y\u00fcz\u00fcn\u00fc, derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n.<\/p>\n Gene anlatamad\u0131m.<\/p>\n \u015eiirce s\u00f6yle\u015fmenin, selam verip alman\u0131n, muhabbete gark olman\u0131n, fikir m\u00fcnaka\u015fas\u0131 etmenin yok olmaya y\u00fcz tuttu\u011fu veya s\u0131\u011fla\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131 bir d\u00f6nemde insan kendine dert aramamal\u0131. \u015eiirce s\u00f6yle\u015fmeli\u2026 Eski ama eskimeyen m\u0131sralar\u0131 misafir etmeli bulundu\u011fu ortamlara. Selam\u0131n\u0131 verirken de al\u0131rken de tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn\u00fc eksik etmemeli. T\u00fcm cihazlar\u0131n kapat\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 sanal\u0131n-kanal\u0131n yok say\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131 mek\u00e2nlarda \u201cdost\u00e7a\u201d muhabbetler edebilmeli; ge\u00e7mi\u015ften ama en \u00e7ok gelecekten\u2026 \u00c7\u00fcnk\u00fc biz en \u00e7ok gelece\u011fi \u00f6zl\u00fcyoruz fark etmeden. Ve fikir! Nice nesilleri dara\u011fac\u0131na g\u00f6t\u00fcren o fikir! Anlam\u0131n\u0131 herkeste farkl\u0131 g\u00f6steren ama k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m k\u0131v\u0131lc\u0131m b\u00fcy\u00fcyen o fikir! \u0130nsanl\u0131k tarihince pi\u015fen, her insan\u0131 yeniden pi\u015firen o fikir! O fikir i\u00e7in dertlenmeli insan!<\/p>\n \u0130\u015fte insan, ge\u00e7mi\u015fte bulduklar\u0131n\u0131, mukaddesat\u0131n\u0131, en milli hususlar\u0131 gelece\u011fe ta\u015f\u0131maya \u00e7al\u0131\u015ft\u0131\u011f\u0131nda bir \u00e7ilehaneye girmi\u015f demektir. \u201cMilli ve manev\u00ee\u201d olan\u0131n y\u00fczeyselle\u015fti\u011fi bir d\u00f6nemde ayr\u0131nt\u0131ya girdik\u00e7e bo\u011fulacak, bo\u011fulduk\u00e7a dertlenecek, \u201ch\u00e2l-i p\u00fcr mel\u00e2lin\u201d g\u00f6zya\u015f\u0131n\u0131 d\u00f6kecektir. Olsun, derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n dememi\u015f miydik? Arayana dert \u00e7ok! Ustan\u0131n \u00e7\u0131rak yeti\u015ftirdi\u011fi \u00e7a\u011flar b\u0131rakt\u0131k mesela ard\u0131m\u0131zda. Bug\u00fcn\u00fcn ustalar\u0131 o kadar zirvede ki (!) a\u015fa\u011f\u0131daki \u00e7\u0131raklar\u0131 se\u00e7emiyorlar. Bunu dert edinmeli insan. Fikir u\u011fruna serden ge\u00e7enler hat\u0131rlanacak sonra. Fikrin \u00e7\u00f6p\u00e7\u00fcler taraf\u0131nda s\u00fcp\u00fcr\u00fcld\u00fc\u011f\u00fc bug\u00fcnlerde, bir yol-yordam d\u00fc\u015f\u00fcn\u00fclecek. Olmaz, olamaz denilecek; dert edilecek bu konu. K\u0131y\u0131da k\u00f6\u015fede fikri de ustal\u0131k f\u0131trat\u0131n\u0131 \u201cnamus\u201d edinenler bulunacak. Bulunamazsa gerekirse a\u011flanacak! \u201cNeden a\u011fl\u0131yorsun?\u201d diye sorana \u201cG\u00f6z\u00fcme devir ka\u00e7t\u0131.\u201d denilecek. Ve evet, en \u00e7ok sanat kald\u0131r\u0131lacak aya\u011fa! Anla\u015f\u0131lmama u\u011fruna Divan \u015fiirleri ezberlenecek. Karacao\u011flan Nedim\u2019de; Arif Nihat Asya, Fuz\u00fbl\u00ee\u2019de aran\u0131p bulunacak. \u015eiirleri anlamayan \u00fcst\u00fcne dalga ge\u00e7enlere tebess\u00fcm edilecek. Tebess\u00fcm, insan\u0131n en kaliteli eylemidir, bilinecek. Tebess\u00fcm \u015fiirin son ve kutsal imgesidir, fark\u0131na var\u0131lacak.<\/p>\n Yakla\u015f\u0131yorum anlatmaya.<\/p>\n Neyin papa\u011fanl\u0131\u011f\u0131na soyunuyoruz ba\u015ftan beri? Derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n. Bir toplumu aya\u011fa kald\u0131racak kadar g\u00fc\u00e7 hissedecek kendinde. Y\u0131lmayacak. Y\u0131k\u0131ld\u0131\u011f\u0131nda \u201cBu da ge\u00e7er ya H\u00fb!<\/em>\u201d diyecek. Geriye d\u00f6n\u00fcp hepsi y\u0131k\u0131lm\u0131\u015ft\u0131, durdular m\u0131 diye sorgulayacak. Ge\u00e7mi\u015fin izlerini, gelece\u011fe y\u00fcr\u00fcrken ruhunda \u201cdirene direne\u201d hissedecek. Direncin ve tebess\u00fcm\u00fcn toplam\u0131ndan dert \u00e7\u0131kacak ortaya. Derdi olacak insan\u0131n. \u201cHayat bir oyun de\u011fil!\u201d s\u00f6ylemini hakl\u0131 bulurken hayat\u0131 bir oyun gibi ya\u015famayacak. \u201cKutluyorumlara\u201d ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil \u201ckutlu yorumlara\u201d ula\u015fmak i\u00e7in \u00e7abalayacak. Ula\u015fm\u0131\u015f olmak, sona gelmek, bitirmek gibi \u201cnoktal\u0131, sonlu\u201d ifadelerden ka\u00e7\u0131nacak. B\u00fcy\u00fcmek istedi\u011finde gayeleriyle b\u00fcy\u00fcyecek. Tan\u0131nmak i\u00e7in de\u011fil tan\u0131mak i\u00e7in \u00e7aba harcayacak yolculu\u011funa. Derdi olacak ki yolculu\u011fu mana bulsun. En \u00e7ok \u201cBir derdim var bin dermana de\u011fi\u015fmem!<\/em>\u201d gibisinden t\u00fcrk\u00fclerle \u201cD\u00f6nen yoldan d\u00f6ner, istik\u00e2meti olan erer maks\u00fbduna.<\/em>\u201d\u00a0 gibisinden s\u00f6ylemlerle y\u00fcceltecek dertlerini.<\/p>\n O zaman; i\u015fte o zaman y\u00fccelmi\u015f, yolunda eziyet \u00e7ekilmi\u015f, m\u00fccadele edilmi\u015f, insana\/insanl\u0131\u011fa fayda sa\u011flam\u0131\u015f derdinin ad\u0131 \u201cdava\u201d olacak.<\/p>\n \u015eimdi anlatabildim mi?<\/p>\n Tekrar edeyim, \u201cBir derdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n!\u201d<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":" \u201cDerdi olmal\u0131 insan\u0131n!\u201d Bu c\u00fcmleyi herkes…<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":210,"featured_media":10009,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[67,53],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10049"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/210"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=10049"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/10049\/revisions"}],"wp:featuredmedia":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=\/"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=10049"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=10049"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/www.kadrandergi.com.tr\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=10049"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}